My Dream, Your Nightmare

Rated: R

Disclaimer: I don't own Yu-Gi-Oh

Warnings: contains mentions of rape, boy/boy

A/N: since many of you wanted me to continue this story I will!

Yami,

Darkness,

Shadow,

Why?

Did you think I was a toy?

A game?

My name means game

But I happen to not be

Was I for your pleasure?

I didn't think so

But apparently you did

What ever it was

It was for your selfish needs,

No matter how hard you try to explain it

It will never make sense to me

You leave that door

Sad but satisfied

I'm here

In pain

I hate myself

I hate the millennium puzzle

I hate my grandfather

For giving it to me,

I hate you

No, not hate

Loathe you

You took something away from me

Something so precious

Something I will never be able to obtain again

My innocence

Not only that

You took away my happiness

My love

My ability to love

To trust

To get close to anyone

And soon,

My life all together

I hope that when you find me

On the floor with my bloody wrist

You'll regret everything

Raping me

Loving me

Taking even one glance at me

That you were ever born

As I fade into the realm of darkness

I see your face at the door

Then to me

You desperately cry out my name

Though it's to late

Or maybe it isn't

A/N: Am I going to update, hmm I don't know maybe I'll be nice but review fast 'cause If I haven't got at least three reviews by Saturday I won't update!