Hi! I know, I know! This is my 3rd fanfic and I still haven't
finished the other ones. I'm sorry, but after reading all the other one's,
I feel like mine are short and STUPID! So I'm going to make this story
good, and I'm going to update every other day! (I'll try anyway!) I write
these as I go, so bare with me people! Thanks! I don't own Inuyasha!
Chapter 1
The battle against Naraku had ended almost a month ago. It had been a difficult battle, long, and hard. There had been much blood shed, and many injuries. Inuyasha, had had the worst ones.
Flashback
"Inuyasha.. Please, hold still," Kagome silently cried as she tried to heal Inuyasha's wounds.
"I'm F.F.. fine!" he mumbled. Trying to sound strong. Kagome looked at his poor trembling body.
"Inuyasha."
End Flashback
Kagome had cleaned his wounds, and he was fine now, but Sango and Miroku weren't so lucky. They had received massive cuts from the battle and weren't even able to stand up by themselves.
(Good thing this is a fanfic, otherwise they wouldn't be able to $hit)
Even poor little Shippo had received little blows to the head. And Kirara's beautiful coat was still a bit stained from the blood.
Kagome had received some blows. But none were massive.. Thanks to...Inuyasha.
She had protected Shippo until she was stained with blood. She had helped Sango until she was covered in cuts from Kohaku's chain-sword. She had defended Miroku until she was nearly killed by poison from poisonous insects. She had fended off Inuyasha's demon blood from overtaking his body every time he didn't have his sword by his side until she was forced to stop to help another being.
Known as Kikyo.
She had defended Kikyo more than anyone else. She ridded of anything that threatened her life. She shot on coming demons. She made Kikyo avoid blows. And most of all, she defended Kikyo from herself. Every minute Kagome got close to Kikyo, every second, she knew. She knew that KIKYO, KIKYO, the dead priestess, was going to be the reason for Kagome's TRUE pain in the end.
Kikyo. She was the one.
The one who was going to take him. Take Inuyasha. From her. Kagome. She knew, that in the end, even if Naraku was dead. Even if THEY were the one's who won the battle. It would still be the end for her. After the battle, Kagome knew Kikyo would take Inuyasha to hell with her. And then, he would just leave her. Just like that. He would be gone from her forever. And she couldn't bare it. The thought of him leaving her forever. She didn't want it. SHE DIDN'T WANT TO KNOW THAT HE WOULD BE GONE FOREVER! FOREVER!!!
No matter how hard she tried, she couldn't rid the thought of her head during the battle. But she knew, that if she truly LOVED Inuyasha, then she would do what would make him happy. Keep Kikyo alive.
But after the battle, she had wished so badly that she had not have done that. She wished she had been selfish and KILLED Kikyo. She wanted Kikyo dead after the battle sooo badly. Just because. Just because what happened afterwards.
Flashback
Naraku. He.he was dead! Unbelievable. Naraku had been defeated! Thanks to all of them. And then she stepped up, quiet at first. Only talking to Kagome.
"You fool!" she whispered. "You could have easily ridded me of this world. You shouldn't have saved me all those times. I do thank you though. But now. Now Inuyasha will go to hell with me. And leave you. Forever!
"Inuyasha!" Kikyo put on a fake act. Pretending she was harmed. Which shocked Kagome. "Inuyasha! I was wounded in battle. Please help me.." Kikyo fell to the ground, with Inuyasha at her side in seconds.
"Kikyo! Are you hurt?! Are you in pain?!"
Kagome looked up from her position on the ground. 'I..I guess some things will never change,' she thought with a sad smile on her face. She got up, trying to walk, but almost fell back to the ground. But her two friends caught her. Sango and Miroku. She looked at their battered bodies and smiled.
"Thanks." She whispered.
End Flashback
Kagome sat against the well, looking up at the sky. The battle played and replayed through her mind.
'Inuyasha.. Please.. Please don't leave us. Please don't leave.. me. We all need you. Especially me.'
Kagome was cut short of her thoughts by the rustle of leaves. She froze and looked straight toward where the sound was coming from. Then emerged Inuyasha. Kagome relaxed and stared back up at the sky like nothing had happened.
"Hey! I thought you were going home to get some medicine to help Sango and the others!" Inuyasha's voice was like 'GET LOW' (the song, by Lil John and the Eastside Boys) put inside a room where someone was playing Silent Night on the viola.
"Inuyasha. Shh!" Kagome whispered through the night. "They never needed any. I just said that so I could have some time to think."
"What could be so important that you have to lie and be gone for 6hours?!"
"I said to SHUT up!" Kagome hissed.
"What's your problem?!"
"If you're going to talk to me, then talk in a lower voice," Kagome hissed again.
Inuyasha was confused and mad, but then said, "Sorry. So what have you been doing out here by yourself for 6hours?"
"Thinking."
"About what?"
"Just the battle between Naraku and us." Inuyasha walked over and sat down next to Kagome and noticed her tear stained face.
"Kagome, where you. crying?" Kagome kept looking up at the sky, while Inuyasha tried to look her straight in the face.
"Ya," she stated simply.
"About what?" he asked again.
"Just the thought. That if. That if maybe. That if maybe we had lost that battle. Against Naraku. Then we wouldn't be alive. The thought of leaving this Earth, without saying goodbye to Mom, Grandpa, or Sota is just unbearable. Thinking about them everyday just sitting around. Waiting for me to come home, and it never happens. And then they'll suddenly realize, 'Kagome's not coming back. She's dead.' That thought scares me. And the thought of all of us dying. No more jewel hunting, or petty fights, or just the thought of being dead without doing things we wished we had done now. It scares me."
"You mean dying with regrets," Inuyasha said sadly, looking up at the sky as Kagome was.
"Ya, you could simplify what I said to that." Kagome smiled and got up. "Come on, let's go before Miroku finds enough strength to grope Sango." Kagome let off a small chuckle and Inuyasha smiled.
'And the thought of losing you, Kagome.'
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Hope you liked my story so far. I hope that was long enough. If not just tell me. 'If you can read it than you can review it' as I say. But I really do hope you enjoyed it. I'm trying!
Chapter 1
The battle against Naraku had ended almost a month ago. It had been a difficult battle, long, and hard. There had been much blood shed, and many injuries. Inuyasha, had had the worst ones.
Flashback
"Inuyasha.. Please, hold still," Kagome silently cried as she tried to heal Inuyasha's wounds.
"I'm F.F.. fine!" he mumbled. Trying to sound strong. Kagome looked at his poor trembling body.
"Inuyasha."
End Flashback
Kagome had cleaned his wounds, and he was fine now, but Sango and Miroku weren't so lucky. They had received massive cuts from the battle and weren't even able to stand up by themselves.
(Good thing this is a fanfic, otherwise they wouldn't be able to $hit)
Even poor little Shippo had received little blows to the head. And Kirara's beautiful coat was still a bit stained from the blood.
Kagome had received some blows. But none were massive.. Thanks to...Inuyasha.
She had protected Shippo until she was stained with blood. She had helped Sango until she was covered in cuts from Kohaku's chain-sword. She had defended Miroku until she was nearly killed by poison from poisonous insects. She had fended off Inuyasha's demon blood from overtaking his body every time he didn't have his sword by his side until she was forced to stop to help another being.
Known as Kikyo.
She had defended Kikyo more than anyone else. She ridded of anything that threatened her life. She shot on coming demons. She made Kikyo avoid blows. And most of all, she defended Kikyo from herself. Every minute Kagome got close to Kikyo, every second, she knew. She knew that KIKYO, KIKYO, the dead priestess, was going to be the reason for Kagome's TRUE pain in the end.
Kikyo. She was the one.
The one who was going to take him. Take Inuyasha. From her. Kagome. She knew, that in the end, even if Naraku was dead. Even if THEY were the one's who won the battle. It would still be the end for her. After the battle, Kagome knew Kikyo would take Inuyasha to hell with her. And then, he would just leave her. Just like that. He would be gone from her forever. And she couldn't bare it. The thought of him leaving her forever. She didn't want it. SHE DIDN'T WANT TO KNOW THAT HE WOULD BE GONE FOREVER! FOREVER!!!
No matter how hard she tried, she couldn't rid the thought of her head during the battle. But she knew, that if she truly LOVED Inuyasha, then she would do what would make him happy. Keep Kikyo alive.
But after the battle, she had wished so badly that she had not have done that. She wished she had been selfish and KILLED Kikyo. She wanted Kikyo dead after the battle sooo badly. Just because. Just because what happened afterwards.
Flashback
Naraku. He.he was dead! Unbelievable. Naraku had been defeated! Thanks to all of them. And then she stepped up, quiet at first. Only talking to Kagome.
"You fool!" she whispered. "You could have easily ridded me of this world. You shouldn't have saved me all those times. I do thank you though. But now. Now Inuyasha will go to hell with me. And leave you. Forever!
"Inuyasha!" Kikyo put on a fake act. Pretending she was harmed. Which shocked Kagome. "Inuyasha! I was wounded in battle. Please help me.." Kikyo fell to the ground, with Inuyasha at her side in seconds.
"Kikyo! Are you hurt?! Are you in pain?!"
Kagome looked up from her position on the ground. 'I..I guess some things will never change,' she thought with a sad smile on her face. She got up, trying to walk, but almost fell back to the ground. But her two friends caught her. Sango and Miroku. She looked at their battered bodies and smiled.
"Thanks." She whispered.
End Flashback
Kagome sat against the well, looking up at the sky. The battle played and replayed through her mind.
'Inuyasha.. Please.. Please don't leave us. Please don't leave.. me. We all need you. Especially me.'
Kagome was cut short of her thoughts by the rustle of leaves. She froze and looked straight toward where the sound was coming from. Then emerged Inuyasha. Kagome relaxed and stared back up at the sky like nothing had happened.
"Hey! I thought you were going home to get some medicine to help Sango and the others!" Inuyasha's voice was like 'GET LOW' (the song, by Lil John and the Eastside Boys) put inside a room where someone was playing Silent Night on the viola.
"Inuyasha. Shh!" Kagome whispered through the night. "They never needed any. I just said that so I could have some time to think."
"What could be so important that you have to lie and be gone for 6hours?!"
"I said to SHUT up!" Kagome hissed.
"What's your problem?!"
"If you're going to talk to me, then talk in a lower voice," Kagome hissed again.
Inuyasha was confused and mad, but then said, "Sorry. So what have you been doing out here by yourself for 6hours?"
"Thinking."
"About what?"
"Just the battle between Naraku and us." Inuyasha walked over and sat down next to Kagome and noticed her tear stained face.
"Kagome, where you. crying?" Kagome kept looking up at the sky, while Inuyasha tried to look her straight in the face.
"Ya," she stated simply.
"About what?" he asked again.
"Just the thought. That if. That if maybe. That if maybe we had lost that battle. Against Naraku. Then we wouldn't be alive. The thought of leaving this Earth, without saying goodbye to Mom, Grandpa, or Sota is just unbearable. Thinking about them everyday just sitting around. Waiting for me to come home, and it never happens. And then they'll suddenly realize, 'Kagome's not coming back. She's dead.' That thought scares me. And the thought of all of us dying. No more jewel hunting, or petty fights, or just the thought of being dead without doing things we wished we had done now. It scares me."
"You mean dying with regrets," Inuyasha said sadly, looking up at the sky as Kagome was.
"Ya, you could simplify what I said to that." Kagome smiled and got up. "Come on, let's go before Miroku finds enough strength to grope Sango." Kagome let off a small chuckle and Inuyasha smiled.
'And the thought of losing you, Kagome.'
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Hope you liked my story so far. I hope that was long enough. If not just tell me. 'If you can read it than you can review it' as I say. But I really do hope you enjoyed it. I'm trying!