Thank you JadesRose for the review and for letting me know that
ridded is not a word. Well, I'll continue chapter 2. I'm not saying I don't
own Inuyasha next chapter.
Chapter 2
Kagome walked back silently to the hut with Inuyasha. This time, it was Inuyasha thinking.
"Kagome?"
"Ya?"
"After we get Kouga's jewel shards and fuse them together with the one's we have. What are you going to do?"
The question was awkward and Kagome had not been expecting it.
"I mean, are you going to go to your time and stay forever?"
"Well, I mean. If there's no one here anymore, I probably won't come back. If Miroku becomes a wanderer again, or if Sango goes and re-builds a new village with Kirara and leaves. And if you become a demon and all you do is kill, than there would be no reason to stay."
Inuyasha was slightly hurt by what she was saying.
"Then you.you lied to me Kagome." Inuyasha said in a sad voice.
"Huh? What are you talking about?"
"Kagome. You might not have remembered, but a long time ago. You promised to stay by my side. No matter what I choose to do."
"Are you that oblivious Inuyasha? Are you so worried about what you want that you don't even realize what you become when you transform into a demon?"
"..."
"Inuyasha, you become a killing machine and you kill until someone comes along and defeats you. Then you turn into your regular self again. But Inuyasha. If you use the jewel to become a demon, then you won't be able to turn into your regular self again. And then you will kill and kill until someone kills you. And while you're killing. You might just kill me. That's why if you become a demon, I won't argue with your decision, I'll stay by your side. But after you become demon, I'll have to go home and seal the well so you can't come in my time and kill there."
For some reason. What Kagome said angered him. He would not become a killing machine. He would still be his regular self, and he would NEVER kill Kagome.
"WHAT DO YOU KNOW?! I WOULD NOT BECOME A KILLING MACHINE! I WOULD NOT EVER DREAM OF KILLING YOU! AND NO ONE WOULD BE ABLE TO DEFEAT ME!
"AND ANYWAY! WHAT ABOUT SHIPPO?! WOULD YOU COME BACK FOR HIM?! OR JUST LEAVE HIM ALONE HERE WITH KAEDE!?"
Inuyasha's words hit Kagome like a rock. He had his nerve to talk! He was the one who was going to leave! Not her!
"How dare you!!!! You're the one who's going to end up leaving us!!! You're either going to kill us all with your demon blood or go to hell with Kikyo! And while I'm on the topic of that BITCH! I should have killed her! I had THREE, I REPEAT THREE, CHANCES TO KILL HER! I SAVED HER LIFE FROM A DEMON WHEN WE WERE TRAPPED IN A CAVE! I HEALED HER AFTER SHE FELL IN THAT RIVER OF LAVA! AND I SAVED HER COUNTLESS TIMES IN OUR FIGHT AGAINST NARAKU!!!! ACTUALLY MAKE THAT FOUR TIMES! SHE LIVES OFF OF MY SOUL!! IF NOT FOR ME SHE WOULDN'T EVEN BE ALIVE!"
"HOW DARE YOU TALK ABOUT KIKYO!!! IF IT WASN'T FOR HER! THEN YOU WOULDN'T BE HERE EITHER! YOU'RE HER REINCARNATION! AND YOU'RE A LOUSY ONE AT THAT!"
"I don't give a DAMN what you say! I am not Kikyo, and I never will be. She is nothing but a dead priestess who has no reason for life. I WILL kill her next time I see her! You know what?! FUCK IT! I'm leaving and sealing the well now! I HATE YOU! AND I ALWAYS WILL! THAT'S SOMEONE ELSE'S SOUL YOU'VE KILLED.I HOPE YOU HAVE FUN IN HELL WITH KIKYO!!" Kagome ran to the hut crying so badly she wished she could just disappear.
"I hate him!"
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Inuyasha was just letting their fight play and replay through his head.
'THREE, I REPEAT THREE TIMES I SAVED HER LIFE!' 'I HATE YOU AND I ALWAYS WILL!' 'THAT'S SOMEONE ELSE'S SOUL YOU'VE DESTROYED!' 'I'M LEAVING AND SEALING THE WELL NOW!'
What had he done? She had just been concerned about him. And she was. afraid. Afraid that he would be the one who left. The one who left HER alone. She just didn't want him to leave. To die. And now, now she's leaving. Forever. And she hated him.
He had to stop her. He ran as fast as he could to the hut only to look through the hut and stop and watch her. She was saying good-bye to everyone.
"Shippo," she whispered. "I know you can't hear me, but please forgive me for leaving you. And Shippo, please don't leave Inuyasha alone." Kagome kissed the little Kitsune, which made Inuyasha twitch.
"Good bye amorous monk, Miroku. Please find some women to call your own, and stop groping woman." Kagome pat his shoulder and turned around and looked at Sango.
"Sango, please forgive me. I love you like a sister and I hope you can re-build your village."
"And Inuyasha.." Inuyasha was about to step out because he thought she had discovered him but stood still when she kept talking. "Inuyasha. Please be safe, and protect little Shippo. Please understand that I didn't mean what I said and please, just be happy with whatever path you choose. I don't hate you. I." Kagome was cut short because Shippo started to stir.
"Oh well, looks like I got to go." Kagome looked back at her friends one more time before she left forever. "Good bye." Kagome walked out of the hut and sobbed on her way to the well. She couldn't stay. Not after what SHE said.
Inuyasha started to follow her and called her name.
"Kagome!" Kagome turned around and saw Inuyasha. It.it looked like he had been crying. But that's not possible. Inuyasha would never cry. Especially over her.
"Leave me alone! I'm leaving ok! You don't have to rush me!" Kagome turned around and started to run to the well. Inuyasha followed her, but she yelled, "SIT! SIT! SIT! SIT! SIT! SIT! SIT! SIT! SIT! Leave me alone!" Kagome ran to the well and set the jewel shards down next to it.
'Now you can be happy Inuyasha.' And with those last words, she jumped into the well.
Inuyasha ran as fast as he could to the well, but alas, it was too late. Kagome. She was gone. Forever! Inuyasha leaned against the well and cried. He cried and cried like a small child. Or, like he did WHEN he was a small child. He said terrible things to Kagome. Comparing her to Kikyo. And telling her she was not anything. Just a reincarnation. Having no purpose. And now THAT reincarnation was gone. No, she wasn't a reincarnation, she was Kagome. His Kagome. And now, now she was gone, forever.
And the feeling he had just then was like what he and Kagome had been talking about earlier. Regrets. He felt like he was dead just then. And he felt like he had died with regrets.
"KAGOME!"
Chapter 2
Kagome walked back silently to the hut with Inuyasha. This time, it was Inuyasha thinking.
"Kagome?"
"Ya?"
"After we get Kouga's jewel shards and fuse them together with the one's we have. What are you going to do?"
The question was awkward and Kagome had not been expecting it.
"I mean, are you going to go to your time and stay forever?"
"Well, I mean. If there's no one here anymore, I probably won't come back. If Miroku becomes a wanderer again, or if Sango goes and re-builds a new village with Kirara and leaves. And if you become a demon and all you do is kill, than there would be no reason to stay."
Inuyasha was slightly hurt by what she was saying.
"Then you.you lied to me Kagome." Inuyasha said in a sad voice.
"Huh? What are you talking about?"
"Kagome. You might not have remembered, but a long time ago. You promised to stay by my side. No matter what I choose to do."
"Are you that oblivious Inuyasha? Are you so worried about what you want that you don't even realize what you become when you transform into a demon?"
"..."
"Inuyasha, you become a killing machine and you kill until someone comes along and defeats you. Then you turn into your regular self again. But Inuyasha. If you use the jewel to become a demon, then you won't be able to turn into your regular self again. And then you will kill and kill until someone kills you. And while you're killing. You might just kill me. That's why if you become a demon, I won't argue with your decision, I'll stay by your side. But after you become demon, I'll have to go home and seal the well so you can't come in my time and kill there."
For some reason. What Kagome said angered him. He would not become a killing machine. He would still be his regular self, and he would NEVER kill Kagome.
"WHAT DO YOU KNOW?! I WOULD NOT BECOME A KILLING MACHINE! I WOULD NOT EVER DREAM OF KILLING YOU! AND NO ONE WOULD BE ABLE TO DEFEAT ME!
"AND ANYWAY! WHAT ABOUT SHIPPO?! WOULD YOU COME BACK FOR HIM?! OR JUST LEAVE HIM ALONE HERE WITH KAEDE!?"
Inuyasha's words hit Kagome like a rock. He had his nerve to talk! He was the one who was going to leave! Not her!
"How dare you!!!! You're the one who's going to end up leaving us!!! You're either going to kill us all with your demon blood or go to hell with Kikyo! And while I'm on the topic of that BITCH! I should have killed her! I had THREE, I REPEAT THREE, CHANCES TO KILL HER! I SAVED HER LIFE FROM A DEMON WHEN WE WERE TRAPPED IN A CAVE! I HEALED HER AFTER SHE FELL IN THAT RIVER OF LAVA! AND I SAVED HER COUNTLESS TIMES IN OUR FIGHT AGAINST NARAKU!!!! ACTUALLY MAKE THAT FOUR TIMES! SHE LIVES OFF OF MY SOUL!! IF NOT FOR ME SHE WOULDN'T EVEN BE ALIVE!"
"HOW DARE YOU TALK ABOUT KIKYO!!! IF IT WASN'T FOR HER! THEN YOU WOULDN'T BE HERE EITHER! YOU'RE HER REINCARNATION! AND YOU'RE A LOUSY ONE AT THAT!"
"I don't give a DAMN what you say! I am not Kikyo, and I never will be. She is nothing but a dead priestess who has no reason for life. I WILL kill her next time I see her! You know what?! FUCK IT! I'm leaving and sealing the well now! I HATE YOU! AND I ALWAYS WILL! THAT'S SOMEONE ELSE'S SOUL YOU'VE KILLED.I HOPE YOU HAVE FUN IN HELL WITH KIKYO!!" Kagome ran to the hut crying so badly she wished she could just disappear.
"I hate him!"
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Inuyasha was just letting their fight play and replay through his head.
'THREE, I REPEAT THREE TIMES I SAVED HER LIFE!' 'I HATE YOU AND I ALWAYS WILL!' 'THAT'S SOMEONE ELSE'S SOUL YOU'VE DESTROYED!' 'I'M LEAVING AND SEALING THE WELL NOW!'
What had he done? She had just been concerned about him. And she was. afraid. Afraid that he would be the one who left. The one who left HER alone. She just didn't want him to leave. To die. And now, now she's leaving. Forever. And she hated him.
He had to stop her. He ran as fast as he could to the hut only to look through the hut and stop and watch her. She was saying good-bye to everyone.
"Shippo," she whispered. "I know you can't hear me, but please forgive me for leaving you. And Shippo, please don't leave Inuyasha alone." Kagome kissed the little Kitsune, which made Inuyasha twitch.
"Good bye amorous monk, Miroku. Please find some women to call your own, and stop groping woman." Kagome pat his shoulder and turned around and looked at Sango.
"Sango, please forgive me. I love you like a sister and I hope you can re-build your village."
"And Inuyasha.." Inuyasha was about to step out because he thought she had discovered him but stood still when she kept talking. "Inuyasha. Please be safe, and protect little Shippo. Please understand that I didn't mean what I said and please, just be happy with whatever path you choose. I don't hate you. I." Kagome was cut short because Shippo started to stir.
"Oh well, looks like I got to go." Kagome looked back at her friends one more time before she left forever. "Good bye." Kagome walked out of the hut and sobbed on her way to the well. She couldn't stay. Not after what SHE said.
Inuyasha started to follow her and called her name.
"Kagome!" Kagome turned around and saw Inuyasha. It.it looked like he had been crying. But that's not possible. Inuyasha would never cry. Especially over her.
"Leave me alone! I'm leaving ok! You don't have to rush me!" Kagome turned around and started to run to the well. Inuyasha followed her, but she yelled, "SIT! SIT! SIT! SIT! SIT! SIT! SIT! SIT! SIT! Leave me alone!" Kagome ran to the well and set the jewel shards down next to it.
'Now you can be happy Inuyasha.' And with those last words, she jumped into the well.
Inuyasha ran as fast as he could to the well, but alas, it was too late. Kagome. She was gone. Forever! Inuyasha leaned against the well and cried. He cried and cried like a small child. Or, like he did WHEN he was a small child. He said terrible things to Kagome. Comparing her to Kikyo. And telling her she was not anything. Just a reincarnation. Having no purpose. And now THAT reincarnation was gone. No, she wasn't a reincarnation, she was Kagome. His Kagome. And now, now she was gone, forever.
And the feeling he had just then was like what he and Kagome had been talking about earlier. Regrets. He felt like he was dead just then. And he felt like he had died with regrets.
"KAGOME!"