Disclaimer: Not my world, just borrowing it from the genius, JK Rowling

Summary: Sirius and James fic…not rated R yet…will be soon though

Warning: Slash soon…you have been warned

NEW AND IMPROVED CH 2

Sirius talking and thoughts

James talking and thoughts

Remus talking and thoughts

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"What's wrong Sirius?" asked Remus

"Nothing" replied Sirius

"Oh, c'mon, you are hiding something…I'm not STUPID you know?" Remus said

"Are you sure? The blondness could have fooled me." James teased

"Oh ha-ha! But, seriously (no pun intended), what's wrong Sirius?" asked a worried Remus

Sirius then screamed, "I told you, NOTHING!"

"There is something, and I will not rest until I find out what it is. I will bother you day and night if I have to, don't you agree James?"

"If he doesn't want to talk about it, don't push him Rem."

"Hey, you're supposed to be on my side!"

"I'm not on anybody's side. Siri may just not be ready yet."

"Whatever. I will still pester him if I have to. What's wrong? What's wrong? What's wrong? What's wrong? What's wrong? What's wrong? What's wrong? What's wrong? What's wrong? What's wrong? What's wrong? What's wrong?"

"OK OK!! Stop bothering me! Well, this past summer, I ran away from home to James' house."

"WHAT?"

"I know, I know, just hear me out. I couldn't handle being at the Black manor anymore, the beatings, the mocking, and the rape." The last word from Sirius's mouth was barely audible.

This time both James and Remus stared gapingly at Sirius.

"THE RAPE??"

"Yes, the night I ran away to your house, my father raped me."

"What? Why?"

"We were at dinner and he started to talk about you and your family James, how you all were muggle—in his words MUDBLOOD—lovers. I defended you and your family and he started to beat me. I kept telling him to stop it, and he wouldn't. He started to rip off my clothes in front of "mother" and Regulus. He did the horrible act and left me weak, bruised, and crying. That's when I decided to run away. I grabbed my broom and loaded my trunk on it, and flew to your house James, while the "family" was asleep."


When Sirius finished, all James was thinking was "I would like to beat the crap out of his 'father'. How can someone be so cruel to this beautiful person? WAIT…DID I JUST THINK THAT? I didn't! I don't think of him like that…do i??"

But, what James actually said was "Wow, Siri. You have so much pain in your life and still have the audacity to face the torture. You ARE a true Gryffindor."

At that, James hugged the now sobbing and furious Sirius. Remus joined in the hug and the three stayed that way until Sirius quieted—the other boys noticed he was asleep. James put Sirius in his bed and put the covers over him when Peter came in with a tray of food in his hands.

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Thanks Vicky for ur review!

Rhiannan Star: yeh it was my first fic..glad u liked it

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A/N: yeh, I know kinda bad…but o wellz…plz review!