I'm so sorry, I know I said this would be updated in the next week and now its like 2 or 3 weeks later, life's kinda biting me in the butt at the mo, I have like so much on, I'm in the middle of exams again, I have uni assignments coming out my ears, my dads down this weekend, and that's always a blow to the mental health…so yeh please forgive me.
And checking the official JK website I see Molly's maiden name was actually Prewett but oh wells…
Also I haven't been able to get hold of my beta, so if anyone's interesting in being kind and also taking the job of like mailing me once a week bugging me to update so yeh email is flojoethecrazikat at hotmail, sorry if I type it in her it seems to delete it, the stupid thing isnt formatting or something, porbably my fault anyho, ENJOY!!!
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Harry,
I think I'm going delusional, I think I just saw Sarah-Ann, my aunt, here at Hogwarts, casting a spell to make Hermione trip over and fly into Percy's arms, (who also seems to be here at Hogwarts). And I also seem to think I saw Snape watching on, torn between disapproval, amusement and admiration.
Do you see anything wrong with these statements?
Luv Ginny
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Do you see anything wrong with these statements?
There are so many things wrong with it I don't know where to begin, although this is an idea, we go do some snooping, under my invisibility clock, think just me and you all cuddled up under it, invisible to all…
Luv Harry
P.S we really have to work this thing with Ron out and not keep sneaking round, writing notes, making out in Hermione's rooms…or maybe not
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Morning Hermione,
Thought I would send you a note to make your morning a bit better, seeing as I'm not meant to be seen round the castle, and I know Ron and Harry have been bickering latterly, and how that gets on your nerves…
Come visit me after your classes too if you like, I get a little lonely down here by myself, and I have something I want to talk to you about
Love Percy.
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Hey Percy,
Thanks for the note, it was very sweet of you, of course I will come and visit you. I'll be there a little after 7 if that's alright, I have to ditch the boys first.
Look forward to seeing you, Love Herm.
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Dear Diary,
Oh something fantastic has happened! Percy sent me this letter this morning, and so of course I went down to see him as asked, and what do you know? He wanted to talk to me about hows he's been feeling lately, he of course mentioned to me a while back that he didn't fell himself and what not, but this time it was a serious matter. He took my hands in his (squee) and looked me in the eyes all solemn and adorable.
Then he said to me he thinks he has schizophrenia (he's been doing some research of his own it would seem) and he wanted me to go with him to a muggle psychologist tomorrow, he has even rung and booked an appointment! He got Sarah Ann to lend him this ingenious magical phone she invented. So I've got permission from Dumbledor and Snape to take the day off school and go with him. Oh I'm so happy I could burst, we've been trying to find a way to talk to him about it, and for him to get treatment, but until a man admits he needs help, its near impossible to help him.
Love Hermione
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Dear Diary,
Well Percy's session wads a bit of a let down, I wasn't allowed in because of privacy laws, even though Percy asked if I could stay, although the Dr. was very nice, his name was Dr Jacobs, he's a young guy (probably 25-30) and I think he's like American or Canadian, either way he has a cute accent.
But Percy told me everything, he said that the Dr didn't want any self diagnosis from us, which he was actually really good about, he told us we cant have presumptions and often things like this result in a self prophesy, acting as if you have a certain disorder etc, and then he gave Percy an interview thing, asked all these questions, then gave him some tests to determine IQ and so forth and then he said thank you and made an appointment time for next week.
I feel deflated, I know I shouldn't have had such high hopes, I'm an intelligent young witch, I know Camelot wasn't built in a day, but I had though with all the research we'd done, I mean after all I did a lot independently, observing Percy and writing more to Hughbert from St Mungos, and Sarah Ann is a psychiatric nurse, and Percy knows more than any of us what's going on, but he ignored all that. I somehow thought that he would say of course, let me help, and prescribe something for him or give him treatment, this is the first time I've felt so ignorant and helpless….
Depressed Hermione.
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Alright, Herm, spill, me and Ginny saw you and Percy together, what's going on here?
Harry, this is class, potions to be exact, if Snape catches us were history!
I think what's going on here is a bit more important, if you have something going with Percy its hardly fair on everyone, think what's he's done to poor Mrs Weasley.
Look Harry, Snape is coming this way, and I can promise you nothing is going on, well nothing I can tell you about, just trust me please
Humph, don't see why I should if you're associating with such a traitor, but fine.
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Hey Gin,
Sorry babe, but I can't meet ya tonite, Snape caught me passing notes with Hermione, and I got detention, although for some reason Hermione didn't! Humph!
Xo H.
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Well it serves you right really, passing notes in SNAPES class, I mean really….
Oh wells, I'll wait up for you if I can luv G.
Hmmmm last night was fun, I should get detention with Snape more often, if that's what I get after
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Dear Mum,
Well Percy has been going to a muggle (well non magical) therapist for 3 weeks now and today we got the news that he's been officially diagnosed with schizophrenia like we thought, I guess they just wanted to be careful or something, but I have to admit after just a few days and letters we were able to diagnose Percy yet this so called professional took 3 weeks.
They're starting him on medication next week; it's meant to reduce the amount of Dopamine in his system Dopamine is a chemical found in the ms-encephalon in the brain, it effects all sorts of things, excess causes schizophrenia, and too little can cause things such as Parkinson's disease. However apparently this drug has some side effects, such as weight gain, drowsiness, excessive thirst and more rarely in can result in what's called tardive dyskinesia, which is like an involuntary movement of the facial muscles, mostly the tongue.
Oh mum I couldn't stand it if Percy ended up like that, unable to control his face, and drowsy all the time, he's so brilliant mummy, its not fair….
Love Hermione.
Honey,
Try not to worry darling, your Percy will be just fine, one way or another you'll be able to help him. You said that the side effects aren't always apparent, for all you know he might be just fine. Give it some time and see what happens, I know you hate taking the passive approach but trust your mother and just relax.
Look after yourself and make sure you're studying
Love you lots, Daddy sends his love too, Mum.
Dear Diary,
Something very strange has happened. Percy is all angsty and grumpy, I was on my way down there tonite to visit him and I got halfway down the passage to hear him and Snape fighting like cats and flipping dogs. I didn't know what's going on, so I sort of sat there and waited until they had stopped and was about to knock to he door when Percy comes storming out like a bat out of hell.
Well I guess this was to be expected after all he's being like a spoilt 2 year old latterly, I guess it's the medicine, me and Professor Dumbledore were talking and we thought it might be a side effect of the medicine, even though not described, there's a chance that it may be reacting with the fact he's a magician, his magical aura or what ever, the details are still sketchy…
However I digress, the mood was to be expected, what was not to was the fact that Percy upon seeing me pulled a very, dare I say, sexy scowl, cupped my face in his hands, a little roughly, but by no means violently, then proceeded to kiss me with so much passions and force my head nearly exploded. He kept one hand cupping my face, and the other was around my waist pulling me as close to his as humanly possible. Gods. I venture to say I was practically purring. It was a good thing he was holding me so strongly, I think I would have collapsed otherwise. Merlin only knows how long we stayed like that, tangled about one another, frantically kissing, but finally he pulled away. He scanned my face for a second with this intense look on his face; he looked for a moment like he was going to say something but then he just stormed off, much the way Snape does, robes billowing…
Oh but the kiss was amazing!! He's obviously not suffering from tardive dyskinesia, not if he can control his tongue like that…
Oh dear, perhaps I should go take a cold shower…oh wait that's what guys do…jeeze, his kiss was enough to scramble my brains no end…
Maybe its wrong but I wouldn't mind it happening again!!! Not at all.
Dear Diary,
Well so much for this thing being bullshit…. I have to get out what's going on inside. I've done something that may have been entirely stupid, I may have harmed all chance that I ever had with Hermione, I kissed her. Oh gods it was amazing, I feel like I'm on fire, I can still feel her fingers tangling in my hair, moving about to caress my back, the soft noises coming from the back of her throat, and her lips: so soft, yet demanding, surely there must be something between us. Surely she must want this as much as I, no one could deny the spark, that illicit thrill if they had felt it, OH gods I hope she felt it too…
But what am I to do? I have to speak to her, but I fear an argument, something's not right lately with me, I cant control my temper, I see it flaring up and I know its wrong but there it is and I cant stop it. Albus believes it may be the side effects of the medicine working on my magic and it should balance itself soon enough, I've asked Severus to use his potion labs to work on a chemical balancer if it doesn't, which somehow resulted in a fight, which was afterwards lead to the kiss, I had to get the emotion out somehow….
And Oh what a way to go!!!!!!
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So finally some romance…I couldn't help it, its being begging for it, plus I'm thinking after been single for the last 5 month I'm prolly just as sexually frustrated as Hermione and Percy…
Off to flirt with the sexy gothic guy in my lectures me thinks…;)
Luv Green.