Alright this is my first song fic so please bear with me. Tell me what you think by reviewing. The song is Numb by Pink. I know there are some words missing. It is for the sake of the story. Yes I know that it is confusing but just bear with me folks. I hope you enjoy.

He laid there letting him do what he wanted.

They had been sleeping together for about a year now.

He had been so weak that he just let him take him.

He took the chance and did what he wanted to him.

He would beat him, rape him, and even tried to kill him.

He took it all and kept going back for more.

Only because he was his morphine.

No sleep no sex for you from your ex girlfriend.

I was too deep can't let you come and just jump in.

At times I would push my feelings aside to let you feel.

I'm novician and I'm numb and nothings real.

Like the coldest winter I am frozen from you.

He laid there not feeling anything towards him.

He just wanted to scream at him.

Tell him to get lost but he needed him.

He kept him numb from all the pain and hurt.

Ron and Hermione were dead.

Ginny did drugs.

She was now harder to find that Voldemort was.

His parents being dead and all had no one left.

I was weak before now you've made me so numb.

I can't feel much for you anymore.

I gave you my all my baby.

I'm numb, numb, numb.

He let the words play over and over in his head.

He spread his legs and pushed into him.

He grabbed the rails on the beds back board.

He clung to them.

As if they were the only things that would save him.

Save him from falling into the dark abyss.

But the tears were silent inside you see.

But the tears were silent inside you see.

I lay there quiet watch you have your way with me.

I might have cried but the tears were silent inside you see.

You called me names.

To make me fell like I was dumb.

I didn't feel a thing and now I'm gone, gone, gone.

A few lone tears slowly fell from his eyes.

He didn't say anything.

He never did.

He let him do as he pleased.

All the pain of the world was slowly flooding back.

His novician not helping much anymore.

Like a batter child I got used to your pain.

I was weak before now you've made me so numb

I can't feel much for you anymore.

I gave you my all my baby.

I'm numb, numb, numb.

"Draco." He said wanting it all to stop.

"What?" He asked not stopping or slowing.

"I want you to stop now." He replied calmly.

Draco stopped moving immediately.

I was weak before now you've made me so numb

I can't feel much for you anymore.

I gave you my all my baby.

I'm numb, numb, numb.

I don't feel a thing.

I don't feel the pain.

He got up and walked to the door.

Draco grabbed his pants on the way.

He sat up and watched him go.

He knew Draco would react that way.

He felt the pain and hurt come slamming back.

He got off the bed and walked to his dresser.
He grabbed a pair of boxers on the way.

He bowed his head and began to cry.

Draco was his novician.

I was weak before now you've made me so numb

I can't feel much for you anymore.

I gave you my all my baby.

I'm numb, numb, numb.

I was weak before

Now I'm numb, numb, numb.

He is gone.

The only thing that took all the hurt away.

"Avada Kedavara." He said softly pointing his wand to his chest.

Harry fell to the floor.

Now he would be numb forever.

Well what do you think? Pleas R&R to tell me. Remember this is my first story fic so please be gentle.