A/N: Hey, I can't believe it has been so long since I last updated! Everything has been taking up all my time!

Disclaimer: I don't own 7th Heaven, just the plot, Jason, and Alexis.

Here is the longawaited chapter!

Chapter 7: Back to Normal?

Lucy has been back at Yale for about a month. She has decided to go ahead and marry Jason. Even though she knew Kevin had feelings for her, she loved Jason. Everything at the Camden's and Kinkirk's houses have gone back to normal too. It is very close to Valentine's Day and Lucy is deciding on what to get Jason.

Lucy is at a very expensive store called Marcos.(a/n: the store is made up) She has been having a hard time picking out something for him. Lucy walked over to the watch counter, and saw a very nice watch that she thought looked like him. She decided not to get it because she didn't think it looked like him. 'Oh Well' thought Lucy.

After a pointless hour of looking for something, she decided to leave and go somewhere else. "Lucy, Lucy Camden?" asked a stranger.

"Yes?" Lucy asked as she turned around. "Oh my gosh, Patty-Mary, what are you doing here?"

"I'm visiting a friend in a small town about thirty minutes from here, she goes to Yale and is in class right now. So I decided to go shopping. How have you been?"

"Good," Lucy replied smiling, "do you want to go and get some coffee, there is a really good coffee shop down the street?"

"Sure I have some time."

Lucy and Patty-Mary went to the coffee shop and started talking about different things. When the subject of Kevin came up Lucy decided to ask how Kevin was. PM told Lucy that Kevin said he still loved Lucy. When Lucy heard this she began to ponder her feelings yet once again. "Lucy, Earth to Lucy?" Patty-Mary said, while waving her hand in front of Lucy's face.

"What, oh sorry, I was thinking about something. You know what I should probably get going I have a test to study for. I was wonderful seeing you again." Lucy told PM.

"Yeah, I should probably get going too. So....I'll talk to you later."

"Sound's good PM," Lucy said. She then smiled and waved good-bye

When Lucy got back to her dorm, she found that Alexis wasn't there. She got in her backpack and took out a book. She opened the book to page 254 and began reading. After she got done with her reading she logged onto her computer and then onto the internet.

When the internet finally logged on, a box came up flashing. "You have one new message," the computer said. Lucy clicked on the open button, and saw that the message was from Kevin. The message read:

Lucy,

I have been questioning everything lately. I don't think I could even tell you if it is day or night. Lucy I miss you, and I'm pretty sure you miss me too. I don't really know what to saw, or how to saw it. Luce, I love you and I need to know if you love me too. I thought I could move on. That's why I asked Emily to marry me. But you showed up and it brought back many old memories. Lucy I really think we need to talk. Please call me.

Always,

Kevin

Lucy closed the message and picked up her cell phone and dialed Kevin's cell number. "Hello," said Kevin's voice from the other line. "Hello?"

"Hey Kevin, it's Lucy. How are you?"

"I'm good Luce, you?"

"I'm not bad, umm.. I got your message." Lucy said nervously.

"I figured that's why you called. I don't want to cause trouble, it's just I need answers. You left so suddenly, without talking to me. I need to know if that kiss meant anything."

"Kevin, I don't know. Although I do know that I do love you, but not in the relationship way, but as a brother. You have been there for me so many times, as a friend, a brotherly figure, but not as a boyfriend. We tried to have a relationship before, but we didn't get very far, and it only lasted a couple of months." Lucy told him.

"I know Luce....do you love him?" Kevin asked.

"I do, he is so wonderful. He makes me happy."

"I'm glad them. Look Luce, I got to go. I'll talk to you soon."

"Ok, bye."

"Bye."

With that Lucy hung up he cell, and began thinking about her relationships. She knew she still loved Kevin, no matter how much she denied it. And when he told her how he felt that made her really love him more. Then there was Jason, she was engaged to be married to him. 'Ok' Lucy told herself, 'get a grip on it, you love Jason not Kevin.....But Kevin is so sweet, stop it Lucy, you love Jason.'

Lucy looked at her watch and realized it was time to get to class. She knew if she didn't leave now that she would be late. About half-way into the class, Lucy found herself scribbling Kevin's name in her notebook. By the end of class, yet was more confused that she had ever been. Lucy knew she had to make a choice and she had to make that choice soon.

Lucy waled out of class and into the parking lot. She got into her car and was driving back to her dorm when Shania Twain's song "When You Kiss Me" came on the radio.

This could be it, I think I'm in Love,

It's love this time.

It just seems to fit, I think I'm in love,

This love is mine.

I can see you with me when I older,

All my lonely nights are finally over.

You took the weight of the world off my shoulders.

Lucy turned off the radio and put in a cd. She didn't want to think about love at the moment. Instead of driving to the dorm, she drove to Jason's house. She got out of her car and walked to the front door and rang the bell. "Lucy, what are you doing here?"Jason asked somewhat shocked to see Lucy at his door. Lucy usually called before she would come over.

"Jason, I'm gonna come right out and say this......I think we should break up." Lucy told him.

"What? Why?" Jason asked confused.

"I don't think I love you the way you love me." Lucy told him.

"Well, if we are breaking up, I want my ring back." Jason told her.

"You can have your ring back," Lucy told him pulling it off her and throwing it at him. She then went to her car and got in and drove off!

A/N: I think that was one of my longest chapters. I also want to thank everyone who reviewed my last chapter. Thanks, and please review this chapter!!!

Brittany