Why do things always happen to me? I'm the one always getting into trouble. No one else. This time I didn't even do it. I knew about it but I didn't do it. No one ever believes me. Something happens then they all think Alan did it. Sometimes when I'm home on Tracy Island and I get in trouble I wish I were at school. That I can't believe. Plus it seems weird, when I'm at school I wish I was home, but then when I'm home I wish I was at school.
I just wish life could be normal sometimes. No boarding school would be really nice, but that would mean no Tracy Island or Thunderbirds. That I probably couldn't live with. Boarding school I could live without. Very easily. Normal would be nice but boring.
I could probably live with out Scott, John, Virgil, and Dad. Gordon is the only one that keeps me going. Maybe if life was normal, only Dad would be around. Then life would really suck. There would be no way I could act the way I do now if I lived with just Dad. Scary thought just came, I would probably act like Scott. That would be BAD.
People think when they hear my name I'm a very good child. Screw that, the day I'm good is the day I pay Gordon. Which I hope doesn't come soon. There's only one thing I hope comes soon, leaving this place to be on my own for awhile. I really do want to be a Thunderbird but there's no way I'm going to be one unless I have my own place, my own rules, my own life, first.
If I had to choose between family and being a thunderbird or my own life and a new me, I would most likely choose family and being a thunderbird. If being a thunderbird means being with family fine with me but their never going to see me expect breakfast, lunch, dinner, and emergencies. They'll be used to it too. I'm always gone away at school. Nobody would miss me, they probably all hate me. As soon as my report card comes I know one person who going to be mad at me, Dad.
Time for the death penalty.