I can't find the words
But they all spill out of me anyway
I want to fly away like a bird
But I want to stay right here
I want to be left alone
But I want to be surrounded
What is wrong with me?
My mind is swerving this way at that
All the time it is me up to bat
Can't decide whether to swing or to stay
To run or to hide
I guess life's just that way
I want to run fast
But I want to slow down
I want you to leave
But I want you around
I want to die for the sake of living
But I want to live for the dying
What is wrong with me?
My mind is swerving this way at that
All the time it is me up to bat
Can't decide whether to swing or to stay
To run or to hide
I guess life's just that way
Nothing makes sense anymore
But it is so simple it's just a bore
But every time I open another door
I find something more
What is this for?
My mind is swerving this way at that
All the time it is me up to bat
Can't decide whether to swing or to stay
To run or to hide
I guess life's just that way
I guess life's just that way
What is there more to do?
But I wish it was me and it wasn't you
But I wish it was you and it wasn't me
Will I ever find out what's wrong with me?
My mind is swerving this way at that
All the time it is me up to bat
Can't decide whether to swing or to stay
To run or to hide
I guess life's just that way
I just can't seem to get my head on straight
Why do I have to carry this heavy weight?
But sometimes it just seems so light
I don't want to go down this way with a fight
My mind is swerving this way at that
All the time it is me up to bat
Can't decide whether to swing or to stay
To run or to hide
I guess life's just that way