This poem is dedicated to Change-Of-Heart-2 She is one of the most awesome
people I know and has great poems! So go read them!
If I could take
A step backwards in time
And rearrange
Everything I knew
Start all over
New beginning
Would everything
Still be the same?
Would the grass still be green?
Would the sky still be blue?
Would the people still be cruel?
Would the light still shine bright?
On me
Would I still walk in a daze?
Lust after things
I know I couldn't have
Would I still be jealous?
Towards people
Who didn't deserve it?
Would I sit down in my room?
And cry alone
The tears I shed
Would they still be there?
Would the hands that I reached out for
Be drawn away?
If I was sick
Would they sit and stay?
If I was lonely
Would they lend an ear?
If I was captive
Would they set me free?
I know that I'm not alone
My spirit goes on with me
And even if I die alone
I have it to live on and be
The person I could not be
See the light I could not see
Hear the sounds I could not hear
Face and be brave to all my fears
If I could take
A step backwards in time
And rearrange
Everything I knew
Start all over
New beginning
Would everything
Still be the same?