Hey Everyone this poem is for the Magician ( Joseph thanks for all of your support!


I am the bitter sweet
I am the truth telling cheat
I am the grinning pain
I am the sunny rain
I am the terrified bold
I am the youngest old

I want to cry I want to smile
I want to go and stay a while
I want to spare I want to kill
I want to be empty and I want to be fulfilled
I want to be deaf I want to hear
I want to stay I want to disappear

I am the darkest light
I am the bravest fright
I am the pouring flame
I am the innocent blame
I am the shallowest sea
I am the miserable glee
I am the anticipating dread
I am the living dead

I cannot take it my thoughts rupture
I am the falling structure
This is the last you'll see of me
Maybe I'll finally be set free
But for now I am still the lost guide
And I am afraid I'll never be satisfied