Oh No! I'm not a murderer...at least not yet! -shifty eyes- Dum Dum Dum...Well yeah, anyways we don't KNOW if the baby has been killed, yet. I think you'll find out in this chapter...but I dunno...
The song is 'Trucker Hat' by Bowling for Soup
Chapter 35- The hope
This is the song that reminds me of my trucker hat
That I used to wear not to block out the sun
With a John Dew logo and a stain on the back
From where you laid me out flat
One look I was done
And all these things mean nothing to me
When I'm with you I've got everything
You and I were meant to be
It's easy to see
I'll never go out of style on you
Nothing really feels the way you do
Nothing in the world could ever make me look as good
When you fit me like you do
"Mmm...Lily, let's go back to my place.." James whispered huskily in my ear and I sighed. Fine. Evil boyfriends...
"Fine." I muttered, standing up and dissapparating with a 'pop'. I slumped onto James' couch and watched as he arrived right next to me. Right when his eyes landed on me he eagerly claimed my mouth with his. I moaned and I could practically feel his smirk on my skin. Cocky bastard...
Then something weird happened...I felt a pain in my stomach, like someone kicked me. What the hell? I pulled away from James with a gasp of pain. Something was wrong...
James was watching me curiously and I winced in pain as I felt the rush of pain once more. My head began spinning and I felt like I had a hangover.
"Lily...what's wrong?" James asked.
"I don't know, it hurts...so bad." I groaned, leaning back against the pillow.
Back with Abbey:
Only a couple minutes later Abbey woke up with a throbbing pain in her head and her...stomach?
"Oh no.." Abbey breathed, the horror settling into her system as the realization dawned on her. Her hand immediately went down to her stomach, in reflex and she felt a warm substance she knew as her blood.
"Oh god." Abbey whispered, her breathing rapidly speeding up and she was finding it hard to breathe. Abbey slid onto the tile floor and got onto her knees, despite the throbbing in her head.
"Oh please..." Abbey closed her eyes as tears filled them. "Please don't take my child away from me...I need her...I love her..." Abbey prayed as she opened her eyes. She was to weak to do any walking, she couldn't even stand up. Damn wand was in the bedroom.
Abbey had found out the baby was a girl only two days before and had yet to tell Sirius. She was going to tell him that night as a surprise...She had even picked out a name..Amy Grace..Sirius had promised if it was a girl she could name it.
Tears cascaded down her cheeks as she held her hand to her stomach, rocking back and forth. Loud sobs began racking her body as she stared down at the ground where a large puddle of blood was forming.
"Don't leave me, I love you." She whispered over and over, staring at the ground as she continued to sob.
"I didn't even get to know you…" She mumbled through tears. Her hand was subconsciously rubbing her stomach, where a child would've grown over the next nine months….if only she hadn't slipped.
Back with me:
"How do you feel now?" James asked, about twenty minutes after the pain had started. I was sprawled on James' couch with a warm wash rag on my forehead and James was rubbing my stomach, soothingly.
"A lil' better." I mumbled. My eyes were closed tight and I was trying to enjoy the feel of having James' hands on my skin. But I happened to have a horrible migrain that was making it kind of difficult.
"Are you lying?" James asked and I opened my eyes to find him watching me intently with worry in his eyes.
"No. I just have a bloody migrain." I moaned and he smiled slightly, pulling his hand away from my stomach and walking into the kitchen, only to appear a moment later with a small bottle.
"Pain reliever." He noted, handing me the bottle. I raised an eyebrow at the weird smelling substance, but downed it never-the-less.
"Thanks." I mumbled as he threw away the empty bottle. James smiled and sat down next to me, wrapping his arm around my shoulder, protectively.
I snuggled into his chest, feeling the warmth of his skin against mine. The pain had subsided greatly, thank god and I could finally see clearly as the haze over my eyes had lifted.
And back with Abbey....:
"Sirius, where are you?" Abbey cried, her chest heaving in pain. Emotional and physical pain, that is.
"I can't believe I let this happen." Abbey exclaimed, tears still sliding down her cheeks as she pressed her hand up against her stomach, trying to stop the blood.
Then a surge of hope entered her heart as she looked down at her stomach. Maybe...maybe there was still a child inside, doubtful, but possible.
"I have to get to a hospital..." Abbey said quietly, wishing that someone would come home and hear her pleas.
Her wish was granted as she heard the satisfying sound of someone apparating in her bedroom.
"HELP!" Abbey half screamed and half yelped. She heard footsteps hurry to the bathroom and attempt to open the door. Why do I always effing lock the door? Abbey frowned and watched the door as it shook and finally flew open with Sirius standing behind it.
"Thank god." Abbey whispered as Sirius looked down at her in horror.
"What happened?" Sirius gasped, he had yet to see the blood still leaking from her stomach.
Abbey carefully lifted her hand where dried blood still remained across her large stomach.She watched, teary-eyed, as his eyes widened in pure fright and he quickly leaned down, scooping her into his arms and dissapparating to where, Abbey could only hope, was a hospital.
BACK TO ME, FINALLY! :
"So, I guess I should get back home." I whispered, pulling away from James. James looked up at me, sleepily and nodded his head with a small smile.
"Love you." He whispered and I smiled back.
"Love you, too." I kissed his cheek and apparated back home. I walked into my bedroom and dumped my already memorized books on my bed and headed to the bathroom for a shower.
When I pushed open the door I screamed. I couldn't help it, if you saw blood all over your bathroom floor and nobody home, how would you react?
"What the hell?" I breathed, bending down to look at the blood. It was still new...it must've only happened minutes ago. Some advantages to becoming a healer.
Suddenly I realized Abbey wasn't in her room when I passed it going down the hallway...Nese was out with Remus...this had to be Abbey's blood.
"Oh shit."
Lalalala....
Is it alive?! It might be, don't give up...
Oh here's a really important question. I haven't decided whether to make this story AU or just to go with the books...so tell me which you would prefer??
-A lesson before dying