I watch the days go by
I watch the times you smile
I watch the times you laugh
For a little or a while
I love the way your eyes glint
I love the way you walk
I love the fact you always know what to say
Whether angry or just smooth talk
You pass by me in the hall
My cheeks keep turning red
My friend taps me on the shoulder
And I forget what I just said
I always seem to me spacey
I want you to be mine
But when people ask me how I am
I say that I'm just fine
The rumors I ignore
Though they are the one thing that I dread
They are things people can't take back
They have said what they have said
I wish they weren't your friends
Because then you wouldn't believe
Everything they told you, you are being deceived
I wish they would leave me alone
I sit alone on my bed
Knowing in my heart
The fate that lies ahead
I trace my finger down my face
Not a tear do I cry
I will take my secret to the grave
The day that I die
But as for now I glance at you
You sneer and look away
And now I hold in my heart
These words I'll never say