My jacket doesn't help the chills
I wish I could walk away but I only stand still
I drop to my knees my heart is unwrapping it's twine
As I watch the life I wish was mine
Every time I'd stare you'd challenge with force
I would turn quickly but felt remorse
I felt as if your eyes were boring into me
Looking for the one thing no one could see
I see you walking another girl in your embrace
A smile just for her on your face
My heart and head clash and combine
But your life is still yours and mine is still mine
Married, kids a bike or two
I see you walk with holes in your shoes
Never do the expected undefining the defined
And you still have the life I wish was mine