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Forgive Chapter 9: Looking back

By:

Ally Pollock

(A.K.A)
Allycat588
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That morning in Raven Room...

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Raven awoke to Robin's soft and gentle smile. Yet, one thing ... he was a sleep. She slow lifted his arms and got out of bed. {Much better} She thought t her self.

Hey uhh Raven... How you feeling? Robin was barley awake to see what he saw. Robin's tiredness went away in a hurry.

Then she looked down. {ECH!!! Where's my towel} She looked over to see her towel in robin's arms. She turned around. {What the hell!}

"Hey Raye nice...."

((SLAP!!!))

"Oww!!" Robin yelled holding his newly redden face.

"Pervert..." Raven monatoned. And she walked to the bathroom to change into some of her normal attire.

{Well... That wasn't such a good idea...} Robin thought to him self.

"I'm going to the roof to meditate." Raven said walking out of the bathroom.

"I'll come with you." Rabin suggested

"No thanks... It's only be a few minutes..." Raven could see they weren't joking any more. Robin intense emotion ran through him like a rushing river. I'll be fine..." She remembered last night. "Alright?"

"Yeah, sure..." Robin whispered... Raven turned a walked away.

"I...just... don't want any thing to happen to you... because I love you so... Raven..." Rabin silently said aloud, yet no one heard him... no one at all.

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Teen Titans tower the roof...

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The wind blew gently from the east blowing Ravens hair in the winds so softly. The day's sky was turning to nights. And all of the city's noise was slowing into silence. The water off the shore was still like a statue not moving at all, no life... All around Raven seamed to be so tried including her self.

Raven sat on the edge of the rooftop of the TT tower. Her eyes closed, trying to think of tranquility... yet she only thought of one thing... Azrein. She knew that azrien was watching and plotting her demise. In her meditation she had such a hard time to focus. Can she win? Her past was locked away in side her for so long, and now it has come back to torment her. Old memories in the depths of her minds dark subconscious now came back in full perspective. How she met azrein. Their first date. And the last of what she saw of him. All forgotten. Yet, now all of these come to her thoughts. And she remembered the necklace... and robin giving her an identical replica just like arzein gave her. Was this something more? That her feelings for robin could affect this some how in some way she could not see. Raven opened her eyes. She felt her chest where the necklace lay upon her soft skin. Her fingertips traced the design as she sat in deep thought. {What does this all mean?}

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TT living room..

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Robin and StarFire sat on opposite ends of the couch together in silence. It'd seamed an eternity since Raven walked out of the room. Star fire had been trying to cheer robin up. Yet, she knew she too felt horrible. She looked down at her feet and then back up at Robin. Star saw robin's intense focus on raven and star also saw that robin empathy for raven too. She smiled and walked up and sat by him. "Robin?" She cocked her head to the side and smiled as big as she could. Her smile was false and so was her mood. Star's feelings were just like Robin's, yet she didn't want any one to see that. "Robin?" StarFire once called his name to see if he'd reply to her.

"Yeah, Star?" Robin spoke with a tried voice.

StarFire stared at him for the longest time observing him. Watching his every detail of his body and emotions flowing through him self. "Robin... You are a great and true friend. It's hurts all of us to see Raven like this, yet we have to be strong for her... and our selves." Star looked at Robin wondering if he had even heard what she said to him. Yet, he didn't seam to comprehend her statement. Starfire's eyes began to fill with tears. {What could any one do? And could she do any thing to help her loved ones? What will happen if... if raven dies?} And with that last thought StarFire emotions were over flowing. The streaming of the tears fell down her cheeks. Star got up and went to the window looking out to the city's horizon. She put her hands up to her face and felt the warmth of her skin and the wetness of her tears. Her slender hands cradle her face as she let go of every emotion. Her soft crying and tears flowed like a river that seamed to reach far beyond the horizon. Has she too fallen to despair and bleakness of hope? The thoughts ran through her heard. "Why?" She muttered through her soft cries. "Why must this happen to us?" Then a pair of arms wrapped around her from behind her. Those arms belonged to robin. StarFire turned to see him looking ever so gently in to her tearing up eyes.

"You're right, star... we all have to be strong..." Robin told her.

"Robin?" She asked quietly, feeling his warmth of his body and his arms wrapped around her.

"Yeah, star?" Robin whispered.

"Thank you..." Both friends held each other. Feeding off of both of their individual strengths. Star's loving care, and Robin's motivation to go on and protect. Star felt robin hold her tightly, not letting go. She also saw robin began to cry. He cried for every thing dear to him. His loved ones... and most of all among those loved one were Raven.

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Teen Titans workshop...

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Cyborg was hard at work on one of his newest adaptations to the TT sub. BeastBoy sat in the far corner of the room looking off into space. "Hmm... let's see..." Cyborg began to rummage through his old tools and such. "Now where is that part?" Cyborg began to scratch his head. "Aww found it!" Cyborg grabbed the wrench from the toolbox. Heh, I knew it was some where around here."

BeastBoy walked over to Cyborg and punch him square in the human side of his face face. "What's with you?!" BB yelled at him. Was he mad? He didn't know what was coming over him self.

Cyborg dorp his wrench looking in BB's direction. "What the hell was that for?!" Cyborg could feel a welt was coming up.

BB Looked at Cyborg. "Why are you acting so cool about this? Raven almost died a day or so ago and you're fine! Don't you even care?" BB asked him. "Aren't you worried about her?"

Cyborg put his hand up to his new welt and smiled. "You hit like Raven, but she still hits way harder." He paused a moment and laughed a little. "You know she has a strong will. And she cares about all of us. Some times I feel like I'm her older brother you know. Yeah I don't get her hardly every at all. Yet, every once in awhile we know we're the same. I remember the time my car was jacked by that little brat gizmo. And that chip got in to it. In the end it was totaled. Raven knew it wasn't just a car it was a part of me. Like every object she controls with her powers, a part of her goes in it as well. She sat in the garage with me for days helping me build a new baby. Well Raye kinda helped me make it even better. I know she'll be okay. Cause she has us."

BeastBoy smiled. "Yo, Cy?"

"Yeah, BB?" Cyborg replied.

"Sorry about hitting you. Need any help with that?"

"No problem. You hit like a girl any ways! Sure you can help... but no power tools for you. Got IT?" Cy gave him a warning look.

"Alright..." BB smiled devilishly.

A few minutes later....

"No BeastBoy! Come back here! No! Not the Jackhammer!!!" Cy screamed.

((!!!CRASH!!!))

"Heh, heh... oops?" BeastBoy looked around to Cyborg's destructed workshop. A vein was popping out on Cy's head and you could she his face turning red. "Umm... it not that bad..." (a piece of ceiling fell...) "I'll be going now... heh."

BEASTBOY!!! Cyborg's voice echo through the tower.

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Teen titans tower roof...

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{Was that just Cyborg?} Raven thought. {Nah...}

Still in her minds dark depths. Raven imaged what was her next move. And what was azreian's... The sun was gone now and a new moon was out. The night's star shown through the darkness of the night's sky. Looking out upon them Raven realized every thing. Raven began to feel enlightened. She sat in the daze for a few minutes till someone interrupted her from behind. A certain green titan stood by the doorway.

"Heh, heh... Sorry bout' that Raye... You see Cyborg... and me... and jackhammer... You know how it ends." BB acted nervous. "So isn't this a cool look out on the city. You always come up here." BB didn't know what to say to her. BB sifted his feet and started acting nervous. "So how long do you think it takes till Cy finds out I'm up here?" BB asked Raven, He started to scratch the back of his green head.

"Two minutes..." Raven monotones to him. "He'll be here in two minutes..." Raven knew BB was worried about her. "So... Before he comes up here and kill you, how about you and me relax a minute or so, since you're gonna be killed in two."

BB was a little taken back that Raven wants him to sit by her and talk! "Alright, cool." They sat in silence for the longest time. Till BB spoke up a little. "So... Were you and umm... that guy close?" BB thought {that wasn't a great idea. She'll like that subject!}

"Yes... we were." Raven spoke. "But that's over know I got you guys now." Raven knew BB was very uneasy. So she thought she'd lighten him up, since it was usually the other way around. "So tell me, what's this about a jackhammer?"

And on that last comment BeastBoy started laughing. "Dude, you should have seen his face! Cy looked like he was gonna to die!" BeastBoy gave an impression of Cyborg's face.

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O "You should have seen it!" BB yelled out laughing.

"BEASTBOY! Where are you!" An angry Cyborg yelled.

"Hmm... he's twenty seconds early..." Raven told BB.

"Uh-Oh... Well hey I'll better go!" After that said BB transformed in to a terodactyl and flew far away. Raven watched him fly away towards the city's lights.

"He's got faster." Cyborg said. Raven turned to see Cyborg grinning.

"Sure has..." Raven couldn't see BB any more.

"Well, I think he forgot he does live here... and I do to." Cy laughs at his new plan for BB tomorrow. Cy looked at Raven and told her. "How you doin' girl?"

"Fine... unlike you and your newly destroyed workshop..." Raven smiled a bit at him. "Heard he totaled it..."

"Nah...Not too bad. His room's worse." Raven agreed. After a while Cy and Raven sat down on the edge of the rooftop.

"How's every one taking this?" Raven asked Cyborg.

"Well, It could be worse." Cy told Raven. "Let's go to the TT living room and chill a bit."

"Sure, that sounds good. I got a new sci-fi movie I think you'd hate." Raven Glanced over at her friend seeing his face. On it was regret for setting him self up for was he's about to get into.

"Oh yeah! Raven!" Cy said.

"What?" Raven replied.

"You crazy..." Cyborg smiled.

"I know, I Am." Cy gave her a hug.

"Last on to the TT living room is a rotten egg!" Cy yelled. And he took off.

"Azerath metreion Zenthous!" Raven muttered.

"What?! HEY! No fair!" Cyborg yelled floating in the air.

"Didn't give any rules, Cy." Raven said walking by him. "See you there, rotten egg."

"Raven!" Cy pouted. "Come on!"

((!BANG!))

Cyborg fell flat face on the ground. "Oh that girl is gonna get it now!" Cy stood up. "After every thing stops spinning..."

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To Be Continued...

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So... I hoped you enjoyed this new chapter. I told you guys I lighten the story up a bit. At some points it's a little corny but hey I am too! I am working on some of my other stories as well so read those too! If you like to! PLEASE R&R!!!