AN: Ok so the hurrican is the biggest pain in my ass right now. I don't even know if the sun is up in the day do to the fact that the windows are bored. Three days.. I haven't left the house in three days. And to make matter wors the internet died at 5. so it's...Sunday, 05 September, 2004, 10:38:17 PM So i dont know when this will get up.

DrarkElf1: Hey! wow... hehe Squall didn't kill Rinoa(though I'm sure most ppl wish lol hehe jk) I didn't think you screwed them up. I think it was a good sad, odd ending. thumbs up to you. Quistis isn't going to tell her parents... ummm maybe I'll do a thing in here as to why.. I'll see. lol.

Selphiefan 89: Pockey for you! I can't say as to why, but you get pockey! I never liked Rinoa. the person who got me into ff8 hated her so... I kinda started hating her before hand. It's not too bad living down here. The hurricans are realy fun if your haoue is empty and the power stays on. It's fun going outside in them.. (I'm crazy huh?) ty.!

Unknown.: ummmm ty for the review. I'll try to watch my typing errors. Umm I wish I could have had a name.. any kind.. sorry I get a little paranoid. But anyways ty.

Chapter: Twelve; Heaven or Hell

Squall smilled at the room. It's size was perfect. There was a living room, kitchen and two bedrooms. Well one was ment to be an office, but some how Quistis had moved things just right so Nanami could sleep in it. Smiling, Squall plopped down onto the soft cream sofa. "You ok Quisy?" He craned his neck so he could see her throught the open door. "Yeah. I'm just going to hop into the shower ok? Make sure Nan's ok." Squall nodded and watched her undress before she walked into the bathroom. Happily, Squall filed throught the papers on the table that Cis had left him. After about ten seconds of that he had lost his interest in them. With a smirk on his face, he thought that he would take a shower. Quistis must me lonely in there. As he headed to the back room a knock echoed through the room. Sighing, he headed to it.

There stood Rinoa in tears. "O Squall!!!" Wide-eyed, Squall stood there as she threw herself into his arms. He was like a deer in heads. "I'm so glad you're back. O I've missed you!" Tears ran down her cheek and she forced him to walk backwards. Stumbling, Squall found himself sitting on the sofa with Rinoa clinging to him. "Rinoa..." In vain he tired to push her away. "What's wrong Squall? Aren't you happy to see me?" In truth no, he wasn't happy to see her. "What do you want?" His words were cold and stung her. "To see you. To know you're ok. You've never been gone this long." He nodded to her coment. It was true. "So! Where did you go Mr. Squall?" Playfuly she wrapped her arms around him. "I went to see a friend." Again he pulled away from her. "Who?" Smiling fully she cocked her head at him, and puled at him to sit down. "A friend." Her smile faded and a frown took it's place. "You said that. Who's your friend?" Squall stood fully and walked into the kitchen. Softly he let her name excape his lips. "Quistis." He looked down at the conter top, wishing she would leave. "O..." Rinoa shofled her feet, with an expersion of slight anger on her face. "Is she here?"

"AAAAHHHH" Two cried came from the two back room. Then the sound of glass shattering was heard from the bathroom. Squall ran into Nanami's room. Sweetly he scooped her up and ran to the bathroom. There on the floor was Quistis. The glass that boxed in the shower littered the floor under her. Blood ran like rivers from here. "Shit! Shit! Shit!" Squall placed Nanami in the sink, her cries growing softer. Gently he pulled a towel around Quistis. "Quistis, sweety can you hear me." Grabbing onto Squall's neck she twisted her face in pain. "Yes." Squall placed her gently on the bed, forgetting Rinoa's existence. "Can you tell me what happened?" Squall ran back into the bathroom grabbing the first aid kit and Nanami. "I.. I feel out of the shower." Quistis held up her wrist where the glass had done the most damage.

Rinoa peaked round the door to see them sitting there. Gently Squall took her hands in his, the bandages where well in place and he looked her over for other cuts. Wrapping what was left on her egs and looked into her eyes. "You scared me." Quistis smiled and wrapped her arms around the kneeling lion. "I'm sorry baby." Nanami cooed happily at the two.

Anger swam through Rinoa as she stormed down the hall. "That ass! How dare he! How dare she! And with a child! O! He'll be my knight one way or another! He promised!" Storming inot her room she found Zell sitting there waiting for her. "Well?" An evil smile danced on her lips as she stradled him. "Well.." Forcefuly she kissed him, bittng his bottom lip. "He has Quistis with him.." Like a cat marking her territory, she dragged her nails down his neck, then ripped his shirt open. Zell moan with pleasure. Rinoa had him whipped 100%. "And there's a child.." Zell sprung up grabbing her hips, forcing her to stop. "Is it the..." Rinoa silenced him with her lips. "No.. It's not the one we need to worry about. Don't worry baby.. You'll get what you want."

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Squall stood in a brightly lit room. Quistis stood infront of him. Smiling she kissed him sweetly. The sweet tast of strawbaries filled his mouth. "EWWWWWWWW! Mum! Da!" Both stopped and turned to see an older Nanami and two younger childer. Nanami stood there with her long hair back in a sloppy bun. Bangs hung in her eyes. Squall walked up to her, taking her into his arms he grunted. "You're getting to big for this!" Nanami giggled wildly. "I am five now." Squall playfully bunched her onto the ground, tickling her. "Five now!? Too big for you're old da are you?" Squall looked up to see a very pregnant Quistis looking down at them. "Daddy! Daddy! We wanna spin!" Two boys ran full on into Squall. Smiling he tickled them. "Alex! Xander! Don't kill daddy!" Quistis waldled closer to the tro with Nanami at her side. "We're not too big for daddy!" The one chipped in, making himself taller by puffing up his chest. "Yeah! We're only two!" The other looked up happily, pushing his wild light brown hair out of his stormy eyes. Squall smiled as they rolled on the floor togther. This was his family. Off in the distance he could see Laguna and Kiros standing side by side smiling at them. This was heaven.

Slowly the room turned dark. Nanami's body lay in a crumpled heep, bleeding. Off to the side he could see both boys crying, holding onto each other for dear life. Tears came to his eyes as he scaned the room. A male figure stood over the boys. Squall shook his head in disbelief. It couldn't be Zell..

"I'll ask you again Squall. Be my knight and I'll make things all better.." The woman's silhouette could be seen off in the distance. "Let my childern go." Squall slowly walked over to Nanami's fallen body. She was dead. It toko everything in him not to vomet. "What these two?" Zell walked over and grabbed them by the back of thire necks. "Daddy help us!" Both of them screamed in fright. "Zell, would yu please shut them up.." An evil smirk played across his lips as he threw them into a corner. "With pleasure.... Pain." Once the words slithered out of Zell's lips, the boy cried out in pain, then nothing. "Alex.... Xander...." Tears fell down Squall eyes as he watchs his sons shake with pain.

"Now Squall.. Do you want this to comtinue? I can make it all better. I can fix them, bring Nanami back... All you have to do is keep your promise. Say you'll be my knight." Squall looked around the room. Zell stood there smirking. Something was behind him on the floor. Small sobs could be heard. "Zell. Mind standing aside. I want him to see what peace of shit is behind you." Smirking, Zell moved to the side, revealing a beaten Quistis. "Quisy..." The heavy silence swallowed his word.

Blood covered he body as hot brime feel from her eyes. Dirt covered her, and her cloths were ripped. "Squall.. Help our babes.." She reached forward only ot have Zell grab her wrist. Forcefully he puched her against the wall and licked the tears that ran down her face. "You know.. I could fuck you all night baby.." Zell ran his hand up her thy, forcing his fingers into her. Quistis cried out in pain, as her knees gave. "Quisy!" Squall ran to her only t he grabbed by the woman. "She could be saved, along with your childern. If you would just say...." Her voice died in the room as he watched Zell pump himself in and out of Quistis. He closed his eyes. He had to look away. "No no Squally. Look at your wife, and you dead childern. Your life is over. There's nothing left. Come with me." Squall let his tears fall as he reached for his gunblade. "Never!" He ran forward to Zell.....

Tears ran down his face as Squall sprung up in his sleep. "Quisy!" franticly he looked around. There was his sleeping lioness. To his releaf she was sleeping peacefully. Sighing he placed a soft kiss on her sholder and walked into Nanami's room. There he watched her sleep. His family was still there. Smiling he picked her up and rocked her. "I'll watch over you. Don't worry." Sweetly he placed a kiss on her pale cheeks and placed her back in bed. "Good night my sleeping babe."

AN: Ok creepy I know. This turned out nothing like I had planed. But there it is. Hint Zell's under a spell.

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