A/N: Hope you guys like this, it just popped into my head as I was listening to the song.
"A Perfect World"
I never could have seen this far
I never could have seen this coming
It seems like my world is falling apart
Why is everything so hard?
I don't think I can deal
With the things you said
It just won't go away
"James and Lily! Sirius how could you kill them?!"
'The scene on the street keeps playing through my mind. I could kill that rat. Hell, when I find him, I will. We were best friends. Marauders forever: Moony, Wormtail, Padfoot and Prongs. Now, I'm rotting in this hellhole; Moony is believing a lie, his own form of hell is coming to him now, he thinks that he's lost me, plus James and Peter. Well, he hasn't lost me yet; I will not give up on Remus. Prongs though…why Prongs? Oh, God, and Lily and Harry too…'
In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You'd still be here
And it makes no sense
I just can't pick up the pieces
But to you this means nothing
Nothing at all
Sirius slammed his fists against the walls of his dark cell. 'This isn't right. I've been fighting Voldemort for years. Then again, we all thought that Wormtail had been too. I never should have persuaded James to switch Keepers. So, in essence, this is my fault. I deserve this prison. How the hell could I think that Moony was the spy?' Sirius thought furiously for a moment then it dawned on him. 'Because Moony is the strongest of us all, he's got the brains; he's always got the right answer. I wish I still had Remus here, on my side. Yeah, little Peter fooled us all…'
I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through
I wish I had you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Cause I can't go on
I just can't find my way
Without you I can't find my way
In a perfect world
This would never happen
In a perfect world
You'd still be here
And it makes no sense
All I can do is just pick up the pieces
But to you this means nothing
Nothing at all
I don't know what I should do now
I don't know where I should go
I'm still here waiting for you
I'm lost when you're not around
I need to hold onto you
I just can't let you go
'It should be me instead of James. I'd trade anything to give him and Lily their lives back. They don't deserve death. It seems like tomorrow, I'll wake up and this will all be a terrible nightmare. I'll meet Rem over at James' house, we'll take Harry out for a while…conveniently not telling either parent, James will accuse us of being bloody prats and say I'm an unfit godfather, though he is grateful for some alone time with Lily, it will all end in laughter. God, I need James here to set me straight. I need Remus to believe…this is pointless. I lost without James.' Sirius gripped the bars of his cell so hard his knuckles turned white, and he bruised his hands. Remus had every right to be livid…maybe in time, he'd be able to make it up to him…But no matter what, Sirius would never be able to make this up to James. He'd never see his best friend again. 'James was like my brother, and I'm the cause of his death.' Sirius could feel the hot tears caressing his cheeks, and saw them fall to the dusty floor like rain.
In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You'd still be here
And it makes no sense
I can just pick up the pieces
But to you this means nothing
Nothing at all
You feel nothing
Nothing at all
'Peter has no soul. He feels nothing. He threw us away to save his own ass. Are innocent lives that meaningless to him? Are we that meaningless to him? James had done nothing but protect him.' Sirius' gaze hardened. 'I won't let him get Harry. I will figure out a way to escape from here. Then, I'll find Peter, and he'll pay: a life for a life.'
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