AN: Very short chapter, so I shall post two.
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And I'd give up forever to touch you
cause I know that you feel me somehow.
Your the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
and I don't want to go home rite now.
All I can taste is this moment,
and all I can breathe is your life.
Sooner or later its over,
I just don't want to miss you tonight.
And I don't want the world to see me,
'cause I don't think that they'd understand.
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am.
You cant fight the tears that ain't coming,
Or the moment and truth in your lies.
When everything feels like the movies,
Yeah, you bleed just to know your alive.
I don't want the world to see me,
'cause I don't think that they'd understand.
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am.
-Goo Goo Dolls
Chapter 16-November Rain
Remus had been observing Emily all day. She hadn't officially cried yet. She was still in shock he thought to himself. He missed his friends and he wished more than anything that Sirius was in fact innocent. Remus knew that it was unfair, Sirius should have got a trial but Crouch was right, all evidence pointed against him. Emily had just gotten back from the store. Remus went to greet her but she went straight into the bathroom. Remus brushed it off and began to shut all his windows. It started to rain very hard.
Emily sat down. She needed a moment to process all this information.
'This cant be' she thought to herself. 'Not now, why?' She looked at the pregnancy test before her. She had taken 12 of them and each one had the answer she didn't want to see. Positive. Not only had she lost Sirius but now she would have to raise his child without him. Emily, so caught up in her emotions ran out of the bathroom, down the stairs and out the front door. Remus who had heard the door shut looked at the bathroom expecting to see Emily but instead found pregnancy tests all reading 'Positive'. Emily ran into the cold November rain. She ran for what seemed like hours. When she got to a small park she fell on the ground from exhaustion. She cried until she couldn't cry no more. She yelled into the night sky 'You promised Sirius, You promised you'd never leave me!'
She stayed in the park crying until she felt Remus' familiar arms pick her up and bring her home. He took care of her that night. She was thankful for that but she wished it could have been Sirius.
