I'm sorry but right now I can't stop laughing. It's so hard to type. Suicide is not funny but when I think about what I'm about to write in this chapter..I just can't stop the laughter..

well read it while I can still write

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CHAPTER TWO: Hacking of the Head

This is the train station, loud and noisy. This is me in the train station not wanting to be here. I was being forced across town to see a phychiatrist. Mainly because the last time I had spoken was to my friends in the nurses office. They think I am completely traumitized. I might be alittle bit but god leave me alone. If I don't want to talk to you. I shouldn't have to.

I was standing in the wave of people, trying to ignore the noise when I caught sissy out of the corner of my eye. I could pick that hoe out of a any crowd. She's extremely loud and annoying. She was talking to a group of people that I had never seen before. I didn't swell too much on it. But it did kind of confuse me.

A lady comes on the intercom. " Train arriving on track 8. Please for your safety stay behind the yellow line."

There is a yellow line about 2 feet out from the platform to keep people back while the train arrives.

As soon as she got of the intercom I saw sissy and the other people with her walk past the yellow line. I watched as they lined up and held hands. what are they doing? I thought to myself..the seemed just like before..were they about to commit suicide too.

They all locked hands, and I knew by then they were...

It was just like last time. I couldn't move. It was just like before. but only this time it seemed ten times worse. Sissi of all people was going to kill her self..

It was the same as before..they yelled out their dedication to the suicide club and I was glued in my place. Then came the counting..one..two three..They threw their bodies on the tracks together. I could hear the thump of there bodies on the track. Then the train came. I heard the loud screeching of it trying to stop on the track. People were screaming by now but all I could hear was the brakes of the train. The train came crashing abrubtly into the bodies. I didn't see it happen but I knew. Blood splattered everywhere. It was on the train windows.

It took me awhile after the train had finally stopped to noticed I was also covered in blood. The color, the smell..all of a sudden I couldn't breathe..There was no air for me to enhale..I felt everything slipping away. I screamed. I had never been so scared before in my life. I thought I was going to die..and then everything went black..

I came to pretty quick. I had woken up still on the train platform. The blood was still there. I could see flashing blue and red lights. It was the police. My head hurt as before. I didn't want to stick around so I took off running and I wouldn't stop running until I got back to the school.

Running down the halls of the school, still blod covered, I ran into the first room I saw that I knew would be safe, Jeremie's.

But When I opened the door and ran in I slipped on something cold and sticky on the floor which made me fall on the ground.Whatever it was there was alot of it. The room was dark and I couldn't see hardly anything. I moved my hands down to the floor to feel the slimy substance. My whole body was shaking. I was still in shock from earlier. I started to feel more over to my right when my hands found something else.

I turned my head around to look at what my hands had found. I felt my heart skip several beats when I realized what it was.

Jeremie lay on the ground covered completely in blood. I couldn't breathe again. My eyes had adjusted to the darkness and I saw the blood all over the walls. The room was completely covered.

Jeremie had apparently slit his throat and the blood had sprayed everywhere. But why Jeremie? He had no reason and what about Aelita. I felt hot tears well up in my eyes. This had to be some horrible nightmare.

All of a sudden I felt a weird shiver go down my spine and I remembered I was sitting in human blood, Jeremies blood. I tried to get away only to slip in the red puddle again causing it to splash up in my face. I scrambled up again and ran out the door.

As I was running my head was becomming light again. I couldn't take this. Why was all this happening. All of a sudden everyone was dying. I had just seen sissi kill her self and slipped around in jeremies spilled blood..but that confused me the most..why jeremie? He is way too smart..I was crying again at this point. Jeremie was my friend and I had just found him dead in a puddle of his own blood. My head started throbbing once again and I put my hands to my head. Everything went black and last thing I felt was my body hitting the groung.

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okay it's not funny anymore..it was a different idea I had..but how sad jeremie is dead. Jeremie's my favorite character but I just had to kill him..sorry. Please Tell me what you think.

Meagen.