Chapter Four

A/N: here's the next chapter. It's a songfic. There might be some more chapters like this later in the story. They are probably going to be Evanescence, or something depressing like that. Lol. Evanescence is like my favourite band...anyways, here's the next chapter, enjoy.

P.S. and you guys know how much suck at songifcs, lol.

JUNE 14th/04: I changed the song to Taking Over Me. It kinda makes a bit more sense...but whatever.

Chapter Four

It was around 9:30 at night, and all day long, Lizzie just lay in bed reading old magazines. And throwing up.

Thunder boomed and lightning flashed outside. Lizzie was sitting on her bed, writing a essay for English. She was in the "I don't wanna talk to anyone...leave me the hell alone...I hate the world" type of mood. She had heard that Brooke Baker's father wanted to sue Mark.

Lizzie hesitated for a minute. She though of Gordo, and how much she loved him. She had a crush on him for the longest time, and she hadn't told him. Now she probably would never get the chance.

She reached over and turned on her radio just as a song started playing.

You don't remember me, but I remember you
I lie awake and try so hard not to think of you
But who can decide what they dream, and dream I do

I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you
To live, to breathe
You're taking over me

Have you forgotten all I know, and all we had
You saw me mourning my love for you, and touched my hand
I knew you loved me then

I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you
To live, to breathe
You're taking over me

I look in the mirror and see your face
If I look deep enough
So many things inside that are
Just like you are taking over

I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you
To live, to breathe
You're taking over me

I believe in you
(I believe in you)
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you
To live, to breathe
You're taking over me (taking over me)
You're taking over me (taking over me)
You're taking over me.....


"Oh, man," Lizzie groaned, "How come every song I hear seems to describe just how I'm feeling at the moment?"

She switched off her radio and crumpled up her essay.

"It's not like it's gonna matter, anyway, I'm not even gonna graduate for that freaking school!" she screamed. She threw her books onto the floor and turned off the light.

She lay in her bed, listening to the storm rage on....and no matter how upset she was, all she could think about was Gordo.

A/N: blaaaah I know this chapter REALLY sucked...it was too...depressing? i don't know....it's just that Lizzie feels like crap and depressed and whatever, so yeah.

Has anyone heard Seether's song "Broken" featuring Amy Lee? Holy crap, I'm addicted to it...