In this chapter : Back at Jin's place... once again.
A/N : WHOOO! Got Onimusha 3 yesterday =D. Played for about 7 hours non-stop hehe XD huggles Samanosuke. Anyways, was about time for me to update that fic... been near 2 weeks O.o'. so this chapter's the outcome of the past 4 ones. Kinda shorter than the rest, might be a bit confusing. Flashbacks will come back next chapter =). Time for me to stop talking and let your read that XD.
Reminiscence
Chapter 17 : Outcome
We got back at Jin's place on the double. Never seen him driving that fast. He seemed pretty confused... I bet he's wondering if he's gonna end his friendship with her. Or something close to that. I doubt he'd go that far, but who knows? It's Jin I'm talking about. Thought he was quite predictive at first, though he doesn't really seem like that now. Anyways, we'll see.
For my part, I have no motherfucking idea of what I'm going to do in front of her. Could as well bash her to death or take pity. Maybe both. As long as I don't get arrested for murder, it's gonna be OK. Right now, the main idea's NOT to kill her.
Here we are.
"Xiaoyu, we need to talk, seriously."
"Hi Jin! Just made dinner, everything's in the kitchen... thought we could have a quiet, romantic evening..." And the she spotted me behind him. Stay calm, Hwoarang. Stay. Calm.
"There won't be any of this, Xiao. Tell me exactly why you did!" Ish... he souns quite angry. It's weird... agry at her... never thought I'd see that someday.
"I... Jin I love you... you know it..." Well at that point, it's not love. It's obsession.
"Seems like you're more obsessed than in love." That was MY line, dammit! Oh well. "Anyways, you need to stop it. Do you know what you got me, and especially Hwoarang into? Do you know it?!"
"He just left, now he's back..."
Jin sighed and closed his eyes. "Look, you almost drove him to SUICIDE!! And me too. Because if he would've done it, I would've killed myself as well! I felt so fucking guilty, having to let him go, even though the fact – well, fact, lie – that I was cheated on hurt me! Don't you have a single idea on how it hurts?! Think about it. You're in love with someone, then another person tells that you that he has cheated on you. And he kills himself because you believed that person was right, and after you learnt it was a lie. How would you react huh?! HOW WOULD YOU?!!"
"Jin... calm down... I'm alive, right there..."
"I know. But I came so close to lose you, Hwoarang... what if you had commited suicide? I can't see myself living without you." He finally calmed down... for how long though? "I know you love me, Xiao. I can't ignore that fact. Understand that if I had really lost Hwoarang, I wouldn't have gone out without you anyway. You're my FRIEND, my BEST friend. Not my lover. I'm NOT in love with you. You HAVE to understand that... I don't want to lose you."
The guy has weird reactions... if I had listened to me somehow I'd be kicking her ass. Still I know they've been friends for ages, and a friendship like that is hard to destroy. Plus me and Jin are two extremely different guys. Can't blame him for A) being mad, B) keeping his relationship with Xiaoyu at the same time. He's human after all... well... heh, you know what I mean.
What is even weirder is that I'm not totally angry. Yes I am, she caused me pain, but still... I know what she's going through. Hard to face the truth about love, even more when the one you're in love with ISN'T in love with you. Painfull. I went through this too, yet I didn't do such a drama. It's not the end of the world. There is something else that love... what the shit am I saying. I was ready to kill myself over that, and now I'm telling someone else that it's "normal". Someone kill me.
"Xiao... I don't really hate you..." About time I could manage to say something. "I know what rejection feels like. It's hard. But there's something else than that. I know, I'm one to speak, I'm the happy one, you're the sad one, it's life. And well... I heard somewhere that if you really love someone, you should let him be happy." Oh-so cliché. Why the fuck am I saying all that? I'd kill myself anytime if I have no one to be there for me.
And she looks so damn sad. Amazing what we're going through just not to be alone for the rest of our lives.
"I'm sorry guys... never knew I'd cause so much problem... I thought Jin wouldn't have discovered the truth and that he would go out with me... maybe I'd have tell him after, I don't know. And that Hwoarang would've gone back with his gang, and that he had another lover there, who knows... I'll understand if the both of you want me out of your life..."
Jin gave her a funny look. "No no no no no... don't mistake me... never wanted you completely out of my life... just out of my love life... not the same at all!"
"Meaning I'm not your life or- "
"You know exactly what I mean, Hwoa." Whew. Don't get mad, you know what he means. There's something else than me in this world after all.
"OK, I'm shutting up! Forget I even said something hehehe..."
"Social life let's say. You're still my friend. Just... don't meddle in my relationship anymore. And I was wondering if you... could leave us alone a few days... drop by in... let's say three days? Four days?"
She nodded quietly. I hope she'll get over it now. "Well... I'll head back to Miharu's place. And... I'm glad you too are together again for some reason."
"Xiao?"
"Hai?"
"Take care of yourself, OK?"
"Alright, I will. Bye guys, see ya soon!"
Drama's over? It was about time... getting both of us damn crazy. It's a bit sad, seeing her leaving like this. We both escorted her to the front door (goddamned elevator…) and she seemed relieved that all that stuff had come to an end. That Jin and me forgave her.
Just like in the fairytales. Shudder.
"Wonder what she made for dinner though..." Wow. Jin's thinking about something else for now. "Hehe... there's even candles."
"All of that will serve, actually. Quite hungry. Haven't eaten for near a whole day..."
"Then let's eat" he sais as he chuckles. "Just the two of us..."
"Yeah. Just the two of us."
Remind me to thank Xiaoyu for that dinner. Very good!
To be continued...
A/N 2 : Happy end of chapter =). Couldn't being mean to Xiaoyu for some reason O.o'. But now she's gone and our two cute guys are back together! =D. Meh... going back at Onimusha 3 now =D. Thanks for all the reviews! =D.
A/N : WHOOO! Got Onimusha 3 yesterday =D. Played for about 7 hours non-stop hehe XD huggles Samanosuke. Anyways, was about time for me to update that fic... been near 2 weeks O.o'. so this chapter's the outcome of the past 4 ones. Kinda shorter than the rest, might be a bit confusing. Flashbacks will come back next chapter =). Time for me to stop talking and let your read that XD.
Chapter 17 : Outcome
We got back at Jin's place on the double. Never seen him driving that fast. He seemed pretty confused... I bet he's wondering if he's gonna end his friendship with her. Or something close to that. I doubt he'd go that far, but who knows? It's Jin I'm talking about. Thought he was quite predictive at first, though he doesn't really seem like that now. Anyways, we'll see.
For my part, I have no motherfucking idea of what I'm going to do in front of her. Could as well bash her to death or take pity. Maybe both. As long as I don't get arrested for murder, it's gonna be OK. Right now, the main idea's NOT to kill her.
Here we are.
"Xiaoyu, we need to talk, seriously."
"Hi Jin! Just made dinner, everything's in the kitchen... thought we could have a quiet, romantic evening..." And the she spotted me behind him. Stay calm, Hwoarang. Stay. Calm.
"There won't be any of this, Xiao. Tell me exactly why you did!" Ish... he souns quite angry. It's weird... agry at her... never thought I'd see that someday.
"I... Jin I love you... you know it..." Well at that point, it's not love. It's obsession.
"Seems like you're more obsessed than in love." That was MY line, dammit! Oh well. "Anyways, you need to stop it. Do you know what you got me, and especially Hwoarang into? Do you know it?!"
"He just left, now he's back..."
Jin sighed and closed his eyes. "Look, you almost drove him to SUICIDE!! And me too. Because if he would've done it, I would've killed myself as well! I felt so fucking guilty, having to let him go, even though the fact – well, fact, lie – that I was cheated on hurt me! Don't you have a single idea on how it hurts?! Think about it. You're in love with someone, then another person tells that you that he has cheated on you. And he kills himself because you believed that person was right, and after you learnt it was a lie. How would you react huh?! HOW WOULD YOU?!!"
"Jin... calm down... I'm alive, right there..."
"I know. But I came so close to lose you, Hwoarang... what if you had commited suicide? I can't see myself living without you." He finally calmed down... for how long though? "I know you love me, Xiao. I can't ignore that fact. Understand that if I had really lost Hwoarang, I wouldn't have gone out without you anyway. You're my FRIEND, my BEST friend. Not my lover. I'm NOT in love with you. You HAVE to understand that... I don't want to lose you."
The guy has weird reactions... if I had listened to me somehow I'd be kicking her ass. Still I know they've been friends for ages, and a friendship like that is hard to destroy. Plus me and Jin are two extremely different guys. Can't blame him for A) being mad, B) keeping his relationship with Xiaoyu at the same time. He's human after all... well... heh, you know what I mean.
What is even weirder is that I'm not totally angry. Yes I am, she caused me pain, but still... I know what she's going through. Hard to face the truth about love, even more when the one you're in love with ISN'T in love with you. Painfull. I went through this too, yet I didn't do such a drama. It's not the end of the world. There is something else that love... what the shit am I saying. I was ready to kill myself over that, and now I'm telling someone else that it's "normal". Someone kill me.
"Xiao... I don't really hate you..." About time I could manage to say something. "I know what rejection feels like. It's hard. But there's something else than that. I know, I'm one to speak, I'm the happy one, you're the sad one, it's life. And well... I heard somewhere that if you really love someone, you should let him be happy." Oh-so cliché. Why the fuck am I saying all that? I'd kill myself anytime if I have no one to be there for me.
And she looks so damn sad. Amazing what we're going through just not to be alone for the rest of our lives.
"I'm sorry guys... never knew I'd cause so much problem... I thought Jin wouldn't have discovered the truth and that he would go out with me... maybe I'd have tell him after, I don't know. And that Hwoarang would've gone back with his gang, and that he had another lover there, who knows... I'll understand if the both of you want me out of your life..."
Jin gave her a funny look. "No no no no no... don't mistake me... never wanted you completely out of my life... just out of my love life... not the same at all!"
"Meaning I'm not your life or- "
"You know exactly what I mean, Hwoa." Whew. Don't get mad, you know what he means. There's something else than me in this world after all.
"OK, I'm shutting up! Forget I even said something hehehe..."
"Social life let's say. You're still my friend. Just... don't meddle in my relationship anymore. And I was wondering if you... could leave us alone a few days... drop by in... let's say three days? Four days?"
She nodded quietly. I hope she'll get over it now. "Well... I'll head back to Miharu's place. And... I'm glad you too are together again for some reason."
"Xiao?"
"Hai?"
"Take care of yourself, OK?"
"Alright, I will. Bye guys, see ya soon!"
Drama's over? It was about time... getting both of us damn crazy. It's a bit sad, seeing her leaving like this. We both escorted her to the front door (goddamned elevator…) and she seemed relieved that all that stuff had come to an end. That Jin and me forgave her.
Just like in the fairytales. Shudder.
"Wonder what she made for dinner though..." Wow. Jin's thinking about something else for now. "Hehe... there's even candles."
"All of that will serve, actually. Quite hungry. Haven't eaten for near a whole day..."
"Then let's eat" he sais as he chuckles. "Just the two of us..."
"Yeah. Just the two of us."
Remind me to thank Xiaoyu for that dinner. Very good!
To be continued...
A/N 2 : Happy end of chapter =). Couldn't being mean to Xiaoyu for some reason O.o'. But now she's gone and our two cute guys are back together! =D. Meh... going back at Onimusha 3 now =D. Thanks for all the reviews! =D.