Sane

How do I keep myself sane?

While wallow in this pain

Do I cry and pout

But what and I really hurt about

I lost a lover and a friend

But the truth was, you were only on lend

Why did I hope for more?

Why did I let my heart soar?

You hurt me deep

And this pain I shall keep

But when new loves comes

My heart will sound the drums

Shall I forever be in war?

Getting little but always giving more

My heart you broke in two

But that's what happens when I put trust in you

As I write I cry

As I hope to die

All the lies you feed me

I ate for all to see

But I will stay sane

I will get over this pain