-I own nothing…wouldn't mind owning draco..but I cant cries hysterically
A/N um…read? Review? Thanx! Oh and so im in skewl so I will try to keep updating..even if the story isn't good. I shall go to the end!!!
PLEASE!!! I NEED A BETA!!!!!!! CUZ I CANT SPELL!
Draco heard when the portrait swung open and oddly enough he could smell hermione before he even saw her. This was bad how was he going to control himself when her very scent was driving him mad with desire?
"Malfoy you needed to speak to me?" GOOD that sounded confident. Hermione told herself. Ok now just avoid looking at him.
"Granger I well, are we friends?" Yea that was great, you're losing your touch Malfoy. He scolded himself.
"um..I guess, you havent called me mudblood since last year so yea sure you could call us friends." well that was odd, does he want us to be friends?
Her comment hurt him, it shouldn't have but it did. How could he have been so cold and ruthless to such a beautiful creature? Would she really be able to forgive him?
"Why do you ask Malfoy?"
Draco" he stated bluntly What?" he was confusing her"My name is Draco if we're friends stop calling me Malfoy"
"Ok in that case call me Hermione" 'I have died and gone to heaven, he wants me to call him Draco.' She was sure she must be blushing, she could feel the heat. Then again it could be because he was staring at her. What could he possibly be thinking?
KISS HER YOU BLOODY MORON!! KISS HER BEFORE SHE LEAVES, BEFORE YOU LOSE THE CHANCE' Draco's mind was seriously going to send him to St. Mungo's.'I cant'
'why not she's standing there watching you, waiting for you to say or do anything just kiss her' But before he could argue with himself any longer the gorgeous creature spoke.
"um..Draco?"
My name has never sounded so perfect. She's biting her lip again, Merlin I'd love to kiss her, nibble on her lip and on every part of her body.'"are you ok, you're staring at me."Not like I mind, but I want you to kiss me senseless. And if you keep staring at me like that I might stop breathing.'
"yea im fine." KISS HER!! His mind was yelling but Draco had just found out he had lost feeling of his legs, he couldn't move, 'it's getting too hot in here, I need air'
"um ok Im tired so I'm going to go, have a good night mal.um Draco.
But before she could walk away Draco regained feelings of his legs and grabbed her for the second time. She spun around and looked at him, eyebrow raised.
'Great now what do I do' Draco had never had so many doubts with women. He was experienced and confident. His good looks had women throwing themselves at him and he wasn't going to waste THAT. He hadn't slept with just anyone but lets just say this should have been natural. But it wasn't with Hermione, she had a way to make him lose control. He didn't like it.
They just stood there staring at each other. Hermione was sure her heart was going to break out of her chest, that, or stop beating all together it was beating so fast she couldn't hear herself breathing.
Draco couldn't think, he couldn't breathe everything stopped, why did she make him feel this way. It was wrong unacceptable for him, a pureblood, a MALFOY, for god's sake to be all fish outside water towards the mudblood.
'My mud blood' answered that little voice Draco had gotten used to by now. And with that last thought he damned it all to hell.
Kissing Hermione was the better then any dream or fantasy Draco could have made up. It was the light he never noticed missing in his life, the warmness he had never felt. The thing missing to make him complete. It was flying without a broom and Draco never wanted to touch ground again.
He gently kissed her jaw, her neck, her shoulders. Stopping to suck and bite and making sure she'd have his mark by tomorrow. He moved down slowly to her bra covered breasts. With great talent he took off the disturbing piece of clothing and closed his mouth around her full breast. Hermione moaned and sighed, this encouraged Draco even more. He could spend the rest of his life with Hermione's breast in his mouth. But he had to move on. Draco thought was sure he'd explode if he couldn't be inside her. He was aching for her. The mere thought of making love to her was pushing him off the end.
He was brought out of his thoughts by Hermione's gentle hands bringing his face up to capture his lips in a kiss full of passion and desire. A soft growl escaped Draco, the mere intensity of this kiss was making his mind spin. He needed her, he couldn't go on without her. All prior thoughts of how he felt were gone, they faded away. He needed her, that was what it came down to, without her he'd be empty, he'd be the walking dead. The mere thought of losing her, broke his heart. She was it, she was the one, and he would be damned if he lost her. He deepened the kiss, sliding his tongue into her mouth, meeting hers. Having a battle for dominance, it was pure bliss. He'd never experience such a kiss. She was his, he was sure of it, the way her body responded to his every touch told him. They were meant to be, no matter what the world threw at them. They could face the monsters of the earth and as long as they were together they'd win.
When they finally broke apart, for air, he stared into those chocolate eyes, he'd never grow tired of those eyes. They were his escape, his way into heaven, he felt at home when he lost himself in those eyes. His life was in her eyes, and he knew that she was his just as much as he was hers.
She was gone. He was alone. He was staring into his pillow. What was going on? She had been there, he had felt her, he had smelled her….
"what in the bloody fuck is going on?!" It couldn't have been a dream. It couldn't. It had been so real. He had felt her kisses, he could still taste her, smell her. Why was this happening to him? Draco never dreamed like this.
'You've really gone mad Draco'
'Yes Im aware of that'
'You're inlove with her'
'SHUT UP'
' I will. But you know it's true'
With a last grown in frustration, agony and confusion Draco Malfoy got up to take a long cold shower which was extremely needed. He couldn't believe he had had such a dream, he hadn't even kissed Hermione, and he was dreaming of making love to her. This was going to be a long year.
It had been a long and sleepless night for Hermione. She had tossed and turned all night wondering why Draco had acted so weird that night.
Flashback
"um ok Im tired so I'm going to go, have a good night mal.um Draco.
But before she could walk away Draco regained feelings of his legs and grabbed her for the second time. She spun around and looked at him, eyebrow raised.
She had anxiously waited for him to say something, anything, to explain why he had stopped her. Anything to give her some hint on what he was thinking. His eyes had been emotionless, but she did notice they weren't regarding with hatred. 'that was an improvement right?' her mind raced. She bit her lip, what was she supposed to do?
"Never mind Granger, goodnight"
The portrait to his bedroom was closed before Hermione could even respond. Her hopes had been killed and buried six feet under.
"What just happened?" Hermione asked out loud.
End flashback
Now she was tired and cranky looking at her breakfast, she wasn't hungry. The day had just started and she wanted it over, she wanted to lock herself in her room and never come out, it was just too complicated. She had wanted Draco to kiss her, deep down she knew it would never happen but it didn't stop her mind from wondering away. Her heart had been pounding so fast, she wondered if that was what had scared him away.
And so once again the gorgeous blond slytherin prince had deprived her of any sleep. She knew she looked like shit, but she hadn't had the energy to do anything. She didn't care, all she could think about was HIM. The way he walked, the way he made her feel with just a look, by just saying her name, she was pudding in his hands. She had always been a hopeless romantic (A/N I am so…you can only guess why I said this) but she never thought she'd lose herself this way. He owned her, as weird and wrong as that sounded she knew it was true. Sure, she had wanted him before but it was different now. It hurt her just to think of having to go through the rest of her life without him. Without knowing the touch of his hands on her body, the touch of his lips. Thoughts like these made her want to cry forever.
"Hermione? Hermione, you look like you just had a war with the monster book, what's wrong?
"You're so sensitive Ron"
"Sorry 'Mione but come on somethings definitely up, come on talk to me."
But before Hermione could even think of an answer there was a scream from across the hall. Looking up Hermione saw Pansy running towards the doors, Hermione didn't understand what was going on, she would have been better off not knowing. At that very moment Pansy flung herself on top of the slytherin prince and kissed him with such a force that Hermione was sure Draco would fall. He didn't of course, all those years of quid ditch had helped. Hermione couldn't breathe, she couldn't see, her world was falling on top of her, and Hermione had no way of escaping the falling debris. It was over. The small hope she had let herself have, had blown out the fucking window. Hermione was sure her heart had stopped beating.
She had to leave, she couldn't watch this anymore. With this in mind she got up and left with speed she wasn't aware she had. She left with such speed she failed to notice the person following her.
A/N:
Ok yea it sux to stop here, but well I had to. I'm not sure how im doing here so please help me out and review. I don't care what you say just say something that'll help me here. I wanna know what you think!!! Please everyone counts!!!!!
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