Kagome sat alone outside Kaede's hut and stared at the sky. All of these things happening to her within the last week, were they the sign she was looking for? Inuyasha needed her when he became full demon, to calm him down. Maybe he needed her to protect someone? Kagome gave a short huff. No she was an object! Inuyasha had no need for her! But this thing with Koga, Kagome could no longer wait! Although she still had about three and a half weeks to execute her plan. But all of these troubles presenting themselves to her, it was making her sick. And the signs that she wanted! She couldn't shake that from her mind.
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me...
These wounds wont seem to heal; this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
She saw Sango come out of the hut and sit down beside her. Sango reached up and put her arm around Kagome's shoulders. Everyone knew about Kagome's scare in the forest. But no one had said anything. Was it because they no longer cared for her?
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you screamed I'd fight away all of your fears
"Are you gunna be okay Kagome?"
"I think so Sango. I just kinda want to be on my own right now, if that's okay?" Kagome looked at Sango's hurt face, but she nodded and went into the hut. Kagome buried her head in her knees. Silently letting the tears fall, she didn't want to die, except Kikyou was coming tonight, there was no backing out now.
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have...all of me
Inuyasha glanced up from his spot in the corner of Kaede's hut. Kagome had been on her own for quite some time since they had returned from the forest, he didn't push her to come and join everyone else, but he was worried about her. She was voiceless all day, never moved from her spot outside and didn't eat anything, and now, he could hear her sobbing. What was she thinking about? If anything it had to be Koga. Inuyasha felt his temper flare and forced himself to keep it cool. Everything was going wrong this past week. First Kagome had changed drastically, then he was full demon but didn't focus his mind on killing, and now Koga had tried to rape Kagome! It didn't add up!
I tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me...
I've been alone all along...
Kagome lifted her head to gaze at the sun that had fallen down the mountains. Time was running out. Should she write a note to the group? No, Inuyasha would surely follow her after she left, so he would definitely tell the group. More tears fell from her eyes. No more adventures. No more getting captured and facing death. No more anything. No more Sango, Miroku or Shippo, but worse of all, no more Inuyasha. She sobbed harder into her knees and she desperately tried to keep it muffled.
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you screamed I'd fight away all of your fears
Inuyasha heard Kagome cry harder. He wanted to know what was wrong. Could he help her? But she had turned down Sango who had wanted to help her; surely he would be shot down too. His hands went up his haori sleeves and he waited from some kind of sign that Kagome wanted help, and he would be the first to offer.
I held your hand through all of these years,
But you still have all of me...
Kagome watched the sun set and the sky grew darker and darker. Well now was the time of truth. Time to leave the group forever. Though she would be free, free of the pain that Inuyasha caused her. Free to...whom was she kidding? She would never be free. She needed and depended on Inuyasha. But then, she thought of all the time he had crushed her heart, called her idiotic names and driven her home with his resentment. Kagome felt strength inside her to go to meet Kikyou. This was it...the beginning of the end...
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