I've been alive forever,
If this is called alive.
My so called life keeps repeating.
My heart should have long ago quit beating.
I've been everywhere
And gotten nowhere.
I've lost no ground
Nor have I gained.
My endless life remains the same.
I've seen everything,
Except death and nothing.
I've lived many places,
But I have no home.
I know it all
But don't understand.
I feel little
And yet too much.
If I should die tomorrow,
No tears would I shed,
For I've been alive forever,
Always wanting to be dead.