A/N: AU spoliers for ITSOTG. Donna/Josh. ANGST!!
She can't remember why she goes on pretending everything is OK.
She can't remember why she goes to work anymore.
She can't remember the last time she went on a date or wore make-up.
She can't remember the last time she properly smiled or laughed.
She can't remember why she gets up in the morning.
She can't remember why she does anything.
All she remembers is his pale face, the limp body and her tears falling onto his face.
She remembers how she told him she loved him and how his hand tightened around hers before he let go and the heart line went flat.
She can't remember anything except him.