A/N: Here I am! I realized that I had to come do another chapter!
Couldn't wait any longer! Thanks so much for all my reveiws!
pickledxwriter: Thankyou so much! I really do hope people like this triangle thing I have going on...And who he ends up with...
NoLaBeLs: Thanks for your reveiw! As for Manny/Jt..well...your just gonna have to keep reading and see!
lil-anime-angewl: Thanks!
sethsduck17: Thanks so much for reviewing! I'm so glad that you seemed to enjoy it! As for Jt/Paige...guess your gonna have to find out.:)
deadly secret- I'm so glad you seem to like it! And thanks for the idea!!! You neva know I could end up doin somethin like that!
Disclamer: I do not own Degrassi.
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I sit here in the dark...
Alone I am...
Which is what I fear I will always be...
Yet again I am up in the middle of the night. I really should get some sleep, but I have found it hard lately. The events of today were..well how would you say it? Interesting? I dont really know.
Paige is sleeping on the floor beside me. She had refuse to leave me down here myself. I really can't beleive what a sick creep that Dean is. Has he done this to other girls? If so, how does he keep getting away with it? I almost wish Paige would have reported him when she had the chance. I know it was hard for her...but he would probally be locked up right now.
Paige confirmed her feelings herself to me. It was kinda a shock at first...I feel really bad about not answering her question...but I couldn't. I know I'm being selfish but I still don't know. With Manny and her...its confusing.
I'm running out of outfits. Well, really I've only been gone from home about two days, but I didn't bring anything else for me to wear. Yesterday, I had to had Toby's jacket on to cover the dirty t-shirt from the day before.
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I arrived at school right on time with Paige as we both rushed to our classes. We really hadn't had the chance to talk on the way. It was to much of a rush.
Making it just in time I saw that the only free space was next to Manny. She put up her arm in a waving gesture. Hurridly I took my seat right next to her.
"Hey.",she said quietly smiling at me. The bell rang and I looked over to the front. A small old woman was standing at the front scattering through papers. She didn't seem to know what she was doing. We probally wouldn't be starting anytime soon.
"Hey.", I said quietly.
" Where were you yesterday? Didnt see you at the party...did you come?", she asked. A paper airplane gently brushed her nose as it flew on by.
"I came...just didn't stay to long."
"Why didn't you come find me?"
" I tried."
"Oh...", she paused," So what you just stayed for a minute or two and left?"
I nodded.
"It was that boring?"
"Well...", I didn't really feel like telling her about the night before. I finally looked up from my desk at her.
"Jt!", she said just about loud enough for everyone to overhear.
"Miss...", the old lady called in her squeaky voice," Please keep it quiet."
Manny managed to lower her voice," What happened to you eye?"
My hand reached up to touch it. It was still pretty sore from last nights events and I knew it looked pretty bad. I had just hoped that no one would say anything.
"Errmm..", I couldn't manage to pull out a excuse from my head at the moment.
"Did you get into a fight?"
I opened my mouth to respond.
"Was it at the party?', she interrupted me with concern.
"Oh..ummm..yeah", I paused," Just alittle fight..had to teach some guy a lesson.", I chuckled nervously," No biggie."
"Why were you fighting? Did he start it?", she couldn't seem to stop asking these questions.
The bell rang meaning we had wasted the whole hour waiting on the temporary teacher.
Manny followed me as I walked out of the classroom grabing my books.
"So?", she asked trying to keep up with my fast speed.
I didn't respond.
"Jt stop ignoring me!"
Sighing I stopped," Listen I'm not even sure how it happened.", I puased hoping to come up with a good lie, " It just kinda happened. I kinda just bumped into him abit...but it was no biggie."
The look on her face didn't look like she beleived me as I started walking again leaving her behind.
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The rest of the day went pretty fast as I found myself at the usual table in the lunchroom. Hazel was talking very annoyingly about how 'great' the party had been last night. Spinner seemed to be in a bad mood as he had his full attention on his tray. Manny was nodding along with Hazel also agreeing about the previous nights events. And Paige was just nodding calmly with them.
" Paige what happened to you last night?", Hazel asked as Piage shrugged," You just dissapeared.."
"I was just getting tired...", Paige responded.
"You were only their half and hour...if that."
" I was just tired...thats it."
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It was after school. And I find myself wondering where I will be staying tonight. Of course, I have my job tonight. That should give me some time to think up something.
My number one goal right now is finding a place. Maybe renting out a small apartment. Or getting a roomate...anything for the matter. Of course, I don't have that kinda money yet. If you were to count up the total of change in my pocket you would reach about....fifty dollars...give or take a few. Its getting my by. I mean I really haven't had to spend any money on food. As I've been lucky enough to stay with a friend for the last couple days.
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My job came and went fast. Faster then I would have wanted it to. Paige stopped by to get a bite with Hazel. They didn't stay long and we didn't talk much. In the short period they were there I never got the chance to ask her is she minded me staying over again.
So, now I find myself aimlessly wondering these streets. Not able to decide what direction to actually go. I look down the dark alleys as I pass. I get a fair smell of garbage from each one. It is dark now and no one is out now. The street lights here are in poor condition. Most are either completely out or just barely hanging on. Not a sound can be heard.
Walking down further and nearing the end of this area I begin to hear muffled sobs. I begin to feel nervous. Slowly I continue my way as the sobs get louder and lounder and I begin to notice that they are coming from a girl.
Finally reaching the place where I am sure the sound is coming from I stop looking down it. But it is to dark and the sobbing quits.
"Hello?", I say in a quietly mumble.
I receive no response.
"Is anyone down there?", I manage to say alittle bit louder hoping its not some creep.
"J..T..?", the voice asked through while still crying.
Reconizing the voice automatically I speedingly walk in the alley barely being able to see her in the darkness.
"Paige?", I kneel down trying to get a good look at her. But I can hardly see the outline of her face.," Paige...what are doing here? Whats wrong?"
Grabbing for her hand in attempt to lead her out of the dark place she does'nt move. Her condition seems to be bad. Maybe to bad to get up. I know I have to be able to see her as I pull her up slowly and gently pulling her arm around me allowing her to lean all her weight on me. Gently, I helped her out to a nearby street lamp placing her gently against a wall.
Thats when I get a good look at her.
Her outer eyes are black smeared by her makeup as tears run down her face. Her hair is sticking to her face from sweat. Her mouth is shaking as blood comes from her lip. The left side of her face right below her eyelid is badly bruised. Her face seems to be coated in dirt.
Her new tanktop that she was so proud of is ripped at one of its sleeves. It barely looks white anymore covered with dirt and who knows what. Her jeans have many rips and tears. They also are covered in dirt.
I am left there in utter complete shock.
"Paige...", I say slowly," Paige are you alright?"
She doesn't answer just continues sobbing. She can't seem to control herself. I slowly wrap my arms around her trying to comfort her.
"Everythings okay...Everythings okay.", I continue to repeat this.
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A/N: So what did ya think??? Good? Bad? Ugly? Terrible? Drop a reveiw and let me know! ^_^
pickledxwriter: Thankyou so much! I really do hope people like this triangle thing I have going on...And who he ends up with...
NoLaBeLs: Thanks for your reveiw! As for Manny/Jt..well...your just gonna have to keep reading and see!
lil-anime-angewl: Thanks!
sethsduck17: Thanks so much for reviewing! I'm so glad that you seemed to enjoy it! As for Jt/Paige...guess your gonna have to find out.:)
deadly secret- I'm so glad you seem to like it! And thanks for the idea!!! You neva know I could end up doin somethin like that!
Disclamer: I do not own Degrassi.
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I sit here in the dark...
Alone I am...
Which is what I fear I will always be...
Yet again I am up in the middle of the night. I really should get some sleep, but I have found it hard lately. The events of today were..well how would you say it? Interesting? I dont really know.
Paige is sleeping on the floor beside me. She had refuse to leave me down here myself. I really can't beleive what a sick creep that Dean is. Has he done this to other girls? If so, how does he keep getting away with it? I almost wish Paige would have reported him when she had the chance. I know it was hard for her...but he would probally be locked up right now.
Paige confirmed her feelings herself to me. It was kinda a shock at first...I feel really bad about not answering her question...but I couldn't. I know I'm being selfish but I still don't know. With Manny and her...its confusing.
I'm running out of outfits. Well, really I've only been gone from home about two days, but I didn't bring anything else for me to wear. Yesterday, I had to had Toby's jacket on to cover the dirty t-shirt from the day before.
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I arrived at school right on time with Paige as we both rushed to our classes. We really hadn't had the chance to talk on the way. It was to much of a rush.
Making it just in time I saw that the only free space was next to Manny. She put up her arm in a waving gesture. Hurridly I took my seat right next to her.
"Hey.",she said quietly smiling at me. The bell rang and I looked over to the front. A small old woman was standing at the front scattering through papers. She didn't seem to know what she was doing. We probally wouldn't be starting anytime soon.
"Hey.", I said quietly.
" Where were you yesterday? Didnt see you at the party...did you come?", she asked. A paper airplane gently brushed her nose as it flew on by.
"I came...just didn't stay to long."
"Why didn't you come find me?"
" I tried."
"Oh...", she paused," So what you just stayed for a minute or two and left?"
I nodded.
"It was that boring?"
"Well...", I didn't really feel like telling her about the night before. I finally looked up from my desk at her.
"Jt!", she said just about loud enough for everyone to overhear.
"Miss...", the old lady called in her squeaky voice," Please keep it quiet."
Manny managed to lower her voice," What happened to you eye?"
My hand reached up to touch it. It was still pretty sore from last nights events and I knew it looked pretty bad. I had just hoped that no one would say anything.
"Errmm..", I couldn't manage to pull out a excuse from my head at the moment.
"Did you get into a fight?"
I opened my mouth to respond.
"Was it at the party?', she interrupted me with concern.
"Oh..ummm..yeah", I paused," Just alittle fight..had to teach some guy a lesson.", I chuckled nervously," No biggie."
"Why were you fighting? Did he start it?", she couldn't seem to stop asking these questions.
The bell rang meaning we had wasted the whole hour waiting on the temporary teacher.
Manny followed me as I walked out of the classroom grabing my books.
"So?", she asked trying to keep up with my fast speed.
I didn't respond.
"Jt stop ignoring me!"
Sighing I stopped," Listen I'm not even sure how it happened.", I puased hoping to come up with a good lie, " It just kinda happened. I kinda just bumped into him abit...but it was no biggie."
The look on her face didn't look like she beleived me as I started walking again leaving her behind.
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The rest of the day went pretty fast as I found myself at the usual table in the lunchroom. Hazel was talking very annoyingly about how 'great' the party had been last night. Spinner seemed to be in a bad mood as he had his full attention on his tray. Manny was nodding along with Hazel also agreeing about the previous nights events. And Paige was just nodding calmly with them.
" Paige what happened to you last night?", Hazel asked as Piage shrugged," You just dissapeared.."
"I was just getting tired...", Paige responded.
"You were only their half and hour...if that."
" I was just tired...thats it."
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It was after school. And I find myself wondering where I will be staying tonight. Of course, I have my job tonight. That should give me some time to think up something.
My number one goal right now is finding a place. Maybe renting out a small apartment. Or getting a roomate...anything for the matter. Of course, I don't have that kinda money yet. If you were to count up the total of change in my pocket you would reach about....fifty dollars...give or take a few. Its getting my by. I mean I really haven't had to spend any money on food. As I've been lucky enough to stay with a friend for the last couple days.
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My job came and went fast. Faster then I would have wanted it to. Paige stopped by to get a bite with Hazel. They didn't stay long and we didn't talk much. In the short period they were there I never got the chance to ask her is she minded me staying over again.
So, now I find myself aimlessly wondering these streets. Not able to decide what direction to actually go. I look down the dark alleys as I pass. I get a fair smell of garbage from each one. It is dark now and no one is out now. The street lights here are in poor condition. Most are either completely out or just barely hanging on. Not a sound can be heard.
Walking down further and nearing the end of this area I begin to hear muffled sobs. I begin to feel nervous. Slowly I continue my way as the sobs get louder and lounder and I begin to notice that they are coming from a girl.
Finally reaching the place where I am sure the sound is coming from I stop looking down it. But it is to dark and the sobbing quits.
"Hello?", I say in a quietly mumble.
I receive no response.
"Is anyone down there?", I manage to say alittle bit louder hoping its not some creep.
"J..T..?", the voice asked through while still crying.
Reconizing the voice automatically I speedingly walk in the alley barely being able to see her in the darkness.
"Paige?", I kneel down trying to get a good look at her. But I can hardly see the outline of her face.," Paige...what are doing here? Whats wrong?"
Grabbing for her hand in attempt to lead her out of the dark place she does'nt move. Her condition seems to be bad. Maybe to bad to get up. I know I have to be able to see her as I pull her up slowly and gently pulling her arm around me allowing her to lean all her weight on me. Gently, I helped her out to a nearby street lamp placing her gently against a wall.
Thats when I get a good look at her.
Her outer eyes are black smeared by her makeup as tears run down her face. Her hair is sticking to her face from sweat. Her mouth is shaking as blood comes from her lip. The left side of her face right below her eyelid is badly bruised. Her face seems to be coated in dirt.
Her new tanktop that she was so proud of is ripped at one of its sleeves. It barely looks white anymore covered with dirt and who knows what. Her jeans have many rips and tears. They also are covered in dirt.
I am left there in utter complete shock.
"Paige...", I say slowly," Paige are you alright?"
She doesn't answer just continues sobbing. She can't seem to control herself. I slowly wrap my arms around her trying to comfort her.
"Everythings okay...Everythings okay.", I continue to repeat this.
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A/N: So what did ya think??? Good? Bad? Ugly? Terrible? Drop a reveiw and let me know! ^_^