A/B: Thanks for your reviews! Here's the chapter PETE.
Pete heard the door close, "Hey babe, welcome home. You look freezing."
Sam had waited till she had totally composed herself back together. "It's snowing out there..." She walked into their house. "We should talk..."
"Sure Sam, about what?" He handed her a cup of hot chocolate with mint init. "What's wrong?" He frowned seeing her face.
"Wh- wh- why?" Pete frowned and looked at the ring on the table.
"I don't deserve to Pete"
"Why? Sam, sweety, you do you deserve it... you deserve a life Sam... with me..." Pete almost begging her.
"No no I don't, you deserve someone better Pete, someone who isn't me"
"Sam, no I want you... Sam I don't deserve you, I mean you save the world on a daily bases. Why do you think I don't deserve you?" He smiled and sat next to her.
She faced Sam and caressed his cheek, "Because I can't give you what you deserve"
"What can't you give me?" He frowned.
"My whole heart and soul" She said, putting her hands down on her lap.
"I don't understand." Pete said standing up.
Sam looked at Pete, she hated doing this, Pete had been so great to her, the last thing she wanted but it would be better sooner then later. "My heart is split into to, half of it belongs to you the other half to some one else. It's not fair you, you deserve someone who can give themselves completely to you and you only"
"I see..." Pete had gone dark and quiet. "Who?"
She hesitated before telling him. "Brigadier General O'Neill..." She looked down to the floor.
"WHAT!?" Pete said, loudly and his jaw clenched. "Sam he's your CO." Pete said looking at her. "I knew you had feelings for him!"
"I know he's my CO, and nothing can ever come of it...but the feelings are there, they've always been there since the say I saw him, they'll never go away, as much as I try to forget, they always resurface" She said still not looking at him.
"Do you love him... and you don't love me..." He asked his face distraught. Unlike Jack, Pete never hide is sadness.
She looked at Pete again. "I love you, and him..."
"You can't love us both Sam..."
"I can, but its not the same..." Sam stood up "I should get my things..."
"Where will you stay?" Pete followed her. "Sam? Where will you go?"
"I don't know" Sam said going to their room, she grabbed a suitcase from the closet and placed it on the bed.
