Envy lead to terrible things
By KerrianneLupin
Chapter Four
Fight
DISCLAIMER – Nope, you know they don't, man I can't believe I have to do this every chapter.
AUTHOR NOTE – Woohoo another chapter done, I've been writing all day and it feels good. Hope you enjoy this chapter, I enjoyed writing it. I'll update as soon as I can. I just like to state that my brain is strange – I see Sirius from London. James from Wales though his parents were rich and had two house one in Wales, one in London. Remmie from Ireland and Peter from Scotland. I've no idea why though…. Man I need another hobby
THANK YOU'S –
Silver-sunn101 – Yeah I feel sorry for Peter and with Remus, we're all stupid once though he'll regret it this time.
Rachel – Glad you like the story so I hope this chapter is good
Summer Rain of '89 – Remmie on top, you've seen nothing yet trust me, glad you're liking the story
"Why are you doing this Moony?" Remus took a deep breath and closed his eyes for second. He had been expecting this talk ever since he agreed to James's plan. It didn't matter that he agreed with Sirius, that the plan was stupid and would never work. Why would Lily want someone who shows all signs of being gay? The guilty feeling in Remus's chest refused to go though leading to this situation. He turned round and looked at Sirius who was watching him with large hurt eyes.
"I'm doing it to help James, he needs our help Sirius" Sirius snorted
"He needs our help by being a prat?" he demanded "Why you? There are plenty of gay boys in the school, he could have had his pick of any of them, so why the hell did he pick you" the sulky tone in Sirius's southern voice was extremely clear
"Probably because it would be easier to plan this way" Remus commented back in what he hoped was a soothing voice. Considering the quickness in Sirius sitting up and the glare present in his eyes it was clear that Remus's attempt failed miserably
"He won't get Lily" Sirius snapped, throwing his arm out as he stared at his boyfriend "She's not interested and if she's not interested in a blatantly straight James then how is she going to be interested in a gay James?" Remus breathed out loudly
"I don't know" he snapped back "But if he believes it will help then we should help him anyway we can" Sirius ran a hand through his hair
"I'm not saying we shouldn't" he replied back, not making any effort to lower his voice "I'm saying that he shouldn't use you. You're my boyfriend and he knows that so why pick you, who is taken" Remus sat down at the end of the bed
"Probably because he knows I'm taken, he doesn't have to worry about any complications because I'm with you" Sirius looked slightly mollified at the words but he still continued his rant
"But what about your reputation? People would stare at you and call you names, they'd come onto me right in front of you" for the first time a flash of anger appeared in Remus's eyes and he leaned over and grabbed Sirius by his red and gold tie and jerked him off balance so they were face to face.
"Well you better tell them to fuck off, because you're mine understood" he noticed the glimmer of excitement that appeared in Sirius's eyes even as he growled and crushed his lips to the other boy in a passionate kiss. He felt Sirius's arms wrap around him and allowed him to take control as he was lowered to the bed. Both of them still kissing
"I'll… kill… James… if… He… So …much…as…touches…you" Sirius remarked breathlessly, punctuating each word with a kiss. Remus moaned slightly
"He won't" he managed
"Because you're mine" Sirius growled, remarkably dog like. He gave him one more fierce kiss then sat up, pulling his boyfriend up with him. He looked over and grinned. Remus's blond hair was tousled; his amber eyes glazed over while his lips looked swollen and kissable. Sirius was just about to lean over and give Remus a final kiss when the curtain opened and James stood there, looking remarkably cheerful
"You can't go down like that Remus" he commented, a scolding tone to his Welsh voice "You look like you've just had your brains snogged out and since you and Sirius are meant to be breaking up today then it won't do, go and wash your face". Remus got to his feet and shot a smile at Sirius as he brushed past James, called good morning to Peter and disappeared into the bathroom, closing the door behind him. James went to leave the enclosed area when he felt a hand on his forearm. Looking back he could see Sirius glaring at him.
"I meant what I said James" he remarked seriously "Don't touch him and definitely don't kiss him" James raised one dark eyebrow at his best friend
"Siri he's your boyfriend, what makes you think I would do that to either of you?" Sirius shrugged
"You're as bad as I am for taking things to extremes, Evans might be in front of you and you might get carried away in trying to convince her to like you and you'll end up kissing him" James searched his friends eyes and shrugged
"I told you Siri I have no intention or wish to kiss Remus and if I do then you have permission to kick my ass" Sirius laughed at him
"Kick your ass?" he repeated "I would kill you mate, understood?
"Understood" James answered "You need to lighten up over Remus, he's a big boy, he can make his own decision, you acting like a mother round him isn't good" Before Sirius could answer the door opened and Remus walked out looking fresh and clean
"Everyone ready to go?" he asked
"I am" Peter remarked stepping by Remus and looking curiously at the other two boys who had jumped at the sound of his voice. They had forgotten he was even in the room
"Yeah let's go" Sirius answered, stepping past James and walking up to Remus flinging his arm around Remus's shoulders.
"Let go of him Siri" James remarked with a frown "You're meant to be fighting" Sirius glared at James even as Remus slipped the arm off of him
"Let's get this over and done with then, and remember I don't mean a word of it" Remus remarked leading the way out of the dorm and down the wooden stairs.
It didn't take them long to get to the great hall and when they did James and Peter slipped in-between Remus and Sirius making sure the pair of them couldn't sit next to each other. With a quick glance at each other they began ignoring the other boy, only talking to James and Peter.
"Hey Remmie" Remus looked up from staring at his scrambled eggs to see Lily sitting next to him, a concerned look on her face
"Oh hey Lil" he gave her his best impression of his saddest smile, something which wasn't that difficult, he was already hating the fact he wasn't allowed to talk to Sirius or touch him.
"Is anything wrong?" she asked gently, Remus shrugged
"Everything fine, what could be wrong? Nothing could be better" she raised an eyebrow at him and smiled
"Ok" she said slowly "It's just I noticed that you're not sitting next to Sirius and normally, you know, you do" Remus took a deep breath and began reciting the speech James had come up with. It hurt just to say it.
"That's because I don't want to sit next to a fucking insensitive jerk like him, he's a bastard all he cares about is himself, nothing anyone else does is good enough and I'm tired of it, tired of him and having to do everything his way" he kept his eyes on a shocked Lily for the right amount of time then turned his eyes to Sirius having to keep a cry in. It seemed James never told Sirius the speech because Sirius was looking at him with large hurt eyes that couldn't be acted. He looked wounded. Remus nearly called the whole thing of right then and grabbed Sirius, dragging him into a room and showing him how much he didn't believe what he just said but before he could Lily spoke.
"Remmie, isn't that harsh?" Remus stared blankly at her before moving his gaze once more to Sirius who was now focused on his food, not looking at anyone.
"Not really" James entered the conversation smoothly at this point "They had a row last night, poor Remus he was heartbroken" James gave Remus a sympathetic smile, Remus who gave him a slight smile turned to Sirius to see his hand gripped very tightly round his fork, he definitely wasn't happy with this.
"James has been great though"
"Sirius" Lily said turning away from the other two and giving him a pitying look "Are you ok?"
"Fine" he snapped, pushing his half eaten food away from him and getting to his feet "Never fucking better" he shouted, he shot Remus one more hurt look and left the room.
"You better go after him Peter" James said, noticing Remus putting his face in his hands. Peter looked between them and nodded, getting to his feet and hurrying out the door. "It will be ok" James said soothingly, placing a hand on Remus's shoulder. He gave a slight smile at Lily who smiled back hesitantly
"You should talk to him Remus ok?" she said, Remus nodded "Go now" Remus nodded and got to his feet and hurried out the hall followed by James who only paused to smile at Lily. She stared after them and shook her head. If Remus and Sirius were having problems then where was the hope for the rest of them. She sighed; at least James was being nice. She shook her head again for good measure. Now where did a thought like that come from?
A/N – I love writing Sirius/Remus kissing scenes, I really should write more! There you go, hope you liked it and it was good enough for you all. Please review but no flames and err I'll update as soon as I can ok!
NEXT CHAPTER – Hmmm it's up to you. I was thinking of Peter talking to Sirius and then Remus and James catching up but I don't mind, suggestions are always welcomed!