Hey...so i tried my hardest to get this up asap...it wasn't up as soon as i hoped...but it wasn't so bad...plus i didn't have a lot of inspiration...i need lots and lots and LOTs of reviews for inspiration...anyways...on with the story

Disclaimer: Aww darn i still don't have enough money to buy out 24...and buy kiefer..yummy

"Good morning sleepy head!!"

Tony groggily looked up. "What time is it?"

"11:30!"

"What time did you get up?"

"9:30..."

"Oh...sorry...you should have got me up..."

"I figured you needed the sleep...and it gave me time to figure some things out..."

"Like what?"

"You...me...us..."

"And..........."

Michelle didn't know what to answer. She was still trying to sort out her own thoughts before she went and told him...

"I don't know Tony...I guess...I...uh I guess what I'm trying to say is that last night reminded me of what I missed about you...what I missed about us. But each time I think of the good times we had, I think about how you left, and how much it hurt. How hard just two months without you were...and I don't know if I can deal with you just walking in and out of my life like that...I just..."

Tony cut Michelle off, "Chelle...I promise I will never EVER walk out of your life again. I know how much it hurt you, I swear...it hurt me so much...that's why I'm back...and that's why I'm NEVER leaving again! Do you understand?"

"Tony...I love you with all my heart...I really do...you mean the world to me...but I'm still worried that in five years from now you will walk out of my life again and then it will be so much harder to move on..."

"Chelle I love you so much...and that's not just as a friend...I've always wanted us to be so much more...and until Chappelle became a jerk and made me move, we were so close to being that much more..."

Michelle blinked back the tears. A part of her blamed Tony for making her life miserable for two months, but a part of her blamed herself for never going after him when he moved away.

"Tony...I know...and I don't know...I don't know if I can be just friends with you...I know we can be so much more than that, but I don't know if I'm ready for that yet...I need to be by myself for a while and just sit there with a big tub of ice cream, some soft music and my diary and just write everything I feel..."

"Chelle...I understand that you need to do that...so I want you to go home and get under the blankets with your ice cream, get your diary and write EVERY little thing you feel...and I want you to know that whatever you decide is okay with me, and I know where and I stand...and I think you know where that is..."

"Yeah...I do..."

"'kay well Chelle, take all the time you need, but please call me with what you decide to do...please don't just take off like I did...please...no matter what time...I don't care if its 4am...just call!"

Michelle could see Tony begging her with his eyes. Michelle reassured him "Tony...you know I would never do that...of course I'll call you with my decision...and whatever the decision I'll explain everything..."

"Chelle...you're the greatest..."

"I know" Michelle giggled. She had a big decision ahead of her, but she could still make jokes in the meantime...

Tony gave Michelle a huge hug and a kiss on the cheek and sent her on her way.

Tony closed the door and collapsed on his couch. He didn't know what to do with himself until she called. Every time the phone rang, Tony jumped and ran to the phone, but every time it was this salesman selling this...or that salesman selling that...or this friend wanting to talk about this...or that....

Michelle did exactly what Tony told her to do. She grabbed a tub of Ben & Jerry's chocolate ice cream, jumped under her covers and grabbed her diary.

She sat there for a long time, she wasn't sure where to start...she ate her ice cream and tried to organize her thoughts but it was no use so she rapidly began writing every thought that came to mind.

A few hours later Michelle had ran out of things to write and draw. She had written poems, scratched some drawings out, and scribbled out every thought in her brain. She turned back a few pages and started writing what she had written. She would look at all the positive thoughts and the negative thoughts, and whatever seemed more apparent would be her decision. Positive thoughts meant a relationship with Tony; negative thoughts meant no more Tony.

Before she read her thoughts she tried to decide what she would rather have...Tony or no Tony...

Michelle finished reading...hmm...well the diary never lies...it has all my thoughts...she sighed, she knew she had to do this now...she would never be able to do it later

Michelle picked up the phone and dialled Tony's new number...

Tony raced to the phone...

"Hello?" Tony said breathlessly into the phone.

"Hey Tony...I've figured out what I want to do..."

"What?"

Hey...so i hope u enjoyed the chapter...if u haven't noticed yet i LOVE cliffhangers...but u'll never find out her answer unless i get reviews...so review....plz plz plz