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Jesse's POV:
My Querida finally woke up. I had been watching her sleep for a while now. I can't believe what happened last night. It was unbelievable, but horrible at the same time. All my avoiding Susannah - only coming when I was sure she was sleeping to close the window so mi Amor didn't freeze when she woke up in the morning, not talking to her, and pretending like she didn't mean anything to me - all ruined in an instant. And I was barely upset. I couldn't be. I love Susannah even more than I had loved Clara. But I don't want to think about Clara or how she hurt me. All I want to think about is how my gorgeous, amazing, independent Querida loved me back. I had planned on leaving last night after she fell asleep, but I couldn't. I didn't want to. I loved the feel of her body next to mine in my arms, how when she fell asleep in my arms she didn't have any of her nightmares about Paul, like I had seen she had been having all last week when I came to watch her sleep, and the way she smiled when she woke up and saw I was still here. I gave her a quick kiss, and all of a sudden she was all tense and nervous.
"Querida what is it?"
Suze's POV:
I had to tell him. About Paul's lessons I mean. I know Jesse is going to get mad but last time I didn't tell Jesse something about Paul, my house got trashed, I got grounded, and worst of all Jesse got mad and moved out. Who knows what he would do if I didn't tell him this time. He might break up with me or something and I can't deal with that right now.
"Jesse you aren't going to like this but I don't want you to find out some other way." And I told him. Everything. From when I shifted to the shadow land, and made the deal with Paul, to yesterday when Paul told me I would start lessons with him today after school. To say that Jesse was mad would be the understatement of the year. He kept saying things like- Querida, I understand that you feel that you feel that you have to protect me but I don't want you jeopardizing your safety to do so.- I would do anything to keep Jesse here with me especially now that I know that he loves me.
Finally after a lot of coaxing and kissing I calmed Jesse down, but he still didn't trust Paul to keep his hands off me. Jesse informed me that he would be joining me at school today. It was actually kind of nice, I hadn't seen Jesse for a while and I needed to get a full dose of Jesse and his abs each week and since I had missed last week I needed extra Jesse time.
During classes Jesse just stood there sometimes talking to me even though I couldn't respond. By lunch I figured Jesse and I could use some alone time - if you know what I mean. So I told Cee Cee and Adam that I had things to do. I can't say Cee Cee looked to upset to have Adam to herself. After that Jesse and I went down to hang out by his grave, but when we got there we weren't alone. There were two people there already- or I should say one person and one ghost.
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