Around 1:00, Cassidy and Hunter decided to go on the beach, they took a picnic lunch with them, they find a quite, cool place to set up.

"I hope I made everything you wanted." Hunter said joking on how bad her appetite has gotten.

"HA HA!!! " She said sarcastically, "I'm hungry darlin, so if you don't mind." She said taking the food he prepared and started to eating it, he laught and started to eat himself, she was thinking about the flashback she had, "Hunter, do you remember the first time we...you know." She said.

"Yeah, if I remember it was hot and dirty." He said laughing, she smiled back at him.

"I remember the morning after, you left me there alone, after you said you would take me with you."

"I wish I could take you but I knew I couldn't, so much was happening here with your parents and I know John Ross didn't want you gone."

"But, you could just leave without saying goodbye or at least leaving a god damn note." She said getting up.

"Because if I did wake you up, you would have want to go and I wasn't going to let you." He said, she starts to fume up inside.

"You got me pregnant too, one damn night, you get me pregnant." She said yelling nearly, he was starting to get mad too.

"You didn't even tell me, everytime I called, it was like nothing happen, then I hear you went had an abortion." He said getting up and nearly yelling too.

"I HAD TOO, I wasn't going to bring a child in this world, especially when my parents we fighting, I was an alcoholic and nearly killed myself on drugs, and you was gone and I didn't know what the hell you was doing, I couldn't, so yeah, I did have an abortion and when my parents did find out, was they madder than hell, I was nearly forbidding to even seeing you, and on top of that, you cheated on my with some bitch over in London." She said looking at him with looks that Sue Ellen would give JR when she was mad, he was shocked how did she ever find out,

"Oh, you thought I wouldn't find out, well, I went to London after the abortion to tell you in person but I saw you in some park and you was kissing some blonde hair bitch, Dana saw it too, she just held me that night as I cry." She said screaming and starting to walked off.

"She was nothing but a friend." He said, "I came home to you and you wouldn't even speak to me, you shutted me out." He said, she stopped and turned to face him and stared coldly at him.

"Could you blame me, hell, I was so hurt by the abortion and by you cheating, I couldn't take it, I went farther on the pills and the booze, I mean I was nearly doing what my mother would do when my daddy would hurt her, I really want to deaded the pain." She said.

"You cheated on me, with my sister's boyfriend."

"That before they was even together Hunter and you know that, I wouldn't had to go to Marty if you didn't go to somebody, also, I did it once, you didn't, repeatly, I forgave you, let you in my bed, my heart, then I would catch you with somebody else, until you finally quit it and then I let you back completely, I love you but I hate you for what you did to me." She said walking again.

"Where the hell do you think you're going?" He said running after her.

"I'm going inside away from you, stay the hell away from me!!!" She yelled and started to run alittle.

"Cassidy, you better get back here and talk to me, right now." He yelled after her.

"Go to hell, I'm not somebody you can order around." She said going inside the beachhouse and slamming the door.

"Damn it, what brought that on??" He said sighing and still angry, she just need to cool off, I just take a walk down the beach and then I'm going to straighting her out.

Cassidy came in the door crying, she starts to look around.

"Damn it, if I know daddy, he has some beer, or some kind of alcohol." She said going through cabinets and finally finding some wine, "Good, this will do, now what I been craving for, how god how I missed not feeling pain." She said as she took a wine glass and pouring some wine and guzzled it down and kept pouring her some and drinking it, after, she find some pill killers in the bathroom and taking half the bottle and then she went to the bedroom with the wine bottle and collapse on the bed.

Hunter came back in the house, he thought by now she should be calm down and they could talk, he called out her name, he didn't hear any kind response, he looked around, and went into the bedroom and was shocked of what he saw, a fimilar scene, her passed out drunk on the bed, he found the wine bottle under her, he went to get some water, he decided to look at the medicine cabinet to see if she did anything else, he looked and noticed that there was a bottle missing, he looked down by his feet, he pick it up and looked.

"Oh my god Cassidy, I'm going to kill you, if this don't...." He said trailing off as he heard the door open and hear Jennifer and Walker, thank god his mom was a doctor, he rushed out there and greeted them, "Momma, could you check on Cassidy for me please?" He said panicing some.

"What's wrong?" She asked going to bedroom and looking in and knowing, "What did you do Hunter?" She asked going over to her and checking, her heart wasn't beating as fast as it should, she was getting worried.

"I don't know what I did, she was talking about that time I went to London and stuff that happen, she was mad at it or something." He said, "She just sprang it all on me at once." He said.

"She should be mad, what you did to her, I would have been mad too, how is she Jen." Walker said as he remember it and remember it well.

"I don't know yet, if her heartrate don't speed up any, I'm taking her to the hospital here, what did she take?"

"Took this bottle of pills and drank nearly the whole bottle of wine." He said handing her a bottle of pain killers.

"I don't understand, why did she take these? Was it just an arguement or was it something else?" Jennifer asked.

"I don't know, she just asked me a question and we started to argue, then she told me that she knew I cheated on her in London, I did mess up but I did stop and committed to her, I just wish I took to London with me."

"What are ya'll talking about?" Jennifer asked, not knowing about the abortion or anything that happen, she was traveling with her second husband, who she divorce from now too.

"If I remember, our son had sex with her the before he was suppose to left and after that JR, Sue Ellen and I said not too, then you left without saying goodbye, then about six weeks later, she found she was pregnant and then almost overdose herself, then went had an abortion without anybody knowing it after telling JR and Sue Ellen she was, then if I remember it, her and Dana ran off to London to tell you and she saw you with some blonde hair girl and it broke her heart, she came back and went into a deep depression and went farther and then Dana went back on drugs when Cassidy finally stopped then they both did it, then you came back and she let you back into her heart, then you hurt her again with some of her bestest friends, then finally when you finally grew up and knew what you wanted, she let you back in completely, I think she forgot about til she had a dream or something trigged it." He said knowing that what it was, he was a psycologist.

"Yeah, well, I want her safe, I guess you can't half blame her, oh god she turning pale, momma do something." He said going over to her and looking at her face, he was turning to a snow white color, Jennifer felt her pulse again, it was getting weaker, they heard Miss Ellie, Clayton, Bobby and the boys come in.

"Get Bobby, but nobody else, they can't know especially John Ross." Jennifer said, Hunter rushed out there and greeted them, John Ross went to hugged him and tell him about their day.

"Hey buddy, why don't you tell me afterwhile, something is very important that I need to talk to Bobby, but we talk, alright?"

"Okay, can we go out on the beach?"

"Yes" He said, John Ross and Christopher ran out of the house on the beach.

"What's wrong Hunter?"

"Is Cassidy, we had an arguement and she came back here without me and find that wine JR had hidden away and drank nearly the whole bottle and then went into the bathroom and find some pain killers and took half the bottle, I'm scared Bobby, momma wants to take her to the hospital, she passed out cold in the bedroom." He said, Miss Ellie and Clayton both had a horrified look on their faces, Bobby rushed passed him and into the bedroom and went to Cassidy.

"How is she Jennifer?" Bobby asked holding her in his arms.

"Her heartrate getting slower, I'm going to take her to the hospital, Bobby, if we don't, she could have overdose again, I'm scared."

"What was they arguing about?"

"You remember when Hunter went to London without and she got pregnant and went had the abortion and find out Hunter was cheating on her and stuff."

"I remember." Bobby said holding her, Miss Ellie and Clayton came in and saw her, Hunter had to get some air, so he went on the back porch, he was crying, he looked at John Ross and Christopher playing.

"How could I done that to her, I love her with all of my heart, please let her get through this, I can't live without her, I wish so badly I never even did that to her, I wish so much, please..." He said crying and having tears coming down, Walker walked out on the porch, he saw his son crying, he knew that Hunter loved Cassidy more than life itself.

"Hunter, she will be alright, I promise you she will, I know how much you love her but you did hurt her." He said sitting beside him.

"I love her more than life, I really didn't mean to hurt her, I don't know what was wrong with me, I did it over and over, I was turning into what her daddy did to her momma, oh god, I want her safe in my arms." He said putting his head in his hands and brushing it through his hair. Clayton came out to them.

"HUNTER, WALKER, Jennifer said she got to get her to hospital, her heartrate is getting slower." Clayton said going back in, Hunter runs back in to her, she was turning whiter and whiter, he took her hand and started to cry again, Miss Ellie could see that he was dying inside.

"Cassidy, darlin, I'm so sorry, please don't do this to me, I love you Cassidy, please don't leave me." He said kissing her hand, he felt her go cold, "Oh god Cassidy, sweetheart" He said, Jennifer felt her pulse, it was getting weaker.

"We got to go now!!!" Jennifer said, Bobby scooped her up and started to go out the door when Lucy and Kevin was coming in with . Lucy had a shocked face and a worried face.

"What happen to her??"

"I'll tell you later baby, ya'll get her down there fast, Clayton, you and Kevin go, I want somebody down there with everyone, Lucy and I will stay here with the boys, we have to be calm, especially with John Ross, he just getting to know his sister again and Christopher loves her with all his heart." Miss Ellie said, they nodded and went out to the car with the other, they drove off, John Ross and Christopher came in and looked around.

"Where's everybody at?" John Ross asked.

"John Ross, me and Lucy needs to talk to you baby, come here." Miss Ellie said sitting down on the couch, Lucy sitting in a chair near by and Christopher sat in her lap, hugging him tightly, "John Ross, something happen to Cassidy this afternoon, you remember how Cassidy used to be when she was younger, she used to be in trouble and everything that happen was bad that happen to her?"

"Yes grandma, what happen?" John Ross asked squeezing Miss Ellie's hand and looking at her concernly.

"Well, her and Hunter had this big fight and she want all the pain she had just experience to stop so she drank a bottle of wine and then went into the bathroom and took half a bottle of pills and passed out on the bed." Miss Ellie said nearly crying, Lucy was having tears running down her eyes, Christopher also nearly crying, John Ross just stared at Miss Ellie.

"Is she alright?"

"We don't know sweetheart, Uncle Bobby, Jennifer, Walker, Hunter, Clayton and Kevin had to rush her to the hospital, they supposed to call when they have some news."

"What about momma and daddy? Are you going to tell them?"

"Yes, when I find that number that Cassidy gave me to call them if something went wrong." Miss Ellie said going into her bedroom and getting a piece of paper.

Sue Ellen and JR lying in bed after a strenuous afternoon, they laid in silence, Sue Ellen had a wierd feeling about something but didn't know what.

"JR"

"Hmm" He asked.

"Do you have a bad feeling about something?" She asked.

"No, why?" He asked, she got up and putted her robe on.

"I don't know, I just a wierd feeling that something wrong?" She said going to the bathroom to splashing some water on her face, JR got up with concern, he was going to her when the phone rang, Sue Ellen went to answer it, "Hello"

"Hello Miss Ellie, how are you?" Sue Ellen said thankful she heard from them.

"I'm fine Sue Ellen but is Cassidy?" Miss Ellie said in a serious tone

"What's wrong with her?" Sue Ellen said getting that feeling again, JR went over to her and she putted the phone up to his ear and hers.

"Her and Hunter had a big fight and she went and find that wine JR hid from her and then she went into the bathroom and find some pain killers and took half the bottle and then she passed out cold on the bedroom."

"What did they fight about?" JR asked.

"Something about him in London or something." Miss Ellie said trying to control her emotions.

"Oh god JR, she didn't, is she alright?" Sue Ellen said.

"We don't know, Jennifer kept saying her heartrate was getting slower so her, Bobby, Clayton, Hunter, Walker, and Kevin rushed her down to the nearest hospital, I just told John Ross about it, he seem to be alright but I know he's hurting inside."

"We'll be right down there and then we going to see her." JR said.

"Alright, we see ya'll afterwhile." Miss Ellie said, they hung up and JR and Sue Ellen got dressed and rushed out of the beachhouse running back to the other beachhouse, which wasn't too far away.

At Vienna General Hospital, Bobby's rushing in with Cassidy and everyone else far behind, Jennifer went up to the front desk and told the nurse the situation and they rushed in the emergency room, Hunter went as far as they would let him, his eyes was a blood shot red from crying so much, he pulled himself together and walked back to the others, Bobby was madder than hell, but didn't show it, he remember the whole thing, he remember Sue Ellen and JR fighting more after they came home over Cassidy and how she was doing, he remember how bad she look when she came home from London and how bad she look after a couple of months, he thought of Cassidy as a daughter, Hunter was trying to straighten everything out, he was wondering after she wake up, if she woke up, his mind said, he shook it out, he couldn't think that way, Cassidy loves him, she said so herself when they was fighting, god, if she got through this and if the baby was alright, he was going to going to make it up to her so much, he couldn't believe he was that jerk back then, why didn't they talk about before the wedding, maybe my dad was right, maybe she had a dream or something, please let her be alright! I need her, she my other half, I'll never live without her and that baby, we have been together ever since she was 15, I can't lose her now, he had tears coming down his face again, Bobby noticed him, how angry he could be, he knew deep down that Hunter loves Cassidy just he knew deep down JR loves Sue Ellen, finally they saw a doctor come near them.

"Are you Mrs. Ewing's Family?" The doctor asked, Hunter got up.

"I'm her husband, is she alright?" Hunter asked.

"Yes, we got her heartrate back up to normal, the baby seem alright but after she wakes up, we'll know more, she was very lucky Mr. Wade, she could have substain alot more, it was lucky you find her, because a mixture of pain-killers and alcohol is deadly, but we did have to pump her stomach and whatever trigger it because I've looked off her past health history and she had been free of the alcohol and the drugs for four years and she isn't responsing to well, which I mean by that, it seems like she went into some kind of depression, so when she goes home, you will need to give her space and don't over pressure her because she could go back to the pills and the alcohol again, and I understand she owns a big business, maybe when she does go home, she probably put alot of time into it just to get away from you but I think she will be alright, you can go and see her in a few minutes, I'll send a nurse to come and get all of you." He said, Hunter thank him and walked back to the other, he told them he need some air, he walked out into the warm air, he lend against the wall, he couldn't stand the idea of Cassidy not being Cassidy, depression, how he remember when he came home from London, how mad she was, how she wouldn't let him touch her, how bad she looked.

Flashback
August of 1985, three months after he left for London, he walked into his dad's house, hoping to see Cassidy, he walked up to her room, he open it quitely and noticed she wasn't there, he walked downstairs to the den where he noticed her looking at some papers.

"There you are, I missed you so much." He said going over to her, she got up quickly and moved to the other side of the room.

"I bet you did, how was London, cold and lonely." She said not responsing to his affection.

"It was without you, I'm sorry that I couldn't take you but you understand, right?"

"Yeah, I understand, you just want me and then toss me aside." She said.

"Cassidy, you know I wouldn't do that, I'm sorry for doing that, I should at least left a note, but I did call you the moment I got into London."

"Yes, you did but you didn't call for a couple days and when I called you said you was busy and call me back and didn't."

"I know, I'm sorry about that too, you look better."

"Thanks, I been clean for about a month now, thanks to you." She said, "I have things to do so, it was good seeing you, I talk to you later." She said coldly.

"I love you" He said, she nodded and walk out of the room, leaving him there alone.

End of Flashback

"Oh god, I did hurt her, I deserved that, I can't see her, she probably don't want to see me." He said sliding down the wall onto the ground and cried.

JR and Sue Ellen come rushing into the beachhouse, Lucy and Miss Ellie come out from the den.

"Sue Ellen, JR, you're finally here." Lucy said hugging Sue Ellen.

"How is she?"

"We haven't heard anything." Miss Ellie said, John Ross and Christopher came out of the den.

"Momma, daddy, is Cassidy going to be alright?" John Ross said hugging his mom, Sue Ellen was nearly in tears and she held John Ross tight.

"Of course baby, I'm not going to let anything happen to her." Sue Ellen said.

"Do you know which hospital?" JR asked.

"Yes, Clayton called me after they got there, its called Vienna General Hospital." Miss Ellie said.

"Ok, lets go." JR said.

"Can we come too?" John Ross asked, Sue Ellen and JR both didn't want him too but he was her sister and more the family, probably the better she feel.

"Alright" JR said, all of them got into the car and drove toward the hospital.

Bobby came outside to find Hunter, he find him there on the ground sobbing kinda.

"Hunter, they just brought Cassidy to her room." He said.

"I can't face her, she probably hates me, I can't half blame her, I hurt her and I don't know how to fix it." He said.

"She loves you, I remember how she used to talk about you. Yes, you did hurt you but she like Sue Ellen, she can forgive as easily, she forgave Sue Ellen and JR, she finds it easy to forgive you. You just have to prove to her that she is the only woman you will ever need." Bobby said.

"I'm sorry Bobby, I know how much I've hurt her and I wish so badly to take it all back."

"I know" He said, he noticed Lucy and Sue Ellen running up. "Sue Ellen, Lucy, what are ya'll doing here?"

"Grandma called Sue Ellen and told her and JR, they're on the way, we just ran ahead." Lucy said, Sue Ellen noticed Hunter slouched down and was crying, she bended down.

"Hunter, this is not your fault." Sue Ellen reassured him.

"Sue Ellen, I'm sorry, the thing is, it is my fault, if I didn't do that in the first place, she wouldn't be here, she wouldn't be going through this depression."

"Depression" She asked confusely.

"Some how, she went into a depression between the time we talked and the time now, the doctor said that they did have to pump her stomach, the baby seem to be alright but they really won't know more til she wakes up, oh god Sue Ellen, it was awful seeing her passed out on that bed, so many flashbacks came back in my head." He said putting his head in his hands and sobbing some more, JR, Ellie, and the boys had rushed up there where they saw Sue Ellen and Hunter on the ground.

"Is she alright?" JR asked panicing.

"Yeah, you and Sue Ellen can go ahead and go see her, they rest are up there visiting now, her room is 1969." Bobby said, Sue Ellen got up and her and JR went up to the room, Lucy took the boys not far behind, Bobby went with her, Miss Ellie stuck behind, she want to talk to him.

"Hunter, quit blame yourself, we all make mistakes and I know I have made them and I know that my children and grandchildren has made them but we learn from them and we live from there on, I'm saying this because these past months all I saw was love that you and Cassidy both gave each other, how much ya'll both dependent on each other and the day you married her, I saw how she looked at you and I saw how you looked at her, you two was in love and I know she will get through this whatever happen, I don't know what happen back in London or whatever happen when you got back, I just know you hurt her, just like JR used to hurt Sue Ellen." Miss Ellie said, Hunter looked at her, he knew she was right.

"Thank you Miss Ellie." He said getting up and hugged her, they walked back into the hospital, they walked up to waiting room, Clayton raised up and hugged Miss Ellie.

"How is she? Has she awoken up yet?" Miss Ellie asked.

"I don't know, JR and Sue Ellen are in there now." He said, Hunter walked up to the door but just stood beside it.

In Cassidy's Room, JR and Sue Ellen are on both side of her bed, just looking at her in silence, Sue Ellen remember times where it was awful to see Cassidy in this situation, she had remember that time, where she came up to Ewing Oil, high and drunk.

Flashback
In 1984, JR was working on some project when Sue Ellen came in.

"Hello JR, we need to talk."

"Sure darlin, what about?"

"Our daughter, I went over to Walker's this morning and I finally this in her bedroom." She said showing him a needle.

"Damn it, I thought we told her about that."

"Well, sometimes just talking to her won't help." She said arguing with him.

"I can't help Sue Ellen, I don't know what to do, I could just throw her.." She cutted him off.

"You dare and I swear to god, I will tell everybody about her." She snapped back at him.

"When we have these fights about her you threated me with that. Well Sue Ellen, it won't work this time, I'm going to make her stopped this if I have to hurt her, she weights 90 pounds and she 16, she dranks til she passes out and she shoots herself til she have all kinds of bruises on her." He said, that moment Sly came on the intercom.

"JR, Cassidy's here to see you."

"Send her in." JR said going to fixed himself a drink.

"Don't you dare JR, I really mean it, I will leave, I will take John Ross and I will take Cassidy and leave Dallas, you don't want me, you want that Winger Tramp, so why don't you care if I take the children and leave, you can have all you want, you go have children with her." She said, JR turned his head away from her, they heard Cassidy come through the door, drunk and apparently high too.

"Cassidy, are you drunk?" JR asked.

"Does it show that much daddy? I thought I could hide it this time." She said sitting down, JR's temper started to raise, Sue Ellen felt her legs giving away.

"That does it young lady, if you don't stop this, I will and I mean I will put you in the sanitarium and your momma won't stop me."

"And like I said JR, I will leave you and take John Ross and Cassidy will me." Sue Ellen flashed back at him, Cassidy was getting upset, her parents was fighting right in front of her.

"Will you two stopped it? Maybe I want to be this way, the reason I'm this way is because my parents won't stop it, ever time I'm around you two ya'll fight and its always over me, enough, I don't care if daddy puts me in the sanitarium because when I get out he tosses me aside and go back to his everyday life without me." She said tears going down her face and she left.

"See what you did this time JR? You just ruined her and I won't let you put her in that sanitarium, over my dead body." She said angrily and left.
End of Flashback

Sue Ellen had tears running down her face, JR was looking at her and having his own memory, he remember the time where she was going to kill herself off the balcony of Walker's mansion.

Flashback

Early 1984, JR, Sue Ellen, Bobby and Pam rushed over to Wade Ranch.

"Oh God JR, do something?" Sue Ellen screamed as she saw Cassidy on the balcony lending over.

"I'm going to get her, you try to get her to stay up there." JR said. JR and Bobby rushed into the house.

"Cassidy, babydoll, please come down, you're hurting me so much, please darlin, come down here." Sue Ellen said tears running down her face.

"Like you care, nobody cares about me, never did, I never belong anywhere, I was just a child set aside but her parents shame and felt like nobody need to know about me."

"Cassidy, its aunt Pam here, please come down, I love you and I don't want to see you like this, please." She said holding Sue Ellen hand tightly.

"I love you too but I don't want to feel anymore pain, all my life has been pain." She heard somebody behind her and saw her daddy and uncle Bobby there, "Don't move another step or I'm jumping." She said in a serious tone.

"Babydoll, please come back from the edge. You have to listen to me, I love you Cassidy, you are my whole life, you are my little girl, now please come here." JR said pleaing with her.

"No, I'm not falling for it daddy." She said as she lend foward, Sue Ellen gasped as she was about to fall but JR raced out there and caught her and pulled her back, holding her as she cried and JR was crying too, Sue Ellen passed out there in Pam's arms.

End of Flashback

JR had tears running down his face, he remember some bad times, how he used to threated and they seem like it never help. Cassidy started to stir some, she open her eyes, unfimilar with the surrounding she was in pain and her head hurt.

"Hunter? Where am I?" She said faintly.

"Baby, you awake?" Sue Ellen said, JR looked at her.

"Daddy, momma, what are ya'll doing here?"

"We're here because you gave everybody another scare. Darlin, why did you take that alcohol and pills?" Sue Ellen said.

"I was just remember how much I hurt during that time and couldn't take it, I don't know what happen really, it was just a habit, I guess, every time I would hurt I would go to the drugs and the alcohol, I'm sorry, is the baby alright?"

"Yes baby, but you almost wasn't it." She said, Cassidy looked away disgusted with herself, "I bet Hunter thinks its his fault." She said.

"Yeah, he has been crying, his eye are blood shot red and he just thinks that this is all his fault and blaming yourself. How do you feel toward Hunter? I mean the doctor said that you was in a slight depression."

"Depression, I feel fine, except my stomach is sore, are you sure the baby is alright?" She asked trying to sit up.

"Don't strain yourself darlin, you took alot out of you." Sue Ellen said pushing her back down.

"Momma, I'm not a baby, I feel fine, I want to talk to Hunter, please." She said.

"Alright but you don't over do it, you hear me?" Sue Ellen said in her mother tone.

"Yes momma" She said, she went outside to the waiting room.

"Hunter, she wants you."

"Sue Ellen, did she wake up?" Bobby asked

"Yes, but she weak, Hunter, she don't blame you, she talking how much she loves you, she is still alittle sore in the stomach where they pump it, so be careful and don't upset her." Sue Ellen said, Hunter walked back into the room with Sue Ellen, JR and Cassidy was talking.

"Hello darlin, look at your eyes, come here." She said, holding her arms out, "I'm not mad, please come here." She said, he was afraid to come near her fearing that she would rejected him.

"I don't want to hurt you anymore than you already are." He said.

"I want you here sweetheart, I'm sorry for what I did, it wasn't your fault, well kinda but mostly it was mine, I should have known better." She said playing with the edge of the blanket, "I want to talk to Hunter alone, if ya'll don't mind." She said.

"Okay, come on Sue Ellen, you need something to eat, we'll see you later." JR said kissing her forehead, Sue Ellen doing the same thing and they walked out leaving Cassidy and Hunter alone, neither of them speaking, afraid what to say to each other, didn't know what each really felt, Cassidy decided to break the silence.

"Darlin, I'm not blaming you, I want you, I love you, I don't know what they are talking about some kind of depression, I feel fine, the baby fine, I'm sorry that I did that but I just remember that time and how much you did hurt me but I know that we both changed and I know you would never do that do me, please believe me, I hate to see you cry and I know I done it enough." She said looking at him, he started to move over to her, he took her hand in his, he bend down to face her, he was still crying.

"Cassidy, I love you with all of my heart, I don't know if I can live without you, the day you came back to me, I was so happy, I still couldn't believe you married me and I still can't believe that you carrying my child, I'm so sorry for what happen but I love you and always as, the day you said I love you was memorable, when you touch me the way you do, no other woman has done that, they way you make love to me, I love it, I love your attitude, I love your high-spirit, I love how you want to forgive people that you hate the most, I love how you do business deals, so fair and honest, I love how you love me Cassidy." He said with tears in his eyes and some flowing down his face, "You scare me today, I couldn't stand to see you like that." He said kissing her hand, she smiled at him, "There's that smile I love to wake up to each morning."

"I love you so much, I'm sorry for what I did, forgive me?"

"There is no forgiving necessary, I hurt you and I know why you did it, I should have known better, but like we all say, we can't turn back time, we only can make up for it and from this moment on, I'm going too." She looked at him with so much love, but she wasn't attracted to him, not sexual like she was, her smiled turned into a worried one.

"Oh god, I know what momma was talking about depression."

"What?" He asked knowing what to expect.

"I don't want you, I do want you but not in my bed, but I have no sexual urge either." She said looking at him, he looked back at her and then turning away, she was so uncomfortable there, "I do love you though, but just give me time, alright?" She said with tears coming down her face, he wiped them away.

"Okay, the doctor told me that this would happen, I love you too and take as much time as you need." He said looking at her, "I better let the other see you before you go back to sleep." He said getting up.

She grabbed his hand and pulled him closer to her and gave him a loving kiss, he smiled and walked out to the waiting room, where only JR and Sue Ellen was eating.

"Hey Hunter, how's Cassidy?" Sue Ellen asked.

"Well, she alright but for the depression, she went into it, I'm no longer desire for anymore, but she does love me and I have to give her time." He said sitting down, "Where's everyone?"

"Getting something to eat."

"Well, I was going to let everybody see her before she fell back to sleep."

"So, she don't want anything to do with you?" JR asked laughing some.

"Well, she don't want to have anything to do with sexual if that what you mean." He said with sarcasm, "I think I grab a bit to eat and then come back down here and stay with her." He said.

"Alright, see you later." Sue Ellen said, Hunter nodded and walked toward the cafeteria, Sue Ellen looked at JR, "You really shouldn't have done that to him." She said smiling, "He going to be taking alot of cold showers, I just have a feeling." She said, he laughed at it, she punched him and continued to eat.

Hunter was walking down toward the cafeteria, he was thinking about their first night at Riverbed, it was funny, it was so big and they was the only two there.

Flashback

September 1989

"Hunter, doesn't it feel wierd sleeping here in the big house?"

"Well, when I'm snuggled up to you, it ain't." He said kissing her neck, "I love you and thank you for finally saying yes to my marriage proposal."

"I love you too, I'm glad I finally said yes to, I been away for a whole three months, away from you, from your touch, god, I don't know how I survived." She said as he continued to kiss her neck, "Why don't you show me what I been missing." She said sexily, she raise her arms up so he could take off her shirt, she undoing his belt and his pants let them fall to the floor, she smiled at him while she pushes him on the bed and straddling his waist he started to kiss her neck, moving down to her chest, undoing her bra, taking each breast hungrily, she moan, god how she missed this, finding their mouth kissing passionately, he position himself, she guided him inside of her, she scream his name.

"Oh god Hunter, how did I survive three months without this?" She said as her breathing got heavy.

"I don't know but god don't you feel good, you've really missed me didn't you." He asked, she kissing his neck hard and screamed.

"Yes, Yes, Yes" She said in ecstasy, "Oh god, I have missed you so much." She said.

He quicking the motion, she was all sweaty, she moan and was getting breathless, he started to kiss her neck and working his way down to her chest taking each breast hungily, working his way back up to her mouth and she takes it in sucking his tongue, she was on the blink of her climax, she started to tighten up around him, he breaths was getting heavier as he started to reach his, after a few thrusts they both go over the edge together, she collasped on top of him, breathless, him trying to catch his, he continued to running his hands down her ribs to her waist and caressing her butt, she starts kissing his neck softly.

"I missed you so much." He said.

"I missed you too, I love you." She said exhaustedly rolling off the top of him and snuggling up to him.

"I love you too" He said.

After she fell asleep he just watched her and then falling into a deep sleep himself.

End of Flashback

"God, I'm going to be taking alot of cold shower, I don't know if I can take it." He said getting his food and started to walk back up to the fourth floor to Cassidy's room.

The rest of the family had visited Cassidy, Sue Ellen made sure she was comfortable and walked out to the others.

"Well, she seem to be alright, but we been in these situation before, I just thought that we would never have to be." She said sitting down, JR put his arms around her.

"I know darlin, but she alright and that's all that matters." He said, John Ross made his way around to JR and Sue Ellen, Sue Ellen pulled him a tight embrace.

"Momma, why did Cassidy do that after promising she wouldn't anymore?" He asked.

"Well, sometimes people feel that taking something or drinking to make pain go away and both me and Cassidy has felt that way and today Cassidy felt that way when she thought back on a bad time in her life and she felt like the only way to get from it was to get drunk and taking something that would numb the pain but she knows it was wrong and isn't going to do it anymore, do you understand?" She said, JR was hearing everyword, he knew that both Sue Ellen and Cassidy drank because of him and of what he did to them, he felt so bad and guilted about it, but then it wasn't all of his fault.

"I think I do momma, I still wish she didn't do it." He said cuddling up to Sue Ellen.

"We all wish that to baby." She said, for a few minutes of silence.

"MOMMA!!!! I'm hurting!!!!" Cassidy screamed, Sue Ellen jumped up and ran into the room and saw Cassidy holding her stomach but she was dreaming, she ran over to her, right behind was JR.

"Cassidy, sweetheart, wake up." Sue Ellen said gently waking her, she noticed she had sweat coming down her face, she open her eyes and starts to breath heavily.

"Oh god momma, I was dreaming about that time when I got shot, they was aiming at daddy and somehow I got caught in the crossfire and I remember how you held me while daddy and Uncle Bobby was nearly killing the hit man, oh god." She said closing her eyes. "I'm fine now, will you please stay in here with me for awhile." She said, Sue Ellen wiped the sweat from her and hugged her gently.

"Of course I will babydoll, JR, go and tell everyone, it was nothing."

"Are you sure you alright babydoll?" JR asked brushing her hair out from her face.

"Yes daddy, you need to be out there with John Ross, I scared him and I have alot to make up to him." She said.

"Okay, I love you."

"I love you too daddy." She said, JR gave her a kiss and walked back out to the other.

"What's wrong JR?" Miss Ellie asked.

"Nothing, she just had another flashback, this time it was when that BD Colhoun tried to take a shot at me and missed and it hit her, she woke up in a cold sweat." JR said sitting down beside John Ross who snuggled up to him.

"Oh goodness, she has been involved with all of our past, hasn't she?" Miss Ellie asked.

"Yes, she has and it hurts me alot to see her remember all of those bad times." JR said wiping away a tear, Miss Ellie was shocked to see JR cry, so was everybody else.

"Are you alright JR?" Bobby asked.

"Yeah, I just hate going all through this again and I'm the one at fault for part of it, I should just took Sue Ellen and Cassidy and left Dallas like I want to in the first place, but something always stopped me and that was Ewing Oil." He said.

"JR, we couldn't predict what Cassidy was going to do next back then, she would be alright one minute then she would be trying to kill herself some how." Bobby said.

"Well, some of the things she did was because of me, some was of Sue Ellen, some was of Hunter, by the way, where is Hunter?" JR asked.

"I don't know, we haven't seen him." Lucy said.

"Does he know that his wife is suffer up here?" He said getting angry.

Hunter was getting on the elevator when the doors open and he saw a woman, he knew that woman, she was the woman he had cheated with nearly six years ago in London.

"Oh my god Hunter, is that you?" The woman asked.

"Yes, Brooke, how are you?" He asked.

"Fine, why didn't you call me after you left?" She asked.

"Well, I had to try to work things out with my girlfriend at the time, now she my wife." He said knowing he should be getting back to Cassidy, but this woman that he was very attracted too, no, I'm married to my love, I love Cassidy, this woman means nothing to me.

"What are you doing in Vienna?"

"I'm on my honeymoon with my wife, but she had an accident and she end up here, I was about to go back up to her." He said.

"Could we have a cup of coffee together?" She asked.

"I don't think that would be wise, I love my wife with all of my heart, she found out about us and that almost ruin us, I don't want to risk it again, even though, its just coffee."

"Well, I hope she knows how lucky she is."

"I think that the other way around, how lucky I am." He said, "She took alot from me and I did hurt her but she always let me back in." He said, "Well, it was good talking to you Brooke, but my wife needs me." He said getting on the elevator and leaving her.

"I think I might have some fun here, after all." She said turning to walk away.

Cassidy was asleep in Sue Ellen's arms, she was thinking about her pregnancy with Cassidy's, how much JR was there for her, how he would carry her everywhere, how much he loved her knowing how big she was, then when she went into labor how he was there and how she wanted him in there with her, she couldn't do it without him, finally they let him, knowing that they could get into trouble but JR was rich and would help them, he just coached the way through it, being only 18 was rough and then her mother not really speaking to her, how she would live in and out of hotels and then JR finally brought her a condo where she took care of Cassidy until the day she married JR and had to let her go, the day she gave up on Cassidy was the day that their marriage took a turn for the worst, then when she got pregnant with John Ross, how she wanted JR like with Cassidy, he wasn't there because he had found out about her little affair with Cliff Barnes and the possibility of him being the father, but the moment Sue Ellen laid eyes on him, she knew, she always knew in her heart that John Ross was JR's, no matter what. She loved him, but she was in so much pain then, she couldn't really face both of her children because they both remind her of JR, Cassidy, since she was born had JR's attitude toward things and when she got older, that smile of his, one thing that could tell JR that Cassidy was his little girl, John Ross, he father's son, his attitude and his way toward life like JR, wanting to be just like him. Sue Ellen smiled at that but then her children was alot like her, Cassidy, always as beautiful as her mother, she was always the straight A's student even thought she drank and did drugs, then she graduated with honors, then went to college and find out she had a love for writing, of course she, she keep dairy of her darkest secrets, she had found it one day and found alot about her daughter she didn't know, who she slept with, the one that shocked her the most was her own father-in-law, apparently she had gotten drunk and they ended up in bed but not only once, repeatly. Her pain toward her and JR's fighting, her pain for John Ross having to live through it, her feeling toward Mandy, toward Kristin and her mother, she hated them both, she remember an arguement that Kristin and Cassidy had when she was 12, when she said she was carrying JR's child, she was a strong then as she is now and she didn't take any bullshit from no one, she was an Ewing in disguise back then, she has a business mind like Jock and JR but she weak as Sue Ellen was and that scared her alot. She continued to watch her til she finally dosed off herself with her in her arms.

Over the next couple of days, Cassidy was the worst patient ever, she want to go home, but the doctor had noticed her blood pressure was still high and was worrying how she was taking the depression, the family including her parents was going home today and giving her and Hunter two days by themselves, she didn't want to stay, she wanted to go home with them, Sue Ellen walked in, she was starting to show some, well so was Cassidy but not much.

"Hello momma, how are you today?"

"Pretty good, how's daddy's little girl doing?" She said sarcasically, Cassidy knew what she meant.

"Fine momma, but that wasn't a fair statement, I'm not as bad as daddy." She said.

"The hell you ain't, if you wasn't a girl, I could swear it was JR sitting there."

"I wish you and daddy wasn't go home with the others, I just don't feel like I want to be alone with Hunter, I love him, but momma, I haven't been giving him any attention these past three days, I just been sitting in here with you or daddy mostly, I don't know." She said.

"Ya'll do need some time together, he ain't gonna make you do anything you want him to do, I know Hunter, he wouldn't."

"I know he wouldn't but I have a bad feeling about something, it's nothing really." She said playing with the ends of her blanket, "But that statement you made me being as bad as a patient as daddy was wrong."

"You are you daddy's daughter." She said laughing, Cassidy smiled, JR had walked in without them noticed.

"You got that statement right, how are my favorite two girls doing?" He said giving Sue Ellen a kiss and kissing Cassidy's forehead.

"We're fine daddy, how are you?"

"Good darlin, well Sue Ellen, everybody got to say their goodbye." He said, Cassidy started to tear up, "What's wrong babydoll?" He asked wiping the tears away.

"I don't want ya'll to go."

"Hey now, what's two day without us?"

"Pure hell" She said laughing, she started to laugh more, "What the hell am I so scared of my husband for?" She said laughing, Sue Ellen and JR both thought she was cracking up.

"Darlin, are you alright?" JR asked.

"Yeah, I just realized that I'm just making excuse to stay away from my husband, really stupid ones too." She said, "I'm fine daddy." She said as she stopped laughing and smiled at him, knowing that she was alright.

"Well, we'll let everybody say goodbye, we love you." Sue Ellen said kissing her.

"I love ya'll too, I see ya'll when we get home."

"Alright" She said, they kissed and hug. Everyone else had came in and said their goodbyes, she was sadden to see them all go but hell what was two days, she thought, she was interrupted by the doctor coming in. "Hello, I hope you got some good news because I can't stand anymore bad news." She said smartly.

"Well, after four days with you I do have some good news. I'm gonna let you out today, I think you stabled and perfect fine now, I just want to know how lucky you was this time Mrs. Ewing, you won't be next time."

"I know, but believe me this won't happen again." She said.

"Well, your husband is right outside, he brought you some clothes, I let you changed and then I want to get your blood pressure and temperature before you go, alright?" He said.

"Okay, thank you doctor, I have a question, how long with the soreness in my stomach stay?"

"Oh the next couple of days probably, just take it easy." He said walking toward the door and leaving, Hunter came in, he helped her get dress.

Cassidy & Hunter make their way back to the beachhouse, Cassidy was feeling uncomfortable here, she starts looking around, she was dissappointed in herself for what she did, she starts to look at Hunter who smiled back at her.

"How do you feel sweetheart?" Hunter asked coming up to her, she smiled.

"Uncomfortable, I can't believe what I had done here." She said as she started have tears coming down her eyes.

"Hey now, don't start crying, it was partly my fault too, I got an idea, how about we walk down the beach."

"That's sound like an idea to me, let me change really fast."

"Alright" He said smiling, she gave him a loving kiss, he wanted her, he started to put his arms around her waist when she stopped him.

"Now, now, one day at a time." She said laughing, she was starting to feel something between them, it was some like a magntic.

"Well, I couldn't help, you bring the worst out in me, I just wanted you so badly."

"I could say the same about you. You know what, I have a surprise for you, hold on, when I call you in the bedroom."

"Okay" He said, she kissed him again and ran into the bedroom.

She need him, why did she wanted him, who knows, something in her wanted it, maybe this will help me, she thought, as she ran into the bedroom, she pulled down the covers and took off all of her clothes and took the bedsheet and wrapped it around her, she saw a yellow rose by the nightstand, she took it and started to smell it.

Hunter was in the living room, what was taking her so long, what could the surprise be.

"Hunter" She called out from the bedroom, he walked in there and saw her on the bed, naked, just with the sheet cover her chest to her waist, oh god, didn't she look beautiful he thought.

"WOW!! You look beautiful, what are you doing in there? Trying to kill me." He said.

"Come here" She said smiling at him, he dutifully obey, he walked over to the side of the bed and kneel down beside the bed, she took him into a passionately kiss, full tongue, she let her emotions flow through them, he was on fire with that kiss, they parted lips. "I want you so badly, I was thinking of excuse for not doing this and I don't see any that make sense, I guess I was just mad, I'm not mad nomore, I want to make love to you." She said.

"Oh god, I thought I would have to take alot of cold showers." He said as he started to kiss her neck, she started to laugh.

"Oh you did, well, maybe I change my mind then." She said joking, he laughed.

"Its been so long, since I heard that laugh, I thought I would never hear it again, you scared the hell out of me Cassidy, I didn't know what to do, I was thinking about all the times I did hurt you and I couldn't bring myself to see you or talked to you without feeling it was my fault you was in that hospital bed..." She cutted him off by putting her finger up to his lips.

"I was thinking about that, I had let go of the past, I didn't let all of it go but now I am, I want us to have a wonderful marriage, no one hurting each other, we do everything together, especially with the baby and I just want this perfect and I know you will do that now and I love you so much." She said kissing him, they continued to kiss, he started to undo his shirts and undo his pants let them fall, she smiled evilish at him, he got into bed with her and started to kiss her.

"Are you sure about this?"

"Yes" She said, "But, watch out for my stomach, it's still alittle sore." She said.

"I be extra careful." He said as they started to make love, it was all love consuming, something was different in it, something that made them both happy and content, she was happy here, maybe the depression was starting to lift up, after they satisfy each other needs, they laid in a tight embrace, "How are you feeling?" He asked.

"Perfect, that was amazing." She said kissing his chest and then kissing his mouth.

"Good" He said, she smiled at him, they was starting to going again when they heard a knock at the door, "Damn it, who could that be?"

"I don't know, you better answer and get rid of them as fast." She said.

"I be right back." He said getting up and putting on his boxers and robe and walking out.

"Okay" She laying back on the pillows smiling to herself.

Hunter went to answer the door and when he open it, he saw his worst nightmare, the girl from the hospital, the girl he cheated on Cassidy with, the girl who he wanted to stay away from.

"What the hell are you doing here?" He said pushing her outside and closing the door behind them.

"I wanted to see you, I heard that your wife was out and I got your address here and thought that I would introduce myself to her, we do have a history, you know?"

"Yes, I do know and so does my wife, you and I are the reason she ended up in the hospital and she does know about you." He said angry, "If you don't mind, I was doing something with my wife." He said going back into the house before she stopped him by grabbing his arm and putting a kiss on his lips, he response to them and started to kiss her back.

Cassidy was in the bedroom wondering what was keeping him, she decided to go and see what was going on, she slipped her robe on and went to the living room and open the front door and had the most shock on her face, she started to cry.

"HUNTER!!!" She said, he broke lose from her.

"Cassidy, darlin." He said.

"Go to hell, I thought you changed, you still that little boy from when we was kids, I find you out here with her, trust me Hunter Wade, you will never be able to touch me again." With that said, she slammed the door so hard that the glass in door shattered everywhere, Hunter knew she was mad.

"I wish you would go away and leave us alone."

"I'm going too, that was my revenge for chosing her over me." She said laughing and walking away, he was angry, he walked back in the house and to the bedroom and saw her packing.

"Where are you going?"

"Home, call the jet, I'm not staying in the hell hole for another minute." She said as she got dress and had her suitcase already pack.

"Cassidy, she kissed me."

"Didn't look that way to me." She said as she continued to cry.

"I won't hurt you like that no more."

"I have god damn prove, I saw for myself for once." She said as she got her suitcase and started to go out of the bedroom.

"Please Cassidy, listen to me."

"What was that in there with me, just sex, you know what, it wasn't just sex to me, I actually felt something between us but you blew it when you let that girl kiss you." She said angry and crying.

"I love you, and it wasn't just sex, I felt your love for me, I know you felt my love, yes it was something I wanted but you loved me, you made love me, it wasn't just sex."

"I love you too but I'm madder than hell right and I can't stand the sight of you, so called that damn jet and tell them I be waiting for it at the airport, you can stay here, you have another two days here but I'm going home." She said as she started to go out the door.

"I'm going home with you."

"Whatever" She said.

Cassidy & Hunter aborted Jet Ewing, both not speaking to each other and knowing its a long way home, Cassidy got some magazine and sit across on the sofa from Hunter, she noticed him looking at her, she just gave him a cold stare back, he wanted her, she was so desirable, her angry toward him felt uncalled for, she kissed me, he thought.

"Cassidy, this wasn't all my fault back there." He said looking at her.

"The hell it wasn't, you kissed her." She said getting up and walking around some.

"She kissed me though."

"You kissed her back, I didn't see no gun holding to your head, you could done something." She said looking out window, she was upset and disappointed all at the same time.

"I'm sorry, I did ran into her at the hospital, I told her how important you was to me, I was trying my damn hardest to get away from her, I don't want to lose you, not back then and sure hell not now."

"You're not gonna lose me, I know you too damn good, I know what that girl was up too, I was just making an excuse, it did hurt me because you let my guard down, I'm not mad really, just upset, confused, exhausted, and worried about things." She said, he went up behind her and put his arms around her waist, she lend back on his shoulder, "I love you, I just wanted to be the only woman you would ever needed, that's all." She said.

"You are the only woman I wanted and need, I love you." He said, she turned around to face him, she caressed his cheek softly and smiled at him, she gave him a very passionate kiss, he returned the kiss in a greater passion, he started to undo her buttons of her shirt, "Are you sure about this?" He asked looking at her.

"Yes, I don't want to feel the past between us, lets me it a frest start for everything, forget about the past, it never happen, just think of you, me, my family, your family, and this baby." She said kissing him, he took her shirt off and started to kiss her neck and moving down her chest and down her stomach and stopped.

"Hey in there" He said, she just laughed.

"You know that a big turn off when you started to it, its like its watching us or knowing what we're about to do." She said.

"Well, it wasn't as bad as John Ross catching us in the treehouse the day before the wedding."

"Watch that mouth, because you're about to become very unlucky, I don't wanted to think of John Ross's face when he saw us, it was lucky Christopher didn't see us." She said laughing.

"Well darlin, momma said I better get on with what I wanted."

"You're a complete jackass, you know that?" She said as he continued to work his way back up her body.

"Yes, you remind me enough of it, but you can't get enough of me." He said laughing as he picked her up and took her to a private part of the jet where they wouldn't be disturbed.

"I never can get enough of you." She said as she gave him a passionate kiss, he layed her down on the sofa and continued to kiss her body with loving kisses, she love it, as their mouths came together as one she wrapped her legs around him and they started to make love, this time it wasn't sex, it was actually expression their love for each other, afterwards they laid together snuggled up to each other.

"Darlin, I was thinking, I would like to get more into Ewing's Publishing." He said all the sudden and took Cassidy by surprise.

"You wanted to what?" She asked raising up to face him.

"You heard me, I want to get more involved in Ewing's Publishing."

"Why?"

"So, I can take care of you and be with you more, I do own half the company anyway, it was the first thing we build together, I just want to help you run now." He said in a kind, gently, loving way.

"You don't cease to amaze me, I love you so much, I would love it if you would help me run Ewing's Publishing." She said kissing him with so much passion, he rolled on top of her as they made love again, after they settled in for their long flight to Dallas.

The Next Morning, Cassidy hears the alarm clock go off, she looked at Hunter who was sleeping beside her, she smiled at him, kissed him gently on the lips, he open his eyes and smiled at her.

"Good mornin darlin, are you feeling alright to go back to work?" He asked.

"Yes, I'm fine and after that plane ride home, you promise me you would get more into Ewing's Publishing and I know you know how to run a business, so are you going in with me today or do you want to stay here?" She asked getting out of bed and getting her clothes ready for the day.

"I'm going with you, I do own half the company." He said.

"Yes you do but you don't want to do this, I know you, you rather be a cowboy than a businessman."

"No, I don't, I want to be there for my wife as much as I can, if that means taking my brains and do something that I know how, I will then, I think you trying to involve everybody into Ewing's Publishing is wonderful, we can build this company for the family, our family, something to pass on to our children."

"Yes, but daddy want that for us with Ewing Oil, I won't do that, I will not let a company take me from my family." She said going into the bathroom, Hunter following her, while she turn the water on in the shower.

"I know you wouldn't do that." He said, she got undressed and hopped into the shower.

"Well, I want you there but if you don't, I'll understand." She said.

"I do want to be there, I help you started that company and I do want to help you run it." He said lending against the counter-top listening to her, she finished came out of the shower and kissing him passionately.

"Okay, I love you." She said dabbing herself off.

"Here let me help you with your back." He said dabbing her back gently.

"I love it when you take care of me like this." She said giving him a seductive kiss, she kissed him for the longest time, she parted their lips with her tongue, he was speechless, she smiled that Ewing's smile and started to get dress, "I told you I love it when you take care of me." She said blowing him as kiss and walking into the bedroom, he was dramatized for a few minutes before coming too and deciding to take a shower himself.

Cassidy was getting her makeup and hair done, she was glad to be going back to work, but she hasn't about there being a pile of papers and the meetings with the clients but with Hunter there, it would be more fun, she called out that she was going downstairs. She walked downstairs and noticed that everybody was at the table already.

"Good morning everyone." She said coming in the dining room.

"Good morning babydoll, how are you feeling today?" JR asked pulling her chair out for her, she thank him.

"Wonderful daddy, how are all of ya'll?" She asked.

"Fine" Everybody said.

"Where's Hunter?" Sue Ellen asked.

"He's still upstairs getting ready, he's going into the office with us today." She said.

"He's what?" Both JR and Sue Ellen said in disbelieve.

"Momma, Daddy, don't get so dramatic about it, he does own half of our company, he just wants to help out more." She said as she started to eat, they started eating and Hunter joins them a short time later, he came in all dress in a business suit, which turn Cassidy on alot.

"Hello everyone."

"Hey gorgeous, you look handsome in your suit." Cassidy said kissing him.

"Thank you darlin, I was thinking we could go in early and you show me around and let me pick my office out." He said.

"I think that would be perfect." She said, "I'm ready now if you are, unless you're hungry." She said smiling.

"Well, I think we could pick something up in town."

"Okay, we see ya'll later, uncle Bobby, that thing we was discussing, I need to talk to you more about it." She said, he nodded in agreement, everybody was curious about what they was talking about,

At Ewing's Publishing, Cassidy and Hunter walked in and noticed Stephaine was waiting for them.

"Hey Steph, what's up, why are you doing here so early?"

"Cliff Barnes is in your office, he wants to talk about those shares of Ewing's Oil, parently Bobby won't give him those shares."

"Good then, I have something I wanted to do with them anyway, will you hold my calls and tell my uncle and parents to come in when they get here."

"Yes Cassidy, did ya'll have a good honeymoon?"

"Well, we had our ups and down but overall, it was a pretty interesting one, I say." Cassidy said smiling at Hunter.

"We did have a pretty interesting honeymoon, we was angry at each other, then Cassidy ended up in the hospital and then some ex-girlfriend of mine showed up and made Cassidy right down angry but we made up on the plane." He said rubbing her arm, her face was flushed.

"Come on darlin, I want to get that Barnes out of my office as fast as we can." She said, "Talk to you later Steph."

"Alright"

Cassidy and Hunter started to walked down the hall to her office, she swing it open and it was Cliff Barnes standing there.

"What the hell can I do for you now?" She said as she came in.

"Oh, that's a nice warming, sound like your daddy." He said.

"I'm just like my daddy, I was taught to hate ya'll, I do hate you, I decided not to sign those shares over to you, I had Uncle Bobby hold on to them, I wanted to something nice for a change and something awful to you, for bring that Tramp back to Dallas, what is old Mandy up to now days?"

"What does it concern you?" He asked smartly.

"It don't have a damn thing to do with me, I was just curious." She said.

"Why won't you sign those shares over?" He asked.

"I can't, I'm only 22, I won't even be 23 til September, which is about two months away." She said, "But, those are my shares, I can do anything with them I want except sign them over to you, my granddaddy gave my daddy's oldest child which is me, not John Ross those rights to those shares and I have a feeling that I'm gonna get some use out of them." She said laughing, Hunter loved this woman's mind, he knew she had everything worked out, she was gonna get Ewing's Oil back to the Ewing's, it was one of the things they talked about.

JR, Sue Ellen, Lucy and Bobby decided to ride together to Ewing's Publishing. They came in and Stephaine stopped them.

"JR, Sue Ellen, Bobby, Cassidy wants to see you when ya'll got here, Cliff Barnes is in her office, he madder than hell over those shares of Ewing's Oil." She said.

"Thanks Stephaine" JR said, "Come on ya'll" They started walking toward her office and they heard her talking inside, JR smiled to himself, she could take care of herself, he swing the door open and she was smiling proudly at him.

"About time ya'll show up, I was starting to get worried." She said smiling.

"Well, you know us Ewings, we like to make a big impression everywhere we go." JR said smiling back at her.

"I better get on with these shares we talking about her, uncle Bobby did sign those shares back over to me, which means, I can give them or sell them, I'm giving them away, I don't have any use for them but I know somebody here does, so I'm giving my shares to..." She said cutting off and smiling big at JR. "I'm giving them to daddy."

JR and Cliff both a shocked on their face not including the others.

"What are you talking about darlin? You're giving me those shares, I don't want those shares." JR said, Sue Ellen was getting worried about her decision, Bobby was smiling big, he knew about it and wanted to help JR get back Ewing's Oil.

"I want daddy to take my shares and run Ewing's Oil with Cliff because I know that Ewing's Oil belongs to the Ewings and I know daddy has way to get Ewing's Oil back and I know after this he will give up some of my shares and that shares he gets from Cliff and spread around the family, momma, Lucy, Hunter, grandma, Clayton, Bobby, Christopher and of course to John Ross, who deserves them." She said, Cliff's face got red mad, he stood up and face Cassidy, Cassidy was smiling big at him.

"Ewing, I get you back for doing this." He said, she lend over her desk to come right up to his face.

"Life's a bitch Cliff, but try you best at revenge, I know how to take it." She said in her southern, seductive tone of voice that made JR's hairs on his arm stand up, he hated it, sound just like him, Cliff gave her a evil look and started to go out but not before Cassidy added, "Say hello to your new partner, I have enough shares to make him a board member." She said smiling grinnishly at him, he just walked out of the office, Cassidy started to laugh, Bobby came around to her.

"You did great Cassidy!!" He said, she gave him a hug.

"Well, I use my mind and I don't think he capable of hurting me without hurting himself."

"Cassidy, I don't want to run Ewing's Oil." JR said sitting down in a chair, Sue Ellen was quite, she didn't know what quite to say.

"I don't want you running it either but I know you are the only person who can get Ewing's Oil back and after you do that, I want it to be a family company, I want you to give shares to everyone including Lucy, Hunter, Clayton and grandma, Bobby, Christopher, Momma, and especially to John Ross because he deserved them more than anybody, that his company, actually it was my company, I didn't wanted it and you was gonna give it to John Ross instead." She said, "Also, you need something evil to do and this is a perfect project. Uncle Bobby is gonna help you, he knows something that Cliff has been trying to get and somehow I wanted ya'll to get those other 75 shares, I only own 25 as its stated in Jock's will." She couldn't never have the gut to call Jock "Granddaddy".

"Yes, it is stated in daddy's will that that my oldest child is allowed 25 shares of Ewing's Oil, no matter what, and that is you but the will does say you can sell them or give them if you please but only when you turn 25 Cassidy, you aren't allowed to those shares. Bobby and I are." He said.

"Bobby is the one who sign them over to you daddy." She said smiling.

"Yes JR, Cassidy asked me to do this and I can't say no to her, she was like a daughter to me." Bobby said defending Cassidy, "So, tomorrow you're in Ewing's Oil but after we get it back its ours not just yours." He said.

"Trust me, I don't want it, but since ya'll do want it, I'll help." He said looking at Sue Ellen who was still confused about the whole ordeal, "Darlin, are you alright?" He asked Sue Ellen.

"Yes JR, I'm fine, I'm just little confuse about this. Cassidy, the last time Cliff was here you told him that you didn't want the shares and neither did your daddy or Uncle Bobby, what changed your mind?" She asked.

"Lets just say that I'm being what I am, an Ewing and I want everything that belongs to the Ewings with the Ewings and Cliff Barnes can't stop me." She said fixing herself a glass of water, Sue Ellen felt something bad was gonna come from this.

Over the next couple of days, everybody got settled into their offices and JR and Cliff was at each others throats about deals and JR was making progress with bring back Ewing's Oil to the Ewings. Cliff was in his office talking to somebody on the phone

"Yes, I want you to scared her, you know JR Ewing's daughter, Cassidy Ewing Wade, you know she owns Ewing's Publishing, I know she working late tonight there and I want you to go there and scare her, this is my revenge for bring her daddy back in this company, make her so scared that she won't even step foot out of Southfork. You got that?" He said.

"Yes sir, I have somebody there tonight after everybody leaves." He said.

"Thank you" He said hanging up the phone and smiling to himself.

Hunter and Cassidy was having a romatic dinner inside her office, they had brought stuff from The Cheesecake Factory and from Pierre's. They started to eat and talked, Hunter had been shopping today and brought her something.

"I brought you something today." Hunter said handing her a black box.

"You didn't have to buy me anything."

"Well, since we're having a baby, I thought you would like something." He said, she open it up to reveal a sterling silver necklace and on it was two baby shoes in gold tones, she became very emotional over it.

"Hunter, you didn't have too." She said.

"Well, I don't know what we having so I brought both baby shoes and since you like both silver and gold, I brought in a two-tone." He said, the music started to play in the background, one of their favorites, "Mrs. Ewing, could I have this dance?"

"Yes" was all she could get out as he held his hand out for her, she took it and they started to dance across the office, he pulled her closer to him, he whisper in her ear.

"I love you so much, I don't know what I would do without you or that baby." She pulled from him and looking into his blue sparkling eyes, that was shining pure happiness.

"I love you too. Don't worried you won't have to worried about that ever." She said tears coming down her face as she pulling him back close to her, they continued to dance holding on other, never wanting it to end.

JR and Sue Ellen was in their office, they decided they wanted just one for them, they was giving each other looks all day long, they wanted each other. Finally, Sue Ellen couldn't take it anymore and move over to him and took his Stetson and threw it across the room and started to kiss him passionately as she straddling his waist.

"JR, those looks you been giving me all damn today are starting to wear me thin, I want you now." She said smiling at him, that all it took, he slipped her shirt up and took her panties off.

"Thank god these walls are thick." He said as he laid her down on his desk and started to make love to her, Bobby came by the office and heard noices inside.

"Good Lord, no wonder they wanted an office together." He said laughing as heading home.

11:30 pm, Ewing's Publishing, Cassidy decided to stay late and work on something, Hunter had suggested to stay with her, but she said that she would be alright, she was gonna read some new things and catch up, she had her chair turned toward the window with her feet resting on the window seal, reading some papers, she lend her head back against the back of the chair and closed her eyes, these stories reminded her of wonderful days of her youth, when she was around seven, she remember this time that her and Sue Ellen was having a day out to their selves, they decided to the park and relaxed for a day of being with each other.

Flashback

1975

"Hey babydoll, you wanna to take a strolled along the pond here?" Sue Ellen asked as she smiled at her, Cassidy smiled back at her and got up to go over to her, Sue Ellen ran her fingers through her long arburn hair, Cassidy held her hand out for Sue Ellen, she tooked it and they walked along the pond, "How are you babydoll? Are you okay with staying with Jennifer and Walker?"

"Yeah, I guess, its wierd though, I mean, it ain't you or daddy, I want you and daddy, but I know what we discussed." She said lowing her head, Sue Ellen bend down to her to face her, she smiled at her beautiful face.

"We'll be a family one of these days, just patiently with daddy, he make everything right, okay." She said.

"What about if he don't? I bearly get to see him anymore, its like he don't care anymore." She said as she started to cry, Sue Ellen took her in her arms and said.

"Don't ever say that, you daddy loves you more than you can describes, he tells me how much." She said wiping away Cassidy tears and her own.

"Then why don't he comes and see me anymore?"

"Babydoll, daddy's busy with things, come on, I don't want to hear you cry anymore because it makes momma cry, do you want momma to cry?" She asked.

"NO, never" She said

"While don't we go and sit on the bench and us talk. Okay." She said talking her hand and walked over to the bench and took her into her lap and hugged her, Sue Ellen looked over her shoulder and saw JR smiling at her holding a single yellow rose and something behind his back, she smiled back at her, he decided to come after all, Cassidy looked up and saw JR there smiling at her.

"Daddy!!!!" She said jumping into his arms.

"Babydoll, I missed you so much." He said sitting down beside Sue Ellen and handed her the rose and kissed her.

"Do you bring me anything?" Cassidy asked hopefully.

"Of course I did, you getting to be a spoilt as your momma, expecting something everytime, I might have to break that." He said handing her the box, she open it up and reveal a teddy bear that was dress up like a cowgirl with the hate and the jacket and the boots.

"Thank you daddy" She said hugging him, "I love it"

"I thought that you would." He said, "It remind me of my little cowgirl." He said, Sue Ellen smiled at him and acting very shy, he didn't care so much about Ewing's Oil because she knew Jock wanted him there today and he was here instead.

"I love you JR, you don't know how much this means to me." She finally said.

"I love you too darlin." He said kissing her.

"Why do ya'll kiss everytime I'm around." She said looking away, JR looked at her and started to tickle her, she just started to laugh, Sue Ellen and JR both started to laugh.

"Because darlin, you bring the love out in us." Sue Ellen said as JR kept tickling her.

End of Flashback

Her thoughts was interrupted by somebody in the main hall, there wasn't supposed to be noone in the hall, she was the only one, everybody had went home, she sat the papers down and went over the door and open it and walked into the main hall, she didn't see anybody, but what she didn't noticed was somebody sneaking into her office, she looked up and down the main office and didn't see anybody. She walked back into her office and after she shutting the door, the mystery man grabbed from behind and putted his over her mouth keeping her from shouting, Cassidy was terrified, tears started to come down her face and the man dragged her over to the sofa and threw on it and got on top of her before she could move out of the way and started to rip her clothes off, she started to scream, so hit slapped her hard across the face, she started to wrestled with him as he started to take off her mini-shirt off.

"Get off of me you bastard!!!" She said scream, he hit her hard in the stomach.

"Shut up bitch!!" He said, she was in pain from that hit, she kept screaming, he took out his gun and knock her over the head with it, not knocking her out completely, as he was to do, he rip off her panties and her bra, she was so scared, he started biting her and started to rape her, she just cried, she scream a couple of times, but everytime he would hit her in the stomach, he rip off the necklace Hunter had brought her, he was getting so rough with her, she never felt this much pain in her life, her stomach was hurting, she knew she had a broken rib, her head was bleeding.

"Stopped it, please, what did I do?" She said pleaing with him.

"You know what you did, I'm just here to punished you." As he slapped her again hard across the other side of her face as he kept raping her, she scream some more but he would hit her but this time in her side of her ribs, when he got finished with her, he hit her again in the stomach and noticed she started to bleeding everywhere, she was already passed out from the pain and the lost of blood, he took her from the couch and laid her on the floor and put a blanket over her and left the office.

Some Time Later

As Cassidy gain some consciousness, she realized that she was laying in her own blood, she was losing alot blood, her stomach was hurting and her head hurt, she slowly made her way to the phone, she was getting fainter and fainter as the blood was coming out everywhere, she had two cuts on her face and around her lips, she knew she was bleeding everywhere else, her stomach hurted, she pulled the phone off of her desk and dailed Southfork, after what seem like eternally somebody came on.

"Hello, JR Ewing here"

"Help me daddy" Cassidy said dropping the phone and collasping in the puddled of her own blood, her last thoughts was of Hunter, Sue Ellen, and JR.

"Cassidy, Cassidy" JR said and was getting no answer, he had a horrifed look on his face.