For Me This Is Heaven

Chapter 5

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Sirius sat in Muggle Studies, trying to pay attention to what Professor Douglass was saying.

"Sirius," Professor Douglass called.

"Yes Professor?"

"Can you tell me the function of an electrical outlet?" Sirius racked his brain.

"Um, it's for providing power."

"To what, Mr. Black?"

"Stuff that's plugged in."

"Correct," Professor Douglass went back to teaching.

Susie sat in the back of the class. She was sitting with Remus in the back. Remus was actually paying attention, whereas Susie was doodling on a piece of parchment. She saw a piece of paper fly from Sirius' desk and make it's way back to hers.

"Now who can demonstrate the function of a match? This is simple people!" Susie raised her hand. Professor Douglass handed her a match. Striking it against the box, she set the tip of the match on the piece of paper, setting it aflame.

"Good job Ms. McFasley, but I think you burned one of your parchments, is that alright?"

"Oh don't worry Professor, it was nothing important." She saw Sirius' face fall at her words. Sitting back, she continued to take notes for the rest of class.

"Don't forget, a test next week on electricity, and I want a 2 foot essay on transportation and communication in Muggle England," Professor Douglass dismissed the class. Sirius followed Susie out of the class as she walked to DADA. She turned around, noticing him there.

"Why are you following me Black?" she snapped.

"As if you didn't know, we both have Advanced Auror DADA right?" Susie rolled her eyes.

"Ugh, well can you at least not make it seem like you're following me?"

"Susie, doll, don't flatter yourself, how do you know I wasn't following someone in front of you." Susie turned back around.

"Yeah, the empty corridor."

"Well Susie, you can't always assume, not everyone wants you, well not like I do."

"And how do you want me Black?"

"I want you to go to Hogsmeade with me."

"How about this, I'll go with you, if you get Lily to say yes to James." Sirius' jaw dropped open.

"But that's never gonna happen."

"Sirius, darling, never say never." She walked off, leaving Sirius behind. He found her in DADA, sitting down next to her.

"Black, leave me alone!"

"Susie, I'm just trying to learn, plus sitting here is giving me a better view of the board."

"What's your next class?"

"Double NEWT Potions, with Slytherin."

"UGH, am I gonna have to see you all day?"

"Of course you are! There's no avoiding Sirius Black, if I want something, I'll get it."

Susie rolled her eyes, and spent the rest of the class period ignoring Sirius. When the Professor dismissed the class, Susie was the first one to speed out of the class, desperate to not have Sirius follow her to class again. This was getting pretty annoying, this Sirius following her thing. It was like, he wouldn't leave her alone till she said yes.

Walking into Double NEWT Potions, she looked around, spotting an empty seat. The seat taken next to it was none other then Chase DeSantos. With a smile, he beckoned her to sit next to him. Rainzzi and Rabastan were sitting next to them, with Lucius and Severus on the other side. Professor Saylor came up to them.

"Susie McFasley, what are you doing sitting with a Slytherin?"

"Professor," Rainzzi spoke up, "she's friends with us."

"Ah, well, I suppose that's alright, but aren't you in Gryffindor?" Susie nodded.

"Yes sir, I am, but I am friends with them."

"Well, that's good, at least you're hanging out with your kind, Pure bloods." He scrunched his nose up, as in disgust, and then went back to the front of class. Chase leaned down and whispered in her ear, "Don't worry about him, he's got this whole pure blood thing down, obsessed with having only pureblood wizards."

"Well yeah," Rabastan put in, obviously hearing their conversation, "I mean, who needs those mud bloods and half bloods. Wizards should only be pureblood!"

"Rabastan, we didn't ask for your opinion," Chase said. Rabastan glared at him.

"You're lucky Rainzzi puts up with you." Chase shrugged.

"Ignore him sometimes. Anyways, how do you like Hogwarts so far?"

"Oh, it's great. I love it."

"I'm glad you do. Are you sure your Gryffindor friends aren't going to be mad cause you're hanging with Slytherins?"

"Oh, they'll be fine, most of my friends from Gryffindor aren't in this class, they're in another one, but I'm actually avoiding someone." As if right on cue, Sirius walked in, looking around. He looked at Susie sitting with Chase and scowled, sitting down next to a girl from Gryffindor. Professor Saylor called the class to attention and began to lecture.

"Why are you avoiding Sirius?" Chase whispered quietly.

"Because he always bothers me and asks me out. I mean, I'd consider, maybe, if he wasn't so bloody arrogant. And all these girls are saying I'm lucky and everything. Personally, any one of them could take my place, I'd gladly give it up." Chase smiled and listened to Professor Saylor.

"For the rest of the year, you'll be with one partner. I'll be pairing you up myself." He proceeded to read down the list, carefully not pairing up any Slytherins and Gryffindors. "Sirius Black and Susie McFasley." Susie groaned, putting her head on the desk. A whole year partnered up with Sirius Black. This was going to be horrible. Reluctantly, she picked up her bag and saying good-bye to Chase and Rainzzi, she went and sat down next to Sirius.

"So, can we at least be at a truce for Potions?"

"Maybe if you stop being so arrogant, I'd actually take you up on your Hogsmeade date, but you're not and I don't think you'll ever be."

"Please concoct this potion, and Gryffindors, can you actually do it right? Ingredients and instructions on the board." Professor Saylor instructed, tapping the board with his wand. Susie set to work, mixing the ingredients in their cauldron.

"Susie, look I'm sorry, if you really want me to change, I'll try."

"Actions speak louder then words Sirius." She added the last ingredients and was satisfied as the potion bubbled and turned a shade of purple, like it said on the board. Putting it in beaker, she corked it up.

"Thanks for your help on the potion Sirius," she called over her shoulder. Sirius groaned. The nerve of that woman!

"Yeah, if you had let me help!"

He heard Professor Saylor praising Susie on the potion. "You would've made a great Slytherin, Miss McFasley," he said, putting her potion on a shelf behind him. Sirius grimaced.


Remus went into the library, planning on doing some homework. Sitting down, he noticed a girl with wavy brown hair, currently put up in a bun and emerald green eyes. She smiled as she looked up from her book. It was a book about werewolves. He didn't say anything, only started on his homework for NEWT Astronomy, which was harder then he thought it would be. The girl got up and took the seat across from him.

"You're Remus Lupin right?" Remus looked up and nodded.

"Yes I am, and you are?"

"Oh, I'm Nicky Miller, I'm a 5th year in Gryffindor."

"Ah, I see you're reading a book about werewolves."

"Oh yes, they fascinate me, I'd love to meet a real one." Remus' face was expressionless. You're talking to one right now he thought.

"I heard they're quite the characters," he said with a smile. This girl was nice, and quite attractive. Of course, not like Vicky, but then again, who really was as attractive as her. The only one who he really found as beautiful as Vicky was Susie, but of course, she was one of his close friends. He had feelings for her, as a friend. Maybe he liked her just a little bit more then friends. Of course, he knew Sirius was after her and Sirius would never forgive him if he ever asked Susie out, like she'd say yes anyways.

"So, Hogsmeade weekend, do you want to go with me?" Nicky asked him with a smile.

"Yeah, I will," Remus answered after a few minutes. If he wanted to forget about Vicky, for the time being, he'd have to date around.

"Great, now I see you're doing Astronomy, I think you're looking in the wrong section." For the rest of the time, Nicky and Remus worked on his astronomy.


James came into the common room, at about 9:30. He had just served detention with Professor McGonagall. He spotted Susie laying down on the couch. She was reading a book. Sirius was on the other side, doing some homework and Vicky was sitting in front of the fire, obviously lost in her own world. He decided to sit with Vicky.

"Hey Vics," he said with a smile as he sat down in the chair opposite her.

"Hi James, how was detention?"

"Oh, I had to clean McGonagall's House Champion Cups. The muggle way too." He grimaced at the thought.

"So, how are things with you and Adam?"

"Oh they're going great." A happy smile formed on her face.

"Well that's good." James spotted Sirius getting up and going to sit next to Susie. Vicky looked over at the same time, an amused smile forming on her face. She put a finger to her lips so they could listen.

"So Susie, I was wondering if you still wanted to go to Hogsmeade with me."

"Didn't I say no before??"

"Well yes, but I was thinking maybe you changed your mind."

"Why would I do that?" She looked over at James and Vicky who were looking at them with amused smiles. "Um help," she called in their direction. James and Vicky got up.

"I think I'm going to bed," James said.

"Yes I'm feeling a little tired," Vicky said at the same time. Both went up the stairs hurriedly. Susie rolled her eyes.

"Is this some kind of conspiracy against me?" She got up, shutting her book, leaving Sirius behind. Going up the stairs, she saw Vicky still up.

"Vicky, are you doing that on purpose??"

"Doing what?" she asked innocently.

"I KNEW IT!" She pointed an accusatory finger at her. "You're trying to get me to go out with Sirius!" Vicky shrugged.

"Maybe I am. Why won't you say yes??"

"Maybe if he deflated his bloody head and stopped being so bloody arrogant, I would!" Lily had woken up at that.

"Hey, I know how that feels Sus, with Potter asking me out all the time, that's annoying!"

Vicky turned on Lily. "But he likes you, if you would get to know him!"

Then, Susie and Lily turned on Vicky. "So, what about you?" Susie asked.

"What about me?" Vicky said with a shrug. "I'm with Adam."

"So you honestly have no idea, about," Lily asked.

"About what?" Lily turned to Susie.

"I told you, she has no idea. She's totally oblivious to the fact."

"What fact??" Vicky asked, clearly confused.

Susie turned to her. "Never mind Vics, if you can't see it for yourself, when it's so obvious, then you just need to find out yourself." She got into bed, getting under the covers. Vicky went to bed, clearly confused at what Lily and Susie had been talking about.


Sirius decided that he was going to try and make peace with Susie. If it meant becoming friends with her, then he'd do it. He was desperate, not just because of his bet with James, he was beyond that. He had fallen for Susie, and he had fallen hard. This was unlikely for Sirius, the guy who could get any girl he'd like, the one that just slept with girls and left them. He just couldn't get over the fact that the one girl he had fallen for had totally and completely rejected him.

He studied her as she walked into the common room. She hadn't noticed him yet, giving him time to watch her, not in a stalker way, just to observe and appreciate what he thought, was the most beautiful face.

He loved the way her black hair curled in all the right places, it was so touchable; he wanted to just bury his hands in it. Then there were her eyes, those gorgeous cobalt blue eyes, usually lined in smoky black, giving her an exotic look. His eyes raked over her body, with curves in all the right places, long tan legs and full firm breasts. He tore his eyes away from her chest, his eyes traveling over her curvaceous hips. He had been so busy staring at Susie, he hadn't noticed someone standing in front of him, trying to get his attention. It was Ana. He looked up at the petite girl with a smile.

"Ana, what's up?"

"Well, are you in DADA?" Sirius nodded.

"Yeah, I am, why?"

"Well, I was just letting you know that I'm transferring to AA DADA, you have that class right?" He nodded again. "Okay, just making sure I knew someone in there."

"Well Susie, she's in that class. And so is James Potter, but he missed class today."

"Oh Susie, the girl you were just staring at, you had this dazed expression on your face." She cracked a smile. "She won't go out with you?"

"No," Sirius' expression darkened. "She says I'm too cocky."

"Well if it makes you feel any better, I say she doesn't know what she's missing." He stood up, giving her a friendly hug.

"Thanks Ana, I think I'm gonna go to class now." Ana watched him go, a sad smile on her face. He'd never go for me, it's obvious he goes for the gorgeous girls, like Susie. Plus she's not like me, not deaf.


Susie looked at her timetable as she sat in the Great Hall, having a piece of toast. She had NEWT Charms, Transfiguration for the Learning Auror, NEWT Astronomy and NEWT Herbology. She only had one Auror training class for the day, which was a relief. Those classes were extra hard and took twice as much work. Vicky sat down across from her, looking slightly ruffled up.

"Been with Adam?" Susie asked amusedly. Vicky nodded.

"He sort of pulled me into a broom closet while I was walking to breakfast." Remus sat down next to Susie at that moment, buttering up the piece of toast that had appeared in front of him.

"Morning girls, how'd you sleep?"

"I guess pretty good," Vicky replied.

"I didn't. I got conspired against last night." Remus looked at her with an amused smile.

"Sirius?"

"Grr, how'd you know?"

"I kind of figured. Why don't you give him a chance? I think if you do, he can change." Susie shrugged.

"Like I said to him the other day, actions speak louder then words." Sirius joined them for breakfast, followed by James, and an extremely grouchy Lily.

"Good morning Susie," Sirius said cheerfully, a little too cheerfully in Susie's opinion.

"What do you want Black?" she snapped. Sirius winced.

"Ooh, don't you think that's a little harsh?" Susie shrugged.

"Anyways, I'm going to class." Lily looked up.

"Sus, what classes do you have today?"

"I have," she looked down at her timetable. "I have NEWT Charms, Transfiguration for the Learning Auror, NEWT Astronomy and NEWT Herbology." She walked off, calling behind her, "I'll see you later." Everyone saw Chase DeSantos approach her and they walked off together. Sirius clenched his fist.

"How can he just charm her so quickly? They haven't even known each other very long."

"Well I'd say you gave her a bad first impression," Vicky told him. "Why are you so worried about her?"

"I thought it was obvious, I like her."

"You mean, you'd like her in bed," Lily corrected. Sirius shook his head.

"No, I think it's different with her. I really, really like her. She's not like other girls." He stood up. "Anyways I'm going to go walk around for a bit, I'll see you guys later."

Sirius walked toward the library, spotting Susie coming down the opposite way. Deciding to surprise her, he went into an empty broom closet. As she passed by, he grabbed her and pulled her in, shutting the door and putting a silencing charm on it.

"What the hell???" she exclaimed, hitting Sirius on the arm repeatedly.

"Hey, wait, I just brought you in here to talk." Seeing that it was Sirius, she narrowed her eyes.

"What's the meaning of this? Why are we in an empty broom closet?"

"I just want us to be friends, I'm tired of you hating me so much." Susie looked at his face, which had a pleading look. She gave in.

"Alright Black, we can be friends."

"Good," he stood up. "Firstly, can you call me Sirius?"

"Okay, Sirius." He smiled and held out his arm, which she took. He tried to unlock the door, which must've been locked from the outside. Shaking the door, he frowned, looking out the window. Class had already started.

"Um, I think we're locked in." He looked down at the mirror in his pocket, deciding to wait till he used it.

"What??" Susie let go of Sirius, and rattled the door knob. "Wonderful." She leaned against the wall, determined not to get angry at Sirius. All along, she had wanted to be friends with him, she had just not been impressed with his attitude and she had been too prideful to admit that she didn't really hate him.

Sirius sat down against the wall, next to Susie, and Susie slid down next to him.

"So now what?" he asked. Susie, feeling a little flirty, decided to see how Sirius would take it if she flirted with him.

"Well normally when I'm stuck in a broom closet with a guy, it usually involves snogging." Sirius stared at her. Was she flirting with him? He decided to play along.

"Well, how would you like it if that happened?" Susie shrugged.

"Well I don't really know. If it happened, I'd tell you." Now Sirius was confused. Was she inviting him to kiss her? He had wanted to do that so much, and now that she was practically inviting him to kiss her, he was a little hesitant. He stood up, pulling the mirror out of his pocket.

"Wait, you've had that all along??" She frowned.

"Well, yes, but I didn't want to bug James in class, he might get detention again." Leaning down, he called "James Potter," into the mirror. After a few minutes, James' face appeared in the mirror.

"What is it Sirius?" he whispered.

"Look James, I'm trapped in a broom closet with Susie."

"Trapped?" James raised an eyebrow.

"James!!"

"Alright, alright, I'll see if I can get out of class. If I'm not out, you're gonna have to hang tight till I get out of class. Hold on." James raised his hand. "Um Professor McGonagall, may I go to Madam Pomfrey?" He heard Professor McGonagall telling him no.

"Sorry mate, I can't. I'll see you after class." James' image disappeared from the mirror and Sirius stuffed it back in his pocket.

"Well, now what?" Susie asked. She had already stood up, and was standing at the door, looking out the window. Sirius decided to take a chance. Turning Susie around, he put his hands on her waist and slowly pressed her against the wall. She looked up at him.

"Mr. Black, are you going to kiss me?"

"I believe I am," he replied lazily before pressing his lips onto hers. He opened her mouth with his, pushing his tongue into her mouth. She sighed against his lips as they continued to kiss. Sirius' hands found their way under Susie's robes, his hand resting on her bare stomach under her shirt. Susie managed to pull Sirius' robes off, while he managed to get hers off. Looking at her in her plaid mini skirt and white wife beater, he gently got her to lay down on the floor, getting on top of her. He kissed her again, getting her shirt off all the way. Susie moved her foot, which got stuck in a bucket. She broke away from Sirius, looking at her foot. Wiggling it around, she giggled as it stayed there.

Sirius leaned over and pulled it off, throwing it behind them. They continued to snog, until the door flew open. Susie broke away from Sirius quickly, looking at who was at the door.

"Umm..."


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