For Me This Is Heaven
Chapter 6
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Well, the continuation of the cliffy, hope you enjoy! Ciao!! Also, in case you didn't notice, I didn't put Peter in here, cause well, he freaks me out, and I don't like him, so he's not here!
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James burst out laughing. This was too rich. Here was Sirius, on top of Susie, obviously snogging the life out of her. Their robes were near the door and Susie obviously had her shirt off because he could see her shirt sitting on top of their robes.
"I can't believe it! I never thought you'd pull something like this Sirius!"
"No, actually I didn't plan it, it just happened," Sirius tried to cover up what he had had in mind all along. Susie hadn't seemed to notice.
"Well Susie, get a shirt on, guys, get your robes back on. You already missed Transfiguration and McGonagall wasn't too happy about that." James threw them their robes and stepped out of the closet, letting them put their stuff on. Susie came out first, smoothing her hair down, which had gotten messed up. Sirius came out after her, grinning, his hair hanging in front of his eyes again.
James grinned as he caught up with Susie, who had walked off quickly, meaning to go get her bag from her dorm and go to Charms quickly.
"So Susie, I never thought this day would come, I mean you despised him so much, and then you two get locked in a broom closet and snog. And now you're avoiding him."
"It's complicated James," she said, nervously toying with her hair. "Anyways, I have to go, I'll see you later." She sped up and walked off, heading towards the Gryffindor common room. Sirius caught up with James.
"Where's she going?" James shrugged.
"So what exactly happened in there? Tell me everything too."
"Well," Sirius paused, "I pulled her in the closet and asked if we could be friends. Then she said yes and then I found out we were locked in. Then, the weird thing is, she started flirting with me, it was strange. Then I called you, and then I kissed her and you know the rest. We were snogging on the floor and then that's when you caught us." James peered at him.
"Now Susie's avoiding you, I don't know why. She said it's complicated and she was toying with her hair. That usually means she's nervous."
"Why would she be nervous?"
James shrugged. "Maybe it's cause she's confused or something. Some kind of weird girl thing, I guess."
"Chicks are weird," Sirius said, clearly confused on Susie's feelings for him.
"Uh huh," James said agreeing. "So we're both clearly after chicks we can't have."
"Correction James, I just kissed Susie, Lily won't even let you go near her."
"Shut up man." Sirius just grinned.
Susie rushed into Charms. "I'm sorry I'm later Professor Flitwick," she said, breathing hard. He waved her in and marked something on a piece of parchment. Susie sat down next to Vicky, who scribbled something on a piece of paper.
What happened in Transfiguration? James said he had to go get you and Sirius, and then rushed off. Susie turned pink.
Umm, I kind of got locked in a closet with Sirius. Vicky's jaw dropped.
What happened????
We... we snogged... Vicky clapped her hand over her mouth and looked at Susie. Susie nodded.
Whoa, ummm, what happened??
Sirius rushed into the class with James at that moment, causing Professor Flitwick to notice Susie and Vicky writing notes.
"Miss McFasley and Miss Lafayette." Both girls looked up.
"Give me that note." Susie stood up and handed Professor Flitwick the note, who decided to read the note out loud. Susie turned red and sat down.
"Now, let me see here. It says 'What happened in transfiguration? James said he had to go get you and Sirius, and then rushed off.' Susie says here 'Umm, I kind of got locked in a closet with Sirius.' 'What happened????' 'we...we snogged...' 'Whoa, ummm what happened??' 'Well I said we could be friends and then we got locked in the closet and I was feeling kind of flirty so I flirted with Sirius and then we started snogging. He's a really good kisser, like he has really delicious lips' "Susie turned red and put her head down on the table. Sirius smirked, leaning back.
"Let me continue, it also says 'well I like him, I've always kind of had a crush on him, he's still a little big headed, but he's hot, what can I say? He's totally irresistible, I mean I acted like I hated him, but it's taken me a lot to just like jump on him and madly snog him.'" This read made Susie blush even more.
"I think that's enough. Girls, next time, please don't pass notes in my class, unless you want it read out loud. I see there's stuff in here that you don't want Mr. Black to see" Vicky smiled through her embarrassment and went up to the desk, getting the note and putting it in the trash can. Sirius looked over at Susie. Leaning behind her, he whispered in her ear, "Can I talk to you after class?" Susie shrugged.
"Sure Sirius," she took out her wand, preparing to practice the charms that Professor Flitwick had put on the board. After class, Sirius caught up with Susie, who was walking with Vicky to class. He pulled on her arm.
"Yeah, what is it?"
"Can I talk to you?"
"Sure," Susie said good bye to Vicky and followed Sirius. They went into an empty classroom, where Sirius locked the door and put a silencing charm on it. Susie had sat up on the unused teacher's desk, causing her robe to ride up, revealing her tan legs. Sirius took a deep breath and gulped, determined not to grab Susie and take her on that desk at that moment. Stuffing his hands in his pockets, he approached the desk.
"Look, I'm not exactly sure what's going on between us, I know I like you a lot."
"Well look Sirius, I like you, it's just, I don't know exactly what's going to happen between us." Sirius looked kind of hurt.
"How can you not know?? We have chemistry! We snogged in a freaking closet!"
"So we snogged, does that mean anything, except that you could seduce me into your bed?"
"Look Susie, it's not like that, I know you've heard bad stuff about me, but it's different, you're different, you're not like the other girls." Susie hopped off the desk, readjusting her robes.
"I've heard that speech a million times Sirius. There's nothing you could do to prove that to me."
"Yes there is," Sirius grabbed Susie, pressing her roughly against the wall. Susie felt her breathing becoming unlabored and her heart slamming against her chest. Being this close to Sirius was driving her out of her mind. Sirius put his forehead against hers.
"Listen to your heart. I can hear it pounding. Can you hear mine? I know you feel for me, you can't hide it. I can't hide how I feel about you either." He let go of her. Susie blindly grabbed for the door, throwing it open.
"I've-I've got to g-g-go," she stuttered, running out of the classroom. Sirius sighed, running his hands through his hair. Then, locking the door, he left the class.
Remus was sitting in the library, waiting for Nicky. He had been meeting her here everyday. She would help him with Astronomy homework and he helped her with her Divination homework. Sighing, Nicky sat down, with 2 of her friends. The 2 other girls giggled as Nicky pulled out some of her books.
"I hope you don't mind that my two friends are here, they wanted to tag along," she said, motioning to her two friends. Pushing her hair out of her face, they started on their homework. Nicky looked up when one of her friends whispered something in her ear.
"Umm Remus," Remus looked up. "My friend wants to know if you'd introduce her to Sirius." Remus frowned at this. This always happened; girls wanted him to introduce them to Remus.
"Look, I'm sorry, but I think you need to just introduce yourself to him. When I do it, he just ignores the girls." He didn't want to crush the girl's hopes by telling them that Sirius was really not interested in anyone, besides Susie, so he kept quiet on that. The two girls got up, obviously disappointed, but Nicky stayed where she was.
"I'll see you guys later," she told them. She looked at Remus and smiled. "Hogsmeade tomorrow." Remus nodded.
"Yeah, are you ready? I mean, I hope I'm not too boring."
"Oh no," she laughed. "Of course not, if you were boring, I wouldn't be here with you in the library."
"Yeah," he ran a hand through his hair and went back to his homework. The reason he had been spending so much time with Nicky was to avoid Vicky and Adam, who were together more then usual for some reason. Plus, if he wasn't in the library, he was in the common room, and that's where Vicky always was. With a sigh, he zoned back to reality and scribbled down something for Astronomy.
James came in the common room, spotting Lily sitting in a chair reading a book.
"Hey Evans," he said, sitting near her. She didn't even look up from her book.
"What do you want Potter?"
"Well, I do want you to go to Hogsmeade with me tomorrow."
"NO! Would you bloody stop asking me? I'd never go with you!"
"Why not Evans? C'mon, just one date."
"Arrrgghh! Leave me alone!" She got up, slamming the book. "If you'd just deflate your huge head and stop being so bloody arrogant, then maybe I'd date you." James had to chuckle cause that's exactly how Susie sounded when she got mad at Sirius. Lily had already gone up the stairs and into her dorm, leaving James in the common room.
He sighed. Would she ever go out with him? He'd just keep asking till she finally said yes. He could already imagine it. Lily Potter. How did that sound? That sounded perfect!
Getting up, he decided to go find someone to talk to about Lily and his Lily Evans obsession.
Susie came into the common room, sitting down on a couch. She had some Charms homework she had to get done. She saw Remus come in. Giving him a smile, she leaned back down to do her homework. Remus sat down next to her.
"Hey," he said tiredly.
"Hey Rems, are you okay? You look a little tired."
"Oh, just next week is full moon." Susie gave him a sad smile.
"Well, I'm just glad your friends are there for you." She put her homework down and took his hand. "Just so you know, I'm here for you Remus, always." Remus smiled.
"Thanks Sus." They sat like that for a few minutes, until Remus stood up.
"Susie, I have something to ask you."
"Okay, ask away."
"Is it true that you snogged Sirius?" Susie let out a sigh and patted the seat next to her, beckoning Remus to sit. He complied and sat down next to her and Susie sat back against the cushions.
"Well yeah, it is. We snogged in a broom closet." Remus just stared at her.
"But I thought you hated him."
"Oh, I thought I hated him too, but when he asked if we could be friends, I just had to comply. And then, I kind of flirted with him because, well, I was stuck in a closet with Sirius Black. And then he kissed me and we started snogging and James caught us." Sirius and James walked into the common room, talking quietly. James spotted Remus and Susie, motioning at them. Susie said nothing, only stood up.
"I'm going now Remus, I'll see you in the morning." Sirius watched her give Remus a kiss on the cheek, his blood boiling with jealousy. Susie went up the stairs, pulling her black hair out of it's ponytail; her locks cascading down her back. Opening the dorm room quickly, she shut it behind her.
She leaned up against the door. This avoiding Sirius thing was getting harder and harder by the minute. But why did she need to avoid him? She was afraid, afraid of her own feelings for him. It was true that she had wanted him to kiss her, but she wasn't thinking about the consequences. Sitting down, she took out a piece of Muggle paper, writing a letter to Cherie, planning on sending it tomorrow.
Sirius let out a frustrated sigh. Why wouldn't Susie talk to him? He shouldn't of kissed her. In a way, he regretted it, but in a way, he didn't. Well he didn't regret that it felt really good to kiss her, well because she was the most amazing kisser, it had been like fireworks going on in his head. But then again, he sort of regretted ever kissing her in the first place because it was better, in his opinion, that she was talking to him and hating him, then being friends but avoiding him.
"Mate you really have to talk to her," James told him. "Otherwise, she'll just keep avoiding you." Sirius ran a hand through his hair.
"Alright, I will, tomorrow."
"In a broom closet?" Remus asked, with a slight smirk on his face.
"Shut up Moony," Sirius scowled and threw a pillow at him. Sirius left, telling them he was tired. James looked at him.
"So Moony, you want to hear more about Lily and how much I like her?" Remus groaned.
"Are you serious? James you're a bloody stalker. She's gonna get some restraining order on you soon enough." James shrugged.
"I like her a lot. So Remus, you still like Vicky?"
"Of course I still love her. But I think I'm starting to like someone else..."
Susie woke up. Today was Hogsmeade day. Getting up, she pulled a white wife beater and a pair of blue jeans on. Lily was still asleep, face down on the bed, her red hair sprawled all over the pillow. She went into the bathroom, getting ready and then she pulled on a sweater. With a giggle, Susie pulled Lily's covers over her and then chucked a book at her, hitting her in the arse. Lily jumped up, and Susie ran out of the room.
"SUSIE!!" she heard Lily yell as she made her way downstairs. Sirius was sitting downstairs when she got down there, sitting on a chair, staring at the fire. She tried to sneak past him, but her efforts were in vain.
"Susie, we really need to talk," he called from the chair. Susie sighed and sat down across from him. Sirius looked at Susie, her black hair down today and hoop earring in her ears. Her eyes, lined in the usual kohl black, only added to the effect. God how he wanted this girl.
"Well what is it? Or are you just gonna sit and stare at me all day?"
"Look Susie, I need to know, do you like me or not?"
"I told you this the other day, I do."
"Then what's the problem??" Sirius was getting exasperated.
"It's complicated." She stood up, flipping her long locks over her shoulder. "I've got to go, I'll see you later. She disappeared out the portrait, her hips swinging as she walked. Sirius, frustrated beyond belief, put his head in his hands. This was getting more difficult by the day.
Susie was in Honeydukes when she felt someone grab her from behind. Turning around quickly, her hand outstretched, the person grabbed her hand.
"Ah, ah, I wouldn't pull that if I were you," Rabastan Lestrange said with a smirk on his face.
"What the hell do you think you're doing? Don't you EVER touch me again, got it?" she hissed.
"Hmmm, I'll have to think about that," he called behind him, sauntering off. There was something about him that gave her the creeps. Deciding to keep it to herself, she wandered in and out of the rows, picking out a few things.
Sirius and James walked into Honeydukes, followed by Lily, who was alone and behind her was Adam, with his arm wrapped around Vicky. Remus had left them as soon as they had gotten to Hogsmeade, saying that he had a date to meet. Lily spotted Susie, but decided against calling out to her. Instead, she quietly made her way over to Susie, putting her hand on her shoulder. Susie jumped and turned around quickly, but relaxed when she saw that it was Lily.
"Lils, you scared me," she said, picking up the stuff that she had dropped on the floor. She wasn't used to so many people sneaking up on her.
"Sorry, I just didn't want to call your name because Sirius is in here. I know you're trying to avoid him and sort out your feelings."
"Oh, well thanks. I think I do need to talk to him though. I think I'm settled about it. I hope." Susie looked unsure. Lily gave her a hug.
"You'll do the right thing, you're Susie McFasley, remember?" Lily looked over Susie's shoulder, "Well, looks like you are, he's coming over here." Susie felt another hand on her shoulder and she turned around quickly.
"Susie, please, talk to me," he pleaded.
"Alright," she followed him outside. He led her into an alley next to the store. Susie leaned up against the wall, looking up at Sirius expectantly.
"Susie, what's going on with you?" he asked. "I can't understand how you're feeling, you're confusing me, I mean, we snog and then you avoid me, and then you tell me you like me but it's complicated, I mean can you please explain this to me-"Sirius was cut off by Susie's lips on his.
"Stop talking so much Sirius," she said against his lips. Sirius immediately responded, wrapping his arms around her waist. After a few heavenly moments, Susie pulled back, breathing heavily. She didn't know what had driven her to do that, but it had felt so good. Sirius was also breathing heavily, obviously surprised, but pleasantly surprised.
"Susie," he said, obviously confused.
"Sirius, I can't hide it anymore, I like you a lot." Sirius stared at her in astonishment.
"But I thought you were confused about something."
"I wasn't, I just said that. I was just afraid of getting hurt." Sirius pulled Susie into his arms.
"Susie, I will never hurt you, I promise." She looked up at him and smiled. Sirius leaned down and kissed her again, the cloudy sky suddenly turning a bright blue, just for a second, like a sign from the sky showing its pleasure.
And there you go! Their together!
Reviewers!!
moonlight1111: No problem! And thanks, well I had to get them together sometime. Don't worry, the relationship isn't all rainbows and butterflies. Wow, death, well I wasn't gonna make you a jealous bitch lol, but if you want me to kill you off then I will! Ummm, how do you want to die? Geez that sounded really bad haha, anyways thanks for the idea, I will definitly use it! And I'll check that story out. Love you too D
Scarlett December Black: Hehe cliffhangers are a way to get people to review D I love em, well in my stories! And thanks D
EW4eva: Thanks and okay, I'm going to do the stories so thanks for your support D
Nicky Black: Haha it's okay, and your welcome, now eventually she will have to go ( But do you want her to still stay in the story, i can make her stay in there, like as Remus' homework buddy! And that was the surprise D How'd you like it? And thanks for your compliments D I'm blushing )