A Heart and Soul's Wish

I wish I had the words,

To make everybody understand,

That I live between the worlds,

Love and Pain hand in hand,

Dark and Gory,

Hateful Glory,

Deep in my mind,

Where all the shadows lie,

The shadows of Eden,

That age-old garden,

Which were cast across my soul,

Filling me with empty love,

And dark depression,

My emotion and my empty love,

Are surpassed only by my pain,

So none will understand,

But in my heart and soul,

Love and Pain go hand and hand,

And If I could have,

Just one wish,

It would be,

That, at least my friends,

Could get a glimpse

Of the deeper me,

But they don't,

So Here I am,

Deep in my own mind,

Deep down way inside,

And I scream out to be saved,

But they just run and hide,

Leaving me empty and alone.

Even Kurama doesn't see the way,

See the way to the light,

This is Hiei,

and I finally lost my fight...