For Me This Is Heaven

Chapter 14

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Okay, so I hope you're enjoying this. I'm finishing chapters in like 2 nights, so I just keep going and not posting. Don't worry, I'll get it all posted up soon enough! And they're going back to Hogwarts! I know people are dying for them to go back to Hogwarts!

JJ

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After the party, Susie limped to the front of the house to wait for her friends. She had spent a good amount of the party dancing with guys her age, her grandfather obviously trying to 'hook her up' with some of his employees' sons. With a sigh, she sat down in the foyer. The majority of the people had left. Finally Sirius came out, with Ronnie.

"Where's everyone else?" Susie asked.

"Well, Lily and Vicky went to Remus' house for the rest of vacation, so it's just me and you," he said with a grin. Back at Ronnie's flat, Ronnie immediately went to bed.

"I'm tired," he told them before heading off to his room on the other side of the flat. Ronnie's flat was almost like a penthouse, taking up almost all of the top floor.

Susie was on her bed when Sirius came in. She was still dressed, her feet hanging over the edge with shoes attached. Sirius knelt down and took her shoes off for her.

"Oh thanks Sirius, my feet are aching." He got up on the bed next to her and put his head on her stomach.

"Susie?"

"Yes Sirius?"

"Do you love me? Honestly, do you?"

She looked at him. "How could you ask me such a question? Of course I do!"

"Good, I love you too," he said smiling. Susie stretched out to turn on her muggle stereo, which blasted an old dance song. She picked up off the bed, pushing Sirius off her and pulling him up to dance.

"We only got to dance one dance," she said. The music blared softly in the background as they slow danced across the carpet and Susie listened to the words.

There's a song in the land of the lily,

Each sweetheart had heard with a sigh

Over high garden walls this sweet echo falls

As a soldier boy whispers good-bye:

Smile the while you kiss me sad adieu

When the clouds roll by I'll come to you

Then the skies will seem more blue,

Down in Lover's Lane, my dearie.

Wedding bells will ring so merrily

Ev'ry tear will be a memory

So wait and pray each night for me

Till we meet again.

Tho' good-bye means the birth of a teardrop,

Hello means the birth of a smile.

And the smile will erase the tear blighting trace,

When we meet in the after awhile

When the music ended, another song started up again, this time, wordless.

"I like that song," Susie said as Sirius led the dance.

"It was okay," he shrugged.

"It was romantic," she said with a sigh. Sirius chuckled. Susie was a concealed hopeless romantic. When the song ended, instead of Sirius pulling Susie into another dance, he pulled her closer to him, kissing her.

Eventually they wound up on the bed, Susie blindly undoing Sirius' tie and shirt. They were both still dressed in their party clothes. Sirius fumbled with the lacing in the back of Susie's dress, which covered the zipper that would fully enable him to remove the garment from her body.

Finally, Susie had gotten Sirius' tie off. She reached behind her, unlacing the laces. Sirius practically yanked the string out trying to get the dress off. When he reached the zipper, he carefully slid it down, trying not to ruin Susie's dress. He knew she was quite partial to the dress.

Susie undid the buttons, eager to run her hands all over Sirius' well defined chest. Sirius lifted Susie's dress up and over her head, throwing it on the floor. Running his hands down her legs, he stopped to remove the panty hose she wore. Once finished, he took off the black corset top she had put on under the dress, untying the laces one by one. Susie got all of Sirius' buttons undone and Sirius slid it off his body, the shirt falling softly to the floor next to the dress.

With the corset off, Sirius began to place kisses on her stomach, making her gasp with pleasure. He finally settled on her collarbone, making her twist underneath him. He reached behind her, carefully unhooking her bra and throwing it behind him. He pushed her further up the bed; somehow, they had been at the base of her bed, about to fall off.

Susie reached below her, struggling with Sirius' belt buckle. Finally, she got it off, reaching to take his pants. Of course he picked this time to be a tease. When she reached to unzip his pants, he moved out of her reach, causing her to growl.

"Susie," he said. She looked up at him. "Patience, love. Patience."

"I'm not patient," she whined. He only smiled, reaching up to push a strand of hair out of her face. Sirius stood up, leaning over Susie's body. He began to trail kisses down her neck. Susie gasped and wrapped her legs around Sirius, who in turn, lightly bit her on the neck. She let out a small moan as Sirius began his slow trail down her neck, down to her collarbone and further down to her breasts.

When he placed his mouth on one of them, she let out a moan. Her back arched as his tongue did the naughtiest things to her breasts. Finally she couldn't take it anymore. Pulling him back down, she roughly pushed her mouth against his, shoving her tongue in his mouth. He let out a groan from the sudden onslaught on his mouth.

Finally, Sirius ended up on top of Susie, sucking on her neck. He smiled against her skin. Boy she's gonna have a ton of hickeys tomorrow, he thought. Susie reached down, her hands gliding down his back till she reached his boxers. Putting her fingers on the waistband, she wrapped her fingers around them and slid them off, revealing how turned on Sirius really was. She smiled. He had been putting his own pleasure off to pleasure her.

"Sirius," she breathed. He looked up at her. "Just do it. I want you to fuck me," she told him. Sirius couldn't hold it back anymore. At her words, he practically ripped her thong off and slid into her. She gasped when he pushed into her. When he had finally settled into her body, he began to move inside of her, thrusting in and out. She moaned with each thrust into her.

"Oh Sirius, don't stop," she moaned as he moved inside of her. Sirius stopped, right when Susie was about to reach her orgasm.

"Sirius," she gasped. He looked at her. Her body was already starting to quiver. He knew she was close to going over the edge.

"Susie, what do you want?" he asked her.

"I want you, I want you," she said, breathing heavily. He began to move inside of her again, making each thrust harder then the last.

"Susie," he moaned as he moved. This was enough to push Susie over the edge. Her body began to shudder and she cried out his name. After a few more pushes, Sirius was right there with her.

When they finished, Sirius slid out of Susie, lying next to her and kissing her brow. She sighed, turning to push herself up against Sirius' bare chest. Her breath tickled him as she fell asleep. He wrapped his arms around her and finally was able to get to sleep.

The next week was pretty much a blur of Susie and Sirius constantly going over to Remus' house. School was starting soon and Sirius decided to take Susie over to James' house to practice for Quidditch.

Once Susie was on the broom, she was perfectly fine. It seemed like it was natural instinct for her, the ability to ride the broom. Once Sirius had prepped and practiced, she was ready to play as Chaser. She had pretty much mastered to concept of throwing the Quaffle around and was a natural on a broom.

Susie took a whiff of the air as she walked down the hall to her first class. She looked over at Sirius, who looked unhappy to be at school.

"Finally, back at Hogwarts. I just love being here." Sirius just frowned.

"I liked being on vacation! The only thing I missed is Quidditch," he said with a grin. James hurried up to them.

"Sirius, team meeting." Sirius groaned.

"Now? I have to walk Susie to class."

"No, it's okay," she told him, "Go ahead." Sirius reluctantly followed after James, looking back at Susie. She smiled and blew him a kiss. Susie was halfway to her class when she was intercepted by Chase.

"Chase, hey." He came up beside her.

"Hey Susie, how was your vacation?"

"It was pretty good. Yours?"

"Mine was fine. Slightly boring at home. Look Susie, I have something to ask you and I don't want you to lie to me." She looked at him questioningly.

"Okay, ask away."

"Well, I want to know if Rabastan has been bothering you in a way." Susie flinched at the name.

"I don't know what you're talking about," she said after a few moments of silence.

"I know you're lying," he said quietly.

"Why?" she asked defensively.

"Because I asked Rabastan myself and he said every time he found you alone, he would feel you up." Susie looked ready to cry.

"He said that?" she asked. Chase nodded. She took a deep breath.

"Yeah he does."

"Why do you let him?? I mean, why don't you tell someone??"

"Because he knows! He knows stuff that I can't tell Sirius!"

"Like what??" Susie looked around and then, leaning over, whispered something in his ear.

"You cannot tell anyone!" she exclaimed when she saw his face.

"Remus Lupin? Are you serious?" Susie nodded.

Sirius mindlessly drummed his fingers on the desk while James droned on about team spirit.

"Sirius, earth to Sirius." Sirius snapped out of his daze. He looked around. Everyone had left. James was standing there, a grin on his face.

"We don't have to go to class, so I have to talk to you about something."

Sirius frowned and sat back, putting his feet on the desk he was sitting at.

"Okay, go on," he said.

"Well do you remember that bet we made in the beginning of the year?"

Sirius nodded slowly. He really didn't want to think about that. "Yeah I do."

"Well you won, what'd you want me to do?" A smile formed on Sirius' face. He knew exactly what he was going to do.

"I have the exact thing, but number one rule, we can't tell Susie we had a bet in the first place about her. That would be bad."

"Alright, so what are your terms?" Sirius smirked as he laid down the terms.

Meanwhile, Susie had been walking to Potions when she bumped into Rabastan Lestrange. She pulled her wand out.

"Get away from me Lestrange," she said. He looked at her.

"Lucky for you, I'm going to meet Rainzzi and I'm in a hurry, but I'll be seeing you soon," he threatened. She put her wand away as he disappeared down the hall. James appeared out of nowhere, blocking Susie's way. He looked defeated.

"Susie, I have to do everything you and Sirius tells me to," he said. She gaped at him.

"What the hell James? Get out of my way." He moved out of the way, but followed after her.

"Want me to carry your books? Your book bag?" She stared at him strangely but handed him her book bag, which he dutifully carried over his shoulder. Sirius came around the corner, looking at them with a grin. He approached the two, handing James his books. James took them with a scowl and Sirius walked with Susie.

"Sirius, what's going on?" she asked him.

"Don't worry about that. James will be there for a week."

A week later, James finally came out of the girl's dorm, where Susie had dragged him up there with all her books and clean laundry.

"How'd you like being in the girl's dorm?" Sirius asked with a smirk as James plopped into a chair.

"Ahhh serving Susie for a week is like torture!" he complained. Sirius' smirk disappeared off his face. Susie had been awfully distant for a while. Since they had come back from vacation, she had been distant. The last time they had ever really been intimate was the night of her birthday and that was 3 weeks ago. She wouldn't even let him kiss her. He would lean in and she would turn her face.

"Have you noticed that Susie has been really distant?" Sirius asked James. James shrugged.

"I dunno, but I noticed that she doesn't spend as much time with you as before and she doesn't let you kiss her anymore."

"Yeah, I know. I don't know what's going on with her."

"Me either mate. Maybe some kind of girl problem?"

"If you're thinking of her period, she wouldn't have it for 3 weeks."

"Well, maybe she's tired of you," James suggested, but immediately regretted it when he saw the look on Sirius' face.

"You really think she'd get tired of me??" he asked, almost anxiously. James felt weird. This was all new; he had never seen his best friend so hung up on one girl.

"No I don't think so, that was a stupid suggestion. Just forget I said that," he said quickly. Sirius stood up though.

"I'm gonna talk to her," he said.

"Now?" James asked. Sirius nodded and pushing his hair out of his eyes, he tried to go up the stairs, but the stairs turned into a slide, causing Sirius to fall right back down. He had an idea. Turning into his animagus form, he bounded up the steps and then transformed back, stopping at Susie's room.

Bursting through the door, he heard a scream and a scrambling of bodies. Most everyone was in bed, except for Susie, who was up, crying on her bed. Lily was on the bed with her, comforting her.

"I love him and I can't even tell him," she sobbed into Lily's nightshirt. Lily was stroking the back of her head, saying something to her. Sirius strode to the bed and Lily looked up.

"Sirius, what the hell are you doing in here?" Lily demanded. "How'd you get up here??" Sirius shrugged.

"Does it matter? I need to talk to Susie." Susie looked up, wiping tears from her eyes.

"What is it?" she asked.

"We need to talk," he told her seriously. She looked scared. She knew that she had been very distant with Sirius. He had tried to help her, trying to find out what was wrong, but she would push him away. Now he was going to dump her. He pulled her up off the bed and went down to the empty common room. Sitting down, he patted the couch next to him.

"Susie, I don't even know where to start."

"Just get it over with then," she said quietly.

"Get what over with?" he asked, confusion apparent on his face.

"Well you were going to dump me right?"

"No! Of course not! I made you a promise Susie and I don't plan on breaking it."

Susie breathed a sigh of relief. "Well what'd you need to talk to me about?"

He let out a sigh. "Look, this is hard to start out. Susie, I feel like we're getting distant. We barely spend any time with each other. The last time we were actually intimate was on your birthday and that was more then 3 weeks ago. I can understand if you don't want any sex or anything, but you won't even let me kiss you!"

"So this is what all this is about? You're not getting any, so you think that we're getting distant!"

"No! That's only one thing, but that's not everything. We don't even spend any time together."

"I'm sorry Sirius," she said, realizing that she had been avoiding Sirius for the last couple of weeks, "I just have a lot on my mind right now."

"Susie I want to be here for you, but you won't tell me what's going on. You won't even talk to me."

"Sirius, please, just hold me," she said, looking at him with such a look of hurt and anxiety that he gave in immediately. He pulled her into his arms, hugging her tightly against him. She started to cry, soaking his shirt with her tears. When she finally stopped crying, she closed her eyes, falling asleep. Sirius lay down on the couch, pulling her sleeping form down with him and falling asleep himself.

It had been a few weeks since Susie's emotionally unstable breakdown. Susie had recovered somewhat, not nearly as emotional as before. She still didn't want to be intimate with Sirius, but she still let him hold her and hold hands. She sometimes let him kiss her, but not too much. If it ever got too passionate, she pulled away. He loved her so much that he never got angry when she did that. He just knew he had to give her some time.

It was February 11, the day of the Gryffindor Quidditch team tryouts. Susie met Sirius on the pitch, where he had met with the team. Sirius led her over to meet the other team mates.

"Susie, this is Frank Longbottom, he's a chaser." He pointed at a tall, brown haired guy, with a grin on his face and laughing eyes.

"That's Mattie Welling, she's the other chaser." Mattie was a medium sized girl, who had red hair and brown eyes, a strange combination of hair and eye color.

"Here are our two Beaters, Gideon and Fabian Prewitt." Gideon and Fabian were twins, the only difference between the two was Gideon had green eyes and Fabian had blue eyes. Both were tall, blonde, and pretty handsome.

"And of course, I'm the Seeker and James is the Keeper/Captain of the team. I personally think that the Seeker on this team is the best looking guy around, what do you think?" Susie grinned as Sirius wrapped his arms around her waist.

"I agree," she told him.

"I'm glad you do," he said, leaning in to steal a quick kiss. James clapped his hands behind them.

"Alright, will the people trying out for the Chaser spot please line up. Thank you." Sirius let go of Susie, who rushed over to stand in line with the other 5 people. The team was sitting at a table on the side of the Quidditch pitch.

After the tryouts, everyone pretty much had an idea who would be playing Chaser. The team was in a meeting to decide.

"I think Susie should get the spot," Sirius announced.

"Well of course you do, she's your girlfriend," Frank complained.

"Yeah, but she's pretty good," Gideon commented.

"Well her parents were like Quidditch legends," Mattie said. Most everyone treated Mattie like one of the guys. She was the only girl on the team but the guys were all pretty protective of her.

"That's true. What about the other players?" James asked.

"Ugh definitely not Chad Russell, he kept losing the quaffle," Mattie complained.

"Definitely not that Daniel Brewster, he was having trouble staying on his broom," Frank commented.

The team spent about 10 more minutes contemplating who would be the new Chaser. James came out with the rest of the team. Sirius caught Susie's eye and winked.

"The new Chaser is Susie McFasley," James announced. Susie grinned and came forward. James handed her a pair of quidditch robes. She took them and everyone else applauded.

After the tryouts, Sirius found Susie talking to Mattie. Sirius put his arm around Susie's waist.

"Sorry Mattie, can I steal Susie from you?" he asked, grinning. Mattie laughed.

"Sure Sirius. I'll see you later Susie," Sirius pulled Susie away, but not before reaching over and ruffling Mattie's hair. She scowled but walked off.

"So is that how you always treat Mattie?" Susie asked.

"The whole team to be exact. She's like our little sister," he said, putting his other arm around her waist.

"Well she's not the only girl on the team now," Susie said.

"So I was thinking, me, you, and the Room of Requirement," Sirius said slyly. Susie frowned.

"I have homework."

"Well what about tomorrow?"

"Can't, studying with Remus and the next day is Quidditch practice." Sirius gave off an exasperated sigh.

"C'mon Susie! What is with you? You refuse to do anything anymore! You used to love sneaking out in the middle of the night and shagging in some random place and now you don't even let me kiss you! I thought I would give you time, but this is too long!"

"Okay, if I can't settle your needs, why don't you go back to your old ways and find some girl to put in your bed!" she yelled, pushing his hands off her waist and stalking off the Quidditch pitch. James and the Prewitt twins came up behind him.

"Mate, you messed up big time," Gideon commented. Sirius stuffed his hands in his pockets and walked back to the castle.

Susie's being weird huh? Told you she has problems. She has emotional problems, seriously. Anyways I'm writing the next chapter right now!

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