For Me This Is Heaven
Chapter 22
Hello all!
Well the second part of the Room of Remission, who knows, maybe Sirius and Susie will kiss and make up, or maybe they'll make up, kiss and not get back together, or maybe they'll just make up or maybe they'll just kiss...okay I'm shutting up now!
Disclaimer If you know who it is, I don't own it!
Susie made herself comfortable, ready to get everything out on the table with Sirius.
"Susie, I don't even know where to start," he started out. She pulled him next to her on the bed.
"Start after the rape," she told him quietly. He began to talk about how he was feeling, what had been going through his mind. Susie found herself in tears many times. They both talked for a while, each talking about each other's feelings and what they had been thinking at that moment. Then Sirius pulled Susie into his arms and just held her and they lay there for a long time, just staying in the warmth of each other's arms.
The room started to spin and then they were on the floor of the broom closet. Students were passing by to get to breakfast. Susie scrambled up and pulled out her wand.
"Alohomora," she said. The door flew open and she went outside, Sirius scrambling after her.
"Now what?" he asked her. Susie shrugged.
"I don't know," she said.
"Well do you want to go out again?" he asked hopefully. She opened her mouth, but then she looked at her watch.
"Sirius, we have to get to class," she exclaimed, grabbing his hand and pulling him to DADA. They ran and breathlessly slipped into their seats, just as class started. Susie groaned and put her head on the table.
I forgot my flipping book bag she groaned. She looked at Sirius, who raised an eyebrow. He lifted his hand.
"Professor we forgot our book bags, may we go get them?" The class laughed and the professor shook his head.
"Go," he said. Sirius and Susie got up and went out the door, walking back to Gryffindor Tower.
"Susie, I-," Susie held her finger to her lips. Someone was listening in on their conversation.
"Peeves," she exclaimed as the mischievous ghost swooped over them. He gave off what sounded like a giggle and then swept off.
"I have to get this out right now," Sirius told her. "Go out with me again?" he asked her. Susie was silent as they got to Gryffindor Tower. She went up the stairs to her dorm and was getting her book bag when she heard a shuffling and Sirius was at the door.
"I won't leave till I get an answer," he told her, advancing towards her. He caught up to her in a flash, wrapping an arm around her waist.
"How'd you get up here?" she questioned.
"Never mind that. Just gimme another chance," he begged. Before she could even respond, he had pressed his lips to hers. When they pulled away from each other, Susie put her head against his chest.
"I love you," she mumbled, but Sirius heard her loud and clear.
"I love you too," he told her, sweeping her into another kiss, backing her up towards the bed.
Half an hour later, they were lying on the bed, wrapped up in each other's arms, exhausted from their love making. Susie sat up, the sheet wrapped around her body.
"Sirius, we have to get to class," she exclaimed, jumping up and pulling her undergarments back on. She tossed Sirius' robe to him, which he pulled on. Gathering up their book bags, they rushed out of the dorms. Susie was running a hand through her hair as they ran to a class that they were 15 minutes late for.
James chuckled as they burst into Potions. Professor Saylor was not going to be happy. He frowned as they came into the class.
"Miss McFasley, Mr. Black, where have you two been?"
"Uhm, getting our book bags," Sirius answered, sitting down at an empty seat. Susie sat next to him.
"Detention always helps late people to catch up," Professor Saylor told them. "Three days detention for both of you with me." Sirius groaned and Susie shrugged.
James leant up behind them and whispered, "God Padfoot, get a comb, your hair is an absolute mess!" Susie looked over at his hair, which was sticking up everywhere. She giggled as she tried to smooth his hair, which was as unruly as James' at the moment.
When she finished, Sirius grabbed her hand and placed a light kiss on the palm. A note hit Sirius on the head. He let go of Susie and opened it.
You two going out again? It was from James. Sirius turned around and nodded, throwing the parchment back at him. James opened it.
Ask Lily Evans out again, like you normally do. She might give in it stated.
"No!" James exclaimed, interrupting Professor Saylor.
"Can I help you Mr. Potter? Something you didn't agree with?" he asked. James shook his head.
"No er, I was talking to Sirius."
"Ah alright then." He turned back to his lesson. "Then 2 days of detention for you and one more for Mr. Black," he said with his back turned.
"Damn it," James cursed.
"Yeah thanks a lot Prongs," Sirius whispered. After class, Sirius and Susie were walking to class when they were intercepted by none other then Rabastan Lestrange. Sirius clenched his fist to keep from punching him to kingdom come. Rabastan sneered at them as he walked past.
"Ah I see I didn't keep you two apart for very long," he told them. They ignored him.
"But don't worry Sirius, ah Susie tasted so sweet, I want her again," he continued. The next thing he knew, Sirius had Rabastan slammed against the wall with his wand at his throat. All he knew is that he wanted him to suffer for what he did to Susie.
"Stupefy." The spell hit Rabastan, causing him to slump over in Sirius' grip. It had come from Susie.
"I can't risk you getting in trouble," she told him. He let go of Rabastan, letting him drop to the floor. "No matter how much revenge we wanna get, I just can't. You'd be kicked out of school for sure if you try" Sirius put an arm around her and sighed.
"But Susie," She put a finger to his lips.
"No buts Sirius. We can't right now. It's being taken care of." Sirius then pushed her against the wall, slowly palming her stomach.
"Hmmm what is it?" she asked.
"I don't know. Would you be afraid if you were pregnant?"
"Who would be the father?" she asked slowly.
"Rabastan," he said quietly. She wrapped her arms around him, pulling him in for a hug.
"No babe, I already took care of that. You don't have to worry. If I ever was pregnant, it'd be with your baby," she said solemnly. "But I don't wanna get pregnant now. It's too early, I'm only 16, you're only 16, we'd be irresponsible parents." Sirius sighed.
"I suppose you're right."
Susie looked over at Rabastan. Her expression was bitter.
"Someday, he'll get his, and I'll be there to watch, but right now, we can't do anything." Sirius still had her pressed against the wall, his face buried in her neck. He mumbled something.
"Huh?" he looked up at her with his adorable gray eyes.
"Someday I'll castrate him," he said menacingly. Susie had to giggle. He had gone from looking adorable to evil.
Susie was sitting in Arithmancy with Remus when he leaned over.
"Sus, what's that thing you got there on your neck?" he whispered. Susie quickly pulled out a mirror and looked at her neck.
"Eck, that hickey is huge," she exclaimed to herself. Pointing her wand at it, it disappeared. Remus chuckled.
"I reckon that was about an inch and a half." Susie socked him in the arm.
Back in Sirius' class, James was leaning back in his seat. He peered over at Sirius, who was mindlessly watching the teacher write something on the board.
"Sirius," Sirius looked over at him. "I'm afraid you've got a pretty noticeable love bite on your neck." He handed Sirius a mirror. He peered at it.
"Yeah, Susie, that animal," he muttered, pointing his wand at it.
They had been on the wall snogging for about 10 minutes or so when Susie had spun him round, pressing him against the wall.
"This is surprising," he said huskily.
"You ain't seen nothing yet baby," she told him, before running her hands down his chest to his pants and reaching up to kiss his neck. When she pulled back, she giggled.
"I paid you back," she said with a giggle. Sirius didn't know that she had left a very large hickey on his neck, but she reckoned that he had an idea.
"Come back to London Padfoot," James said for the fifth time, watching Sirius, who had a very content smile on his face. He could guess what Sirius was thinking.
"Keep thinking about anything of that sort any longer Padfoot and you'll go sproing, right here in class," James said, snickering to himself.
"Shut up Prongs," Sirius hissed, putting his books inconspicuously in his lap. The idea that had popped up in his mind had been very erotic. He decided he'd have to try that with Susie next time... James shuddered. He really didn't want to even think of the thought that had entered Sirius' mind.
Remus shook Susie's shoulder.
"Susie, get up, we have to go," He shook her shoulder again. She mumbled something and then went, 'Oh god Sirius'. Remus hit her in the head with a book, causing her to go flying up.
"What??" she asked loudly.
"Oh god Sirius?" he asked mockingly, pushing her book bag into her lap. Susie turned red and took her book bag.
"I'm guessing you two are FINALLY back together," Remus said as they walked to class. Susie nodded.
"Yeah we are." She smiled happily. "I think this is it for me Remus. That time that we are apart made me realize that he's the only one I want in my life."
"That's great Sus. Now we just need to get James and Lily together.." Susie grinned.
"I think I may have a plan. Just to rile Lily up a bit."
Sirius listened intently as Susie and Remus told him about their plan to get Lily to realize that she really did like James.
"Now you know that girl Brittany Howard?" Susie asked.
"The blonde girl he's always hanging around with?" Remus nodded.
"That's her. Well she's gonna play an important role in this. She just has no idea what's going on."
"This is ingenious!" Sirius said after a while, listening to their plan. Susie grinned and sat back in the couch.
"I know," she said with a smile. Sirius went and sat next to her, putting an arm around her. Just then, Lily and Vicky walked in. Susie looked at them and nodded.
"Lily, Vicky, come sit over here," She pointed at a couch. Elisa came in next, followed by James and Brittany. Elisa seated herself in Remus' lap and Sirius grinned, patting his. Susie rolled her eyes and laughed. Sirius pulled her into his lap and she pulled out another romance novel, getting immersed in the book.
She was reading, while Sirius had been talking to James, when Susie heard angry voices. She looked up. It was Lily, getting angry at James, again.
"How can you just be friends with a slut like that?"
"Slut?? How can you say that? She doesn't even act, or look like one!" James retorted angrily.
"Yeah, but she hangs ALL over you. Next thing you know, she'll be in your bed."
"Why the bloody hell does it bother you so much? It's not like you and I are mates or anything. We bloody argue all the time!"
"Well I don't want that whore hanging out with us, neither does Susie, right Susie?" Susie looked back up from her book.
"Huh?" she asked. Lily gave off an exasperated sigh.
"Forget it." She went back to scowling. Sirius kissed the top of Susie's nose.
"You're cute, you know that?" she looked back up from her book.
"What?"
"Susie, god, you have like no clue what's going on do you?" Lily snapped. Susie shrugged and Sirius leaned over to kiss her again.
"I think Lily's jealous," Remus announced. He looked over and winked at Susie who nodded her head inconspicuously. Lily turned very slowly and shot Remus a look full of pure venom. Remus shrunk back a little.
"Where in the bloody hell would you get an idea like that?" she asked dangerously. Remus gulped and looked at Susie. A little help here his look pleaded. Susie jumped up but was held back cause Sirius still had his arms wrapped around her.
"I think he's right. I mean, if James wants to date someone else, I think we should let him. Lily you have no right to go around calling girls sluts if they really aren't. Your getting mad like that just proves to me that you're jealous," she declared, pointing a finger at Lily. Lily huffed a little bit and jumped up, stalking up to her dorm. Vicky shrugged.
"I'm with you guys, she's jealous, duh it's obvious." James looked gleeful.
"She's jealous cause I'm kind of flirting with another girl?" he asked joyfully. Remus chuckled and Susie giggled and put her book down.
"James, she's crazy about you, she just doesn't want to admit it." James grinned and jumped up, doing a dance.
"She loves me," he shouted to no one in particular. People in the common room were giving him funny looks. Susie laughed and pulled him back down. He threw himself at Susie, squeezing her tight.
"James, I can't breathe," she wheezed after a while. Sirius scowled and pushed James off of Susie.
"Prongs, don't hug my girlfriend like that." James just grinned and Sirius put his arms back around Susie, pulling her against him and putting his face in her neck, causing her to giggle. James then rolled his eyes and scooted over to the other side of the couch, away from Sirius and Susie.
James was sitting at the tree by the lake with Sirius, Susie, Remus and Vicky and her latest boyfriend. Lily was off venting because she was still angry at James. Remus was alone because Elisa was off doing schoolwork with a friend and Sirius' head was in Susie's lap. She was playing with his hair. James looked up to find Brittany striding towards him, followed by a few of her friends and Desire, who was staring angrily at Susie.
"Hi James," she said with a smile. She sat down by him and started talking to him. The rest of her friends decided to all join them and Susie looked up to find an angry Desire standing over her.
"You think you've got him now, but you'll see, I'll have him back before you know it. He'll be in my arms soon enough, begging for me back and telling me how much he's missed me," she said, practically spitting the words out. Susie looked down at Sirius, who was asleep.
"Look, I don't know where you've been, but the only reason he went out with you is to make me jealous," Susie informed her. "So stop being annoying and find someone else, just because you didn't sleep with him, didn't make another stupid little conquest, does not, by any means, means he's going to come back to you. Why would he come back to a whore like you? And look at your face, who could love, let alone even be in the same room with anything that looked like that?" Desire sputtered for a moment, her face turning red with anger.
"Well I wouldn't be talking if I were you, Susannah McFasley. At least my freakin parents are alive and at least I have enough sense not to get raped and sleep with my boyfriend's best friend!" Susie winced at her words, feeling the anger boiling up inside of her. She jumped up, causing Sirius to sit up quickly and look at her sleepily. She stalked angrily over to Desire, who was backing towards the castle.
"You little bitch, I will kill you if it's the last thing I do," she screamed, pulling her wand out, getting ready to fire a spell at her.
"No Susie!" Remus pulled her wand out of hand, but she didn't need that. Remus tried to make a grab for her, but he missed and she angrily ran after Desiree.
"Coward, come over here and fight me!" she yelled at her retreating back. Desire stopped, eyes flashing.
"No one calls me a coward," she said.
"Oh, I'm so scared," Susie retorted. Then Desire flew at Susie, knocking her to the ground and slapping her across the face. Susie knew how to fight and not just slapping. She pulled her back by the hair and kicked her off of her, lunging at her and punching her in the stomach, knocking the wind out of her.
Desire only had a moment to catch her breath before Susie was back at her again, trying to punch her. She lunged at her, knocking her to the floor, trying to punch her again. Then the two girls were pulled apart, Susie by Sirius and Desire by three of her friends. Susie struggled in Sirius' grip.
"Get off of me damn it! I'll get her, I'll get her if it's the last thing I do! How dare she! That bitch, I'll kill her!!" Then the teachers came running out.
"Shit," Sirius cursed as Professor McGonagall and Professor Sprout came out, breaking up the crowd.
"What's this we have here?" Professor McGonagall asked as she spotted Sirius holding back a struggling Susie and three girls holding back an angry Desire.
"Miss Watson, Miss McFasley, you both are coming with me. You better come along also Mr. Black." Sirius pushed Susie towards the castle, while still holding her.
Meanwhile, Remus came back to where James, and Brittany, now alone, were sitting. Vicky had, once again, disappeared, like she normally did.
"Moony, what happened?" James asked.
"They got in a fight."
"Who?" Brittany asked.
"Susie and Desire." Brittany put her hand over her mouth.
"Oh man, what happened?"
"Well Desire came over here when you came over here," he said, motioning at Brittany. "And she started talking about how she would get Sirius back and all that and Susie got mad and insulted her and then Desire really hit the spot." Remus paused and then continued. "She said at least her parents were alive, at least she had enough sense to not get raped and to not sleep with her boyfriend's best friend." He closed his eyes at the last statement.
"Wait, who slept with her?" Brittany asked.
"Brit, it was Remus," James told her. She stared at him.
"Oh yeah? Wow I didn't know that."
"Now you know," Remus said quietly. He then got up and left.
"I'm sorry," Brittany said. "This was all my fault." She stood up to go and James got up with her.
"You don't have to go if you don't want to."
"Nah, I think I'd better if I just go," she leaned up and gave him a quick peck on the lips. Then, with a shy smile, she pranced off back towards the castle. James smiled and watched her go.
Lily came outside, hearing angry yells which sounded strangely like Susie, yelling at someone. Maybe she's yelling at Sirius Lily thought, smiling. Then she listened to what Susie was saying.
"That bitch, I'll kill her!"
Maybe not she thought grimly. Professor McGonagall hurried past.
"Miss Evans, do you know who is fighting out there?" Lily hesitated. She couldn't say it was Susie. Her prefect-ness took over.
"Professor, it's Desire Watson and Susie McFasley," she said, feeling slightly guilty.
"Thank you. That'll be all." She hurried towards the entrance. Lily looked out the window and her glance happened to fall on James. James was standing there, talking to that Brittany girl. Lily gasped when the girl reached up and gave James a kiss on the lip. Lily clenched her fist in anger.
How dare that whore even touch James! She thought angrily. She had no idea why she was suddenly finding herself feeling angry and possessive, but the next thing she knew, she found herself stalking outside of the castle, towards James.
James was sitting down by the tree when Remus looked up from his book.
"Warning, angry Lily Evans headed this way." James saw Lily heading over to them with a very angry look on her face.
"James! What the hell are you doing?" she demanded.
"Sitting against a tree," he said nonchalantly.
"Don't think I didn't see you kissing that whore!" she hissed.
"Butt out of my love life Evans!" he exclaimed, getting up and walking off.
"Lily, if you don't like him, why are you so concerned about his love life? I mean, it's his business who he kisses and dates," Remus mused as he also got up, leaving Lily by the tree, alone and confused.
The headmaster adjusted his glasses as Sirius sat Susie down in the chair that had appeared in front of his desk. Desire was seated in the chair opposite her.
"Girls, I hope you know how serious this is. Muggle fighting is extremely frowned upon. What was the cause of this?" Both girls didn't say a word. Susie was too angry to speak and Desire just didn't tell how she'd provoked Susie. Dumbledore looked at Sirius who was leaning up against the wall by the door. He shrugged.
"Professor, I think Remus Lupin knows what happened," one of Desire's friends remarked.
"Very well, I will have him called." A few minutes later, the head girl appeared with Remus Lupin in tow. He looked solemn as Dumbledore motioned for him to sit in the third chair that had appeared between Susie and Desire.
"Mr. Lupin, I was told that you know what happened between Miss Watson and Miss McFasley."
"I do professor," Remus said slowly.
"Can you tell us what happened then?" Remus proceeded to tell the story, starting where Desire provoked Susie and ending where Professor McGonagall broke up the fight.
Dumbledore nodded slowly, taking in every word of Remus' account.
"I understand, thank you very much Mr. Lupin. You may go now."
10 minutes later, Desire huffed out, glared at Remus and walked off, followed by her two cronies. Then Susie came out next with Sirius trailing after her. Remus caught up with them.
"So what happened?" Sirius scowled.
"She's suspended for 2 weeks! And then she has one week's worth detention when she gets back."
"What'd Desire get?"
"A month and a half of detention and 200 points off Ravenclaw," Susie answered.
"That's bad, Ravenclaw only has about 350 points now, putting Gryffindor in first place!" Remus cheered, but went silent as Susie glared at him.
"Yeah, at my expense. I'm missing school for a flipping week!"
"Yeah," Remus said uncomfortably. He had been running out of things to say to Susie lately. He had no idea why. "Hey, Lily got mad at James today."
"Why?" Sirius asked, as he put his arms around Susie's shoulders.
"Oh, cause she saw Brittany give James a really small kiss and she got all upset and angry with him."
"I knew it! She loves him!" Susie said triumphantly. Remus chuckled.
"Yeah, yeah." Susie jumped up, and bounded up the stairs without a word to Remus or Sirius. It took them a second to register.
"What was that?" Sirius asked, looking up where Susie had disappeared. Remus shrugged.
"Well, ask when she comes back down," And Remus also exited the common room, leaving a very alone Sirius in the room.
Why am I always alone? Sirius wondered as he got comfortable in his seat to wait for Susie to come back down.
Okay, I'm just posting this chappie cause I feel like posting. Sadly there's only a few more chapters left, but do not fret! More info later! PEOPLE, read and review 'Against All Odds' PLEASE!!!!
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