For Me This Is Heaven

Chapter 23

Yoz! Hehe, well sadly, this story will be coming to an end, maybe in couple of chapters or so. So just to let waterfairy-rose know, I'm going to add that thing I told you about, the quidditch thingy, in the next part of the story, the one after this, so yeah. Don't worry, you'll still be on the quidditch team!!

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Sirius sighed and placed the last rose on the table. It was him and Susie's 8 month anniversary and he wanted to make it special. He was just waiting for Susie to come up.

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An owl came into Susie's dorm, and dive bombed onto Susie's bed. This startled her, causing her to fall off the bed.

"That's gotta be Sirius' spastic owl," Lily commented from her bed.

"True," Susie said from the floor. Getting up, she pulled the note out of it's claws and opened it up.

Susie,

Meet me at the Astronomy Tower tonight at 7.Dress formally.

All My Love,

Sirius

"Ooh, the astronomy tower," Lily said after reading the note. Susie blushed.

"It's our eight month anniversary today. I didn't think he remembered."

"Susie, knowing Sirius, I was more than positive that he would remembered," Lily told her.

"He loves you," Vicky murmured nonchalantly from her bed. Susie blushed, but turned back to her.

"And what about you Vics? What's going on with your love life?" Vicky blushed. She was known as the Hogwarts vixen, weaving her way in and out of relationships. The only solid relationship she'd had was Adam and her one true crush of course, Remus Lupin.

"Nothing really. I'm currently single."

"Surprise, surprise," Lily said and Susie laughed.

"Hey don't turn this on me, what about you Lily? We know you have a thing for James Potter." Lily blushed for a moment and then, realizing her mistake, turned back to defensive mode.

"Me? Like James Potter? Like I'd date that bullying toe rag!" Her face was still colored red from Vicky's earlier comment. Susie was sifting through her trunk. She finally pulled out the dress she had worn to her sweet 16.

"I think with a few adjustments, this would be perfect," she told Lily. Lily snatched the dress out of her hands.

"I'll do them," she announced excitedly. Lily had a knack for those kinds of things. While Lily worked on the dress, Susie pulled out her white ballet Mary Janes that she had kept hidden for quite some time. Vicky's eyes widened as she saw the shoes.

"Susie! You've been hiding those shoes all along??" Susie grinned slyly.

"I knew the minute you saw them, you'd want to put your paws all over them. Their mine, for tonight." Vicky pouted.

"You have to let me borrow them sometime," she exclaimed.

"Fine," Susie answered, putting the shoes next to her bed. "That is, only if I can borrow those earring you have.." Vicky's face lit up.

"I have the perfect set for you," she exclaimed, pulling Susie into the bathroom...

2 hours later, Sirius was pacing in the astronomy tower. He was dressed in black slacks and a gray shirt that accented his eyes perfectly. He was still a little nervous though. He wanted this night to be special. 10 minutes later, he heard someone coming up the stairs. His breath caught in his throat as Susie came into his full view.

Her hair was in an upsweep with loose tendrils falling in all the right places; her hair had been twisted into curly ringlets and her face lit up when she saw Sirius. Then he noticed she was wearing her sweet 16 dress, with a few modifications. The skirt was longer with clear gauzy material draped over it. It had gone from strapless, to a halter top. Then he noticed something else, her dress shone with stars, obviously charmed by Lily. He grinned at one particularly bright constellation. Her bright blue eyes looked dark and mysterious and her cheeks practically glowed.

"Hey you," she said, almost shyly.

"You look-," he couldn't find any words to describe it, "Absolutely breathtaking," he breathed at last, coming towards her. She toyed nervously with her hair as he came towards her, taking her in his arms.

"I like your earrings by the way," he told her. She smiled. It was an off white pair of tear drop earrings that matched her dress so amazingly well; it was like the earrings were made for her.

"Thanks," she got out before he pressed his lips to hers. Before it could turn into a full fledged make-out session, he pulled back. She whimpered from the lack of his lips on hers.

"You didn't think we'd be just up here snogging did you?" he asked teasingly. Flicking his wand, a black box in the corner started belting out slow songs.

"A dance, my fair lady?" he asked, getting on one knee and extending one hand. Giggling, she took it and they began to dance.

"Your dancing has improved my handsome prince," she told him.

"Only for you, sweet princess," he said, gripping her waist tighter.

"I'm not a princess," she said giggling.

"You're right," he told her. She swatted his arm and he grinned, hair falling over his eyes.

"You're a goddess," he told her seriously as she pushed his hair out of his eyes. She blushed slightly as he dipped her again, capturing her lips in a mind blowing kiss. Minutes later, she broke off, extremely breathless. He was breathing hard too.

Sex or dinner? He pondered. It was true then, that guys had sex on the brain a million times a day. Hey, he couldn't help himself; he had raging hormones that needed to be satisfied.

"Now, will you accompany me for dinner?" he found himself asking. Merlin, the little guy with a halo and wings had won. For now.

"I will," she told him, and he took her hand and led her to one side of the tower, decorated with floating candles. She sighed. He could be so romantic. Coming behind her and pulling the chair out, he pushed it back in as she sat down.

"I see you learned something from Remus about manners," she told him as he sat down across from her. He grinned.

"Actually it was him and Lily who taught me how to dance, Lily and Remus the manners thing and I've got my fool proof lines to make the ladies melt, with a little help from Moony," he told her, waggling his eyebrows.

"Ladies?" she questioned, but her eyes danced with amusement.

"Fair lady," he said dramatically, "you are my shining star," he told her seriously. She knew he was trying to be serious, but she couldn't help it. She started to giggle. Sirius looked hurt.

"What?" he asked her, his face showing apparently that he had been offended.

"I'm sorry, but you so got that from a song Sirius," she said, laughing. Sirius then started to grin.

"Moony told me that one!"

"Tell him to get some new lines."

"Oh don't worry, I have plenty more," he told her with a wink. He took her hand from across the table.

"Now what do you want, just say it and it'll appear." She thought for a second.

"I want...hmmm...a huge bowl of cheesy nachos, with jalapeños," she said, grinning, and the bowl appeared in front of her.

"Nachos eh?" he said, his pointer finger on his head. "I want a large bowl of chocolate ice cream, and whipped cream," he said, grinning mischievously. When the bowl appeared, he began to eat. He looked up as Susie began to slowly lick the cheese off of a nacho. He watched her, the spoon of ice cream in his hand forgotten.

She looked up at him, innocently licking some cheese off the corner of her mouth with her tongue.

"What?" she asked. Then she grinned. After only one bite of the ice cream, Sirius had chocolate all over his lips. Getting up, she walked over to him. Seating herself in his lap, she kissed him, seductively using her tongue to get the offending ice cream off his lips. He groaned into her mouth and shifted under her, gripping her waist tightly. She wiggled out of his grasp when she was done, leaving him unsatisfied.

"I just wanted to get the ice cream off your lips," she said with a grin. After dinner, Sirius wasn't quite sure what he wanted to do. He noticed Susie, leaning up against the wall near a telescope, smiling at him invitingly. He went over to her and looked out the window and then looked back down at her dress.

"You know," he said, running a finger down her stomach, causing her to shiver, "this constellation looks awfully familiar. I have to familiarize myself with it." Getting down so that he was eye level with her stomach, he pointed at a particularly bright one.

"Canis Major," he said to himself, then getting up again and he told her, pointing at her stomach.

"That's Sirius," he said with a grin. She smiled and pulled him to her, pushing him against the wall and placing kisses down his neck.

James was sitting in the common room, going over some new game plans for their last quidditch game against Slytherin. He looked up when he heard someone coming down the stairs. It was Lily Evans. He looked down again. He needed to stay calm and collected. Stop asking her out Susie's words echoed in his head.

Lily came and sat down across from him, brushing her long red hair out of her face and opening up a book. After a while, she looked up at him.

"What's up with you Potter?" she asked him. He looked up at her, his hand twitching. He was so tempted to muss his hair up. Don't play with a snitch, it doesn't impress her. And for goodness sakes, stop mussing up your hair, it's pathetic, Remus' voice now said in his head.

"What are you talking about Evans?"

"You haven't bugged me the entire time we've been in here," she told him. He shrugged.

"I'm going over these game plans." Then he went back to his work. This was amazing. He snuck a glance at Lily, who was throwing dirty glances at him. Did she want him to bother her or something?? Lily finally stood up and stalked out of the room, obviously angry at James for something.

"Remus, do you ever think of living life as a muggle?" Elisa asked Remus suddenly as they sat in the Room of Requirement. Elisa was seated on a couch, with Remus' head in her lap.

"No, have you?" he looked up at her. She nodded shyly, brushing a lock of her hair behind her hair.

"Well maybe when you get older, you can live life as a muggle for a year or something," he told her. She nodded, but there was a wistful, far away look in her eyes. She looked sad.

"What's wrong?" he asked her, placing a kiss on her hand. She just shook her head and leaned back against the couch, still stroking the top of Remus' head.

Susie giggled as she fell backwards onto the mattress that was there. Sirius joined her on the mattress, climbing on top of her, and placing tender kisses on her face, everywhere but her lips.

"Sirius, what are you doing?" she asked, as he finally kissed her tenderly on the lips.

"Nothing," he answered, reaching under her dress and running a hand over her thigh. She moaned and pulled him closer to her, running her fingers through his black hair.

Sirius, not being able to control himself anymore, unzipped her dress, pulling it off and throwing it on the floor. She sat up in protest and he groaned.

"Watch my dress," she nearly growled at him, pushing him off of her and getting up to drape the dress over a table. Sirius looked amused as she finally came back and joined him on the mattress, dressed in a petticoat.

"You actually wear these things?" he asked, tugging at the thin material of her petticoat.

"Only with that dress, it makes it look really good," she said, pushing the petticoat off. That left her in only a black bra and matching underwear. She peered at him.

"Okay, how come I'm nearly naked and you're still in all your clothes?" She bit her lip and looked up at him. He stood up and began to undo his tie, but she stopped him, getting up and pushing him down on top of the bed.

"Let me undress you," she whispered seductively. He got hard at her words, letting him climb on top of her and slowly undress him.

"Elisa is there something you want to tell me?" Remus asked cautiously as they made their way back to the Gryffindor common room. Elisa looked up at him, eyes sparkling and she shook her head.

"No, there's nothing Remus. Why?"

"I don't know, it just looks like there's something wrong."

"Don't worry, there's nothing wrong." She shyly smiled up at him, lacing her fingers with his. He looked worried for a second but pushed it out of his mind as they neared the portrait. Stating the password (Dewey decimal drops), they went in. James was still on the couch with his game plans and looked up at Remus, acknowledging that he knew he was there.

"Good night Remus," Elisa said shyly, kissing him softly good night. He watched her go, then headed back to where James was sitting.

"I can't help but think that there's something wrong," he said. "You don't think she wants to break up with me, do you?"

"Moony, I know you love the girl and the feelings are mutual. Stop worrying. How do you think Padfoot is doing up there with his lady love?" James asked.

Remus grinned. "I don't even want to know."

Susie gasped as Sirius pushed into her. It had been a while since they had made love.

Susie moaned as he continued to thrust into her, his hands roaming her body. She screamed out his name as she reached her orgasm and a few minutes and a few thrusts later, Sirius was right there with her.

She lay on the mattress, breathless. Then she remembered something.

"Sirius, I'm leaving tomorrow."

"Why?" he asked her as he lay next to her, wrapping his arm around her bare waist.

"Suspension, remember?" she said, reminding him.

"Damn, whoever heard of that?" Susie shrugged as she snuggled into Sirius' chest.

"It's a muggle school thing," she told him. "I've been suspended a few times at my old school. Dumbledore probably knew that and figured that was the best way to punish me."

"I'm gonna miss you like crazy," he whispered. "Two whole weeks without my baby? I think I'm gonna die." She playfully hit his arm.

"It won't be that bad, I promise. Besides I'll be back in time for the last week of school. And the end of the year feast."

"I love you," he told her.

"And I love you."

Yawning, Vicky shuffled out of bed and into the bathroom. She looked at her appearance in the mirror.

"Merlin, I look a fright," she said to her reflection. She didn't know. Lately, she'd been feeling down. Maybe it was the lack of not being with anybody. Or the lack of not being able to be with Remus. She wished deep down that she had really told him how she felt and had started a relationship with him. But now it was too late, she had lost him. He was so crazy about Elisa, it drove her to the brink of insanity just seeing them together. She wondered if he still thought about her like she constantly thought about him. It was hard just sitting near him and knowing she couldn't be with him.

Lily was up when she came back in.

"You know, Susie's leaving today."

"Really, I thought she wasn't leaving till tomorrow."

"No." At that moment, Susie came in, clutching a sheet around her and holding her dress in her other arm.

"Susie! Where have you been?" Vicky asked.

"Where do you think?" Susie asked with a smirk.

"I'm guessing you were with Sirius," she replied dryly. Susie just smiled and zipped into the bathroom, leaving Lily standing at the door with her hand outstretched, reaching for the now closed door knob. She finally realized that Susie had beaten her to the bathroom and started banging on the door.

"Susannah Jocelyn McFasley, get out here!" she yelled at the closed door. Susie stuck her head out, the steam from her shower coming out.

"How do you know my middle name?" she asked. Lily smiled smugly.

"I checked your records." Susie shut the door in her face. Lily looked angry.

"Susie!!!!"

"Bye guys," Susie said as she dragged her bag towards Dumbledore's office. She would be taking a port key back to her Grandfather's manor. Dumbledore had informed her that he wasn't very happy about her being suspended. Sirius was sitting in the common room as she lugged her suitcase with her books, clothes and lesson plans for the next 2 weeks in it.

"Hey, let me get that," he said, jumping up. Lily waved from the top of the stairs and Vicky blew her a kiss goodbye. Susie caught it and grinning, leaned in to give Sirius a kiss.

"Hey!" Vicky exclaimed, screwing her face up. "That was meant for you!"

"And I caught it, but decided to give it to Sirius from me." Sirius wrapped an arm around her waist as he led her out of the common room, floating the suitcase in front of him. As they reached Dumbledore's office, Sirius dropped the suitcase, pushing Susie up against the wall and roughly ravaging her mouth. She caught her breath as he pulled back.

"That's for two weeks," he whispered huskily.

"That won't even satisfy me for an hour," she whispered back. Dumbledore came down at the precise moment, clearing his throat from behind the two lovers. Sirius and Susie pulled apart, Susie blushing.

"I take it you're ready to go Miss McFasley," he said. "Mr. Lupin is waiting upstairs in my office with the port key. He will be making sure you arrive safely."

"Bye Sirius," she said, kissing him one last time. Sirius let go of her waist.

"Bye love," he called as she disappeared up the stairs.

"Mr. Lupin, make sure she arrives at her grandfather's safely, if you please," Dumbledore said with a twinkle in his eye.

"Put your hand here," Remus told her, pointing at a chair.

"That's it?" she asked quizzically. Remus nodded and she put her hand on the chair, clutching her luggage in one hand. Remus put a hand on and then they disappeared from the office.

"Remus, I thought you can't apparate on Hogwarts grounds," Susie said, puzzled as they landed in her grandfather's foyer.

"Dumbledore took the charm off temporarily. But it wears off after 20 minutes." Susie nodded and her grandfather came in. He looked thoroughly peeved.

"Thank you Mr. Lupin," he said tightly. "You may leave her in my hands now."

"Bye Susie," Remus said, giving her a hug. Then he disappeared with the port key.

"Leave your stuff here and come with me," her grandfather said. Susie meekly followed her grandfather. The door closed behind her and he whirled to face her.

"What do you think you're doing?? Fighting at school? You're lucky you even got into that school and here you are, fighting, of all things!"

Susie immediately went on the defensive.

"And I suppose you don't even know why I got into that fight! You think I just start fights at school for the heck of it?? Cause I don't. That little witch insulted my parents! And I refuse to just let that go."

"That does not give you any right to cause a fight. You could've calmly walked away from there."

"Oh yeah, and just let her get away for what she said. I'm not just some little bitch that stands there and watches-"

She was interrupted by the stinging blow of her grandfather's hand. She stared at him in shock, then her look turned to anger.

"Don't ever use that language with me again, young lady. Go to your room. I'll decide what to do with you tomorrow."

Susie stomped off to her room, slamming the door behind her.

"I hate you," she yelled at the door, aiming it at her grandfather. She collapsed on her bed in a fit of tears, wishing that she was back at Hogwarts with all her friends and Sirius. Sirius. Tears fell freely from her eyes now. She missed him so much.

Susie was awoken by a knock. It was Mipsy with some food for her.

"Miss McFasley, what happened?" the concerned house elf asked. Susie sniffed and just shook her head.

"Nothing Mipsy, I'm fine." Mipsy left the beef stew on the table along with some pumpkin juice and then she left. Susie fell asleep again. When she woke up later that night, she found the sheets pulled over her and something covering her soup to keep it warm. Sniffing, she got up and peeled the cover off of the soup, quickly downing it. She was hungry.

The next morning, she decided to come down to breakfast. Dressed in blue jeans and a white spaghetti strap, she sat down at her usual place at the table. Her grandfather looked up from the Daily Prophet.

"Susannah, how are you this morning?"

"As great as anyone who has been suspended and slapped would be." Her grandfather didn't seem affected by her words.

"I've decided your punishment. After I tell you, we need to talk-about some things. Now for your punishment, you are going to work at Hogsmeade for the two weeks you are here. And not during the day. During the day you shall clean one room the muggle way. One room a day, and you will have about 12 rooms done, which is how many rooms are in the east wing and the west wing. In the evenings, you will work at Hogsmeade, at Three Broomsticks." Susie dropped her fork.

"Yes Three Broomsticks. You're lucky I'm close to Madam Rosmerta. You will be a waitress, as the muggles like to call it. And get used to it. Your only day off will be Sundays. This will teach you not to fight."

"Can I go now?" Susie asked through gritted teeth. She was ready to send a letter to Ronnie for him to come pick her up as soon as he could.

"Another thing, no letters to Ronnie, he's not here so he can't come get you. He's in Australia on ministry business. Now Susannah, that's not what I wanted to talk to you about. I want to know about you and this boy Sirius Black. From what I've heard, the Black family is very into the Dark Arts."

"Sirius is not like his family!"

"And who was this boy who," he cleared this throat, "raped you?" Susie winced, but didn't back down.

"Rabastan Lestrange."

"Lestrange, huh? Another family that's into dark arts."

"Grandfather, Sirius ran away from his family because he didn't believe in the Dark arts that his family was so in to. For that, he got shunned from his family!"

"Well that's very noble of him, but I'm still not so sure about this boy."

"Grandfather, I've been with Sirius for 8 months, the longest relationship I've ever been. I love him Grandfather." Her grandfather just eyed her and then continued to eat.

"The only reason I let you go on that trip to California was because Ronnie sprung it on me and I couldn't give it much thought." He sighed. "But, I've decided to give this boy a chance, just because I know how much you like-"

"Love," Susie corrected.

"Love, excuse me, him. What do you see in your future for you and him?"

"Grandfather, I think he's the one." Her grandfather nodded.

"I would like to meet him. Invite him over for the summer." Susie's eyes lit up.

"Are you serious??"

"Don't get too excited, yes you may, but I'll be keeping my eye on you two and making sure you two don't spend too much time alone." Susie was too happy to care. She couldn't wait to owl Sirius.

Author's Note

Well I'm sad to say that the next chapter is the last. Don't worry readers, more information to follow! And don't forget to check out The Seeker by starrrr, tis a very good story!

REVIEWS!

Moonlight1111: Haha yes, they are. Well Susie was kind of upset, I mean she just insulted her parents, deceased parents may I add and she just brought up bad memories of that whole sleeping with Remus bit, I would be pretty angry about that. Yes soon, Lily and James shall get together, very soon. You will be in the sequel and I have come up with you're departure, you shall see. Stay tuned!

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SiriuslyPadfoot'sGal: Haha yeah, it was a good idea and she'll be comin' in the sequel, just the remaining factor to FINALLY get James and Lily together! And thanks!

Sblackslady: I feel honored and I'm glad you like it. I've done that too lol.

J'adoreblondie: Haha they will be together, soon! Patience!!! Vicky's in this chapter lol. She'll get with Remus soon, but there's a few things that need to be moved out of the way lol. Sorry Elisa!

Starrrr: Uhhh Vicky is a slut, because that's what she is? looks confused anyways that's beside the point, and I'm glad you like it!

Lily: haha I love your reviews! If I had time to answer it exactly I would, but I don't. But I love you!! Hehe you're so funny! Lily plus James forever!!!! grins