I know you all want to kill me right now, I'm so sorry it took me so long to update this story and I hope I haven't lost too many reviewers. Thank you for being so patient with me I've just been uber busy. Anyways I just wanted to add that I will never give up on this story and just because it's been a while since I've updated doesn't mean I've stopped writing altogether. Also, this is and will always be a Lily/James fic! Once again thanks for everything hope you enjoy this chapter!
Disclaimer: I wish I owned all the Marauders in a box under my bed, but I don't because I'm not J.K. Rowling.
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Chapter 6: Sisterly Love, Whatever
The summer was speeding by like the newest Cleansweep Seven and the happy couple was practically inseparable. It was early August and Sirius and Lily could be found resting in the shade of the great Elm tree where they had first met, their fingers entwined with one another.
Sirius looked down at the beautiful girl who rested upon his chest and wondered what would have happened to him if she hadn't been there this summer, he probably would have massacred his whole family. Instead he would storm out of the house enter Lily's house and bedroom without asking and spill everything to her as she stroked his shaggy black hair and comforted him. At the moment he was telling her how his younger brother Regulus was thinking about joining Voldemort after he left Hogwarts. His face was red with anger and spit was flying from his mouth.
Lily wiped her face off with the corner of her jacket before saying, "Calm down baby"
He took in three deep breaths, like they'd been practicing and his shoulders drooped as he relaxed. He rolled on top of her and gave her a big raspberry right on her belly. She giggled as he moved up and kissed her longingly on the lips. She pulled back teasingly and he moaned causing her to smile with satisfaction.
They snogged for a few minutes and when they broke away both were slightly panting and flushed. Lily couldn't help herself she was so happy and a flood of giggles burst from her mouth. She leaned back on the smooth bark of the tree clutching her sides.
"So, how's life with your crazy sister?" Sirius asked once he had regained his breath. He was propped up on his side looking like an incredibly sexy model, his hair, as always, falling haphazardly into his deep brown puppy dog eyes.
"Oh, you know the weeding is in a two weeks and she's going ballistic. She wakes up in the middle of the night screeching about how she forgot to order the pink flowers for the tables and the yellow ones for her hair. Which reminds me I have to go try on this hideous dress before she has a cow."
Lily tried to get up but Sirius pulled her down and started snogging her senseless for at least a good ten minutes. She finally broke away, straightened up and flattened her skirt before punching his playfully in arm saying, "You're so bad!"
"You do know you have leaves in your hair, right," he said cockily.
"Shut up," answered Lily before swooping down, giving him quick peck on the lips and scurrying away, frantically trying to fix her hair.
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That night when Sirius had barricaded himself into his small gloomy room in the attic he pulled out his journal and began to write his latest entry.
Dear Thingy,
So like, yea, I hung out with Lily again today and uh......I mean I really really like her and I like spending time with her and all but it's been over a month since Mr. Man has had any exercise and it's KILLING me! I don't know what to do...and cheating is out of the question...whoa where did that come from......I mean I'm the Blackster.....the one and only.....yet maybe do I......no.......maybe.....should I tell her that I might love her.........SHIT! What am I going to tell James? Screw it.......he should be happy that I've actually settled down.......................DOUBLE SHIT WITH KNOBS..................what the hell has happened to me. I'm so confused,
Sirius
He casually ran his fingers through his hair and sighed. He could wait, when she's ready it will all be worth it. He moaned, this was going to take some serious will power.
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August 7th, August the 7th, why did this day seem so important. Sirius was pacing around the grass in front of Lily's house. What was today?
"Hey, baby, happy anniversary," said Lily as she wrapped her arms around him and kissed him ever so softly on the lips.
Bingo.
"Same to you, Lilikins," he replied as he looked into her eyes and brushed away a small strand of fiery red hair.
"Follow me I have somewhere to show you," he said excitedly as he grabbed her hand and pulled her down the street.
About an hour later they reached the outskirts of small forest. She was looking at it skeptically, "Why are we here?"
"Look up," he replied softly.
Up on the highest branches of the tree that stood right in front of them was a beautiful little tree house. He helped her up the steep ladder and showed her around.
"James and I built it in our first year at Hogwarts; I used to come here a lot when my family was pissing me off."
He pulled out two blankets, a candle and some matches from a cupboard to the left of him and pulled her outside onto the small deck. He slowly unfolded the blankets and laid them on the floor before lighting the candle which sent shadows flying over their faces. They sat down and cuddled as they watched the sunset, nothing was said, nothing needed to be.
As the first stars started to twinkle in the sky, Sirius bent his head down and whispered into her ear, "I....I think I might love you."
Her eyes sparkled and she replied huskily, "Me too."
It wasn't the most romantic of moments or the sweetest of answers but it was enough, they started kissing passionately, both wanting more. Lily's hands gracefully slid up Sirius' shirt feeling his well defined body, she slipped it over his head and he started kissing her neck softly. She moaned with pleasure increasing Sirius' confidence as he too pulled off her shirt and with the greatest ease undid her white lace bra.
They made their way clumsily into the house tripping over the clothes strewn about still kissing onto an old mattress which lay in the corner. Sirius fumbled on her buttons as he went to take off her skin tight jeans and she massaged the inside of his thighs driving him crazy.
He huffily breathed, "Are you sure?"
And she moaned in response guiding his hands to her matching white lace panties...
ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooLily lay awake hours later Sirius' arms draped around her thin body. She was happy and content and couldn't wait to be with Sirius again.
(a/n I was seriously considering ending the chapter here but since it's been so long since I've updated, I'll keep going)
Few days had passed since that eventful evening and Lily already had to leave for the weekend. She knew it might be a little possessive but she didn't want to be away from Sirius for that long, she didn't know if she could handle not snogging for a little over 48 hours.
Petunia's weeding was exactly a week from today and she was treating all of her bridesmaids to a relaxing weekend at the Flurosburg Spa. Lily hadn't known until this morning and was waiting for Sirius under the Elm tree where they meet everyday so that she could tell him. It had been an hour and he still wasn't there. Lily was getting worried but there was nothing she could do since Sirius had promised her not to go near his house no matter what happened for he claimed his family would blast her to smithereens.
She looked down at her watch; damn she only had fifteen minutes. She looked around one more time hoping he would suddenly appear out of nowhere, but he didn't. She walked home briskly wondering what had happened, this was the first time that Sirius hadn't showed up. What if he had been murdered! No, no she was getting carried away he probably just slept in a little late this morning.
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Lily was in heaven, no it was better than that she was in paradise, and the cherry on top of it all was that she would see Sirius in a mere half an hour. Her fabulous weekend at the spa was over, but she wasn't sad about it at all quite the contrary she was quite pleased to be going home.
She sluggishly got out of the car every muscle in her body seemed relaxed. She picked up her suitcase intending on throwing it into her room before heading out to find Sirius. The front door open with a loud creak and Lily walked inside a strange feeling crawling up her spin. Muffled noises could be heard from upstairs and Lily's face contorted. Eew, that was gross, she always hated when she'd hear Vernon and Petunia, he only came over every once an awhile but it would always end in some kind of love fest. It was disgusting.
She quietly made her way up the stairs, humming to herself to try and block out the sounds. However, when she reached her door she realized that the moans were coming from her bedroom! This was completely unacceptable! They had there own room why did they use hers, she would have to burn the sheets! She knocked furiously on the door before barding into her room ready to yell at her sister, but her voice was completely lost as she saw what truly lie there.
Her eyes burned with tears and a huge lump had sprung up in her throat. There was Sirius in HER bed with HER sister. The look upon his face seemed shocked and remorseful.
"DON"T LOOK AT ME THAT WAY YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE. HOW DARE YOU!!!!!! I HOPE YOU ROT IN HELL, BOTH OF YOU!"
Lily slapped him as hard as she could, she couldn't even look at her sister before running out of the room tears streaming down her face. That was all she could do and say she was in so much shock. If her mouth had permitted her to she would have screamed until the end of the centaury.
As she ran out of the front door she saw Vernon's car pull into the driveway, wasn't he in for a nasty shock.
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Lily wandered around for she didn't know how long her mind blank and her eyes unfocused. She had cried so much she thought that her vision my be permanently blurry.
She didn't want to go home and see her sister but she was hungry and tired and she had no money, she really didn't have a choice.
As she opened the door she thought that nothing in the world could shock her body after what had happened, but she was wrong. There sitting on the sofa like nothing was wrong were Petunia and Vernon his arm draped around her bony shoulders. As soon as entered both heads turned toward her a Petunia jumped up like she had been sitting on burning coals.
"YOU LITTLE FREAK! YOU FREAKY LITTLE WITCH! THIS IS ALL YOU FAULT!"
Lily was seriously taken aback, what the hell was she talking about, more tears, of anger this time, seeped from her eyes.
Vernon got up and took a step towards Lily "WE KNOW THAT YOU AND YOUR FREAKY FRIENDS HAVE BEEN PLOTTING THIS ALL SUMMER. WITCHES ARE EVIL PEOPLE I ALWAYS TOLD PETUNIA SHE SHOULD NEVER TRUST YOU LITTLE SNOT RAG! THAT...THAT FRIEND OF YOUR FOCED HER TO DRINK SOME KIND OF POTION THINGY AND IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT YOU LITTLE BITCH!"
And with that he slapped her hard on the cheek and she crumpled to the ground crying in pain, not just physical but emotional as well.
"You aren't welcome here anymore, leave," said Petunia in a harsh whisper.
Lily couldn't believe this she looked up into her sister's eyes pleadingly and instantly she knew she was lying, yes she hated Sirius with a passion for what he did to her but he would never force someone into something they didn't want to do. Both of them were to blame.
Lily got up clumsily tasting blood in her mouth. She quickly got her things together and scurried from the house, she noticed that there was already a for sale sign in front of it, looked like they were selling the house.
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Sirius was sitting on a majestic king size bed a fire crackling merrily in the fire as he wrote in his journal. His face held signs of someone who had cried recently and his eyes were lifeless.
Dear Journal,
I've left, finally, I'm at James' house he thinks I'm here because things with my family have reached an all time low. That's partially true but it's not the real reason I'm here, I just couldn't stand seeing Lily anymore after what I did. I don't even know why it happened....I mean my family had beaten me worse then ever when they found out bout Lily and locked me in the attic for the whole weekend without food or water. Turns out they had Regulus follow me around the bastard. I really needed her you know so I ran into her room and her sister was rearranging flowers there and one thing led to another....and I don't know, I was so vulnerable and hurt and I just needed to be with someone...you know. I've fucked up everything.
Sirius
It was hard to read and ink was running everywhere as tears splashed against its pages.
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The compartment was silent as Lily finished her story, no one said a word they all just looked at each other incredulously.
"The fucker," exclaimed Nathalie finally breaking the tension filled silence.
The girls broke into laughter as the train glided easily into Hogsmead station.
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