Title: Tears
By: Misery Johnson
Disclaimer: I do not own yugioh but I do own these feelings...
This is a short one-shot inspired by reading more than twenty
angst fics on this site today. What can I say? You made me cry...
Anzu's Point of View
Tears begin to fall as I remember your face. I remember the way
you held me and the way you told me you loved me. You promised
to be with me forever but did you keep your promise? NO!!! You
just had to prove that you were better than him, didn't you? I
didn't care about his feelings towards me but it seemed that you
did. Didn't I choose you? Didn't I prove that you were everything
to me when I abandoned them for you? I gave up everything I had
just so we could be happy, yet it wasn't enough. It was never
enough. You seemed to have to prove that you had me. You were
such a fool to challenge him to a shadow duel. You knew the
stakes, yet you didn't care and in one swift moment you were gone.
You didn't even hear me as I screamed for you. I cried my eyes out
and am still in the process of doing so. They tried to comfort me but
I pushed them aside. You wouldn't want me to be with them would
you? You'd want me to tell them to go off and let them rot for all
you cared. Funny how it all seems pointless. My life, my dreams.
I've given up on dancing, you always said that I could suceed but
without you to cheer me on, how can I?
That idiot Pharaoh, as you called him, asked me to be his. I
mean come on, you've only been gone a month and he has the
odacity to ask that. You'd be proud. I slapped him so hard that he
fell backwards. I later left my house and wandered to our special
spot at the park, remember how we'd lay for hours at a time and
just hold eachother. No matter what anyone says I knew the real
you. You weren't as cold-hearted as everyone said you were. You
protected me and cared for me. Nobody had ever made me feel the
way you did. I can't see your hikari anymore, he reminds me too
much of you. Just by seeing him, I burts into tears as I am now
writing you this letter which I know you'll never get to read.
Why couldn't we have spent more time together. We never got
to go to Egypt. You promised me we'd go and you'd show me
where it was that you grew up. Not the town, I know, you told me
it was destroyed, but at least where it had once stood. We had so
many plans together but I guess they're not possible now, are they?
I asked Yami to send me to the shadow realm to be with you, but
he just looked at me as though I was crazy. Maybe I am, after all
I did fall in love with a thief. A very insane yet lovable thief. You
gave me everything I needed and more. I love you and always will,
you know that right? I guess I should leave it there, seeing as it's
about the time I told Ryou to come over. Don't worry he'll find me
and I'll finally be free of this torment. I can't go on without you. It
pains me to not be in your arms and feel your breath on my skin.
At least I'll always have the memory of your love, even if it got
washed away by my tears.
Ryou bursted through Anzu's house not even bothering to knock.
He was so excited to tell Anzu his good news. After seeing how
distressed Anzu was Yami had manuvered a way to bring Bakura
back. He was now right behind Ryou, anxious to hold Anzu in his
arms. But everything froze as both men saw Anzu on the floor. In
her right hand was Bakura's favorite dagger. He had given it to
Anzu for safe keeping but it had betrayed him. There, in the
middle of a pool of blood, was Anzu. He rushed over to her while
Ryou picked up the paper that lye beside her. Bakura cursed in
egyptian, praying that she was still alive. He wanted more than
anything to apologize and hear her voice once more, yet it seemed
that fate was not in his favor, as if it had ever been...
Misery: So like it? Tell me but remember no flames. As you've
already noticed, I haven't stopped crying through writing this
whole thing. I got so depressed after reading some stories today,
that this just came to me. I had to write it out. I understand if you
don't like it. I could change the outcome if you want, just tell me...
I know I could really use some cheering up after this...Maybe I'll
take this down still don't know...I think it's kind of crappy...