WEEEEEE CHAPTER TEEEEEEN WEEEEEE! Hahaha anyway ya'll remember when i saif there'd be more yaoi in the future? Well yea, this chapter is just the beggining. Yes there will be some but don't get your hopes up. LOL But i promise there will be much more to come. Har har...pun. Anyhooo i'm going to give this chapter a rating of...R. Ok, have fun ya'll!
Disclaimer: Two words...Masashi Kishimoto. I think that about covers it.
Chapter 10: Just do it
"Sakura? Sakura wake up..." The pink haired girl shook herself out of her sleep, only to look into the face of another girl.
"Ino? What are you doing in my house?" her tone was soft and shallow, she didn't have any fight left in her. After last night she'd seemed to shut herself down, she'd really hurt someone this time. And it was all for her own selfish purposes.
"We're not in your house..." Ino gave her a crazy look.
"You made it half way...I guess." She stood and pulled Sakura up with her. The green eyed girl looked around confused.
"Why are we in the park?"
"That's what I wanted to know. I found asleep in the dirt." Sakura darted her eyes around the park. She lifted her hand to her face and saw that it was completely covered in orangish dirt. She strained to remember and then all the pieces came together. Her, Sasuke, Naruto. She then realized she was holding something in her left hand. A bouquet of tattered roses.
"Naruto..." Sakura could feel the tears welling in her eyes again.
"I did this..."
"Naruto? Did he leave you here?" Sakura shook her head.
"I thought you two were dating...did you break up?"
"You could say something like that." She felt her feet lead her towards the bench, she sat down and looked over the park. She saw patterns of footprints, she followed them and saw two sets running off towards the right. One set belonged to Naruto and the other to Sasuke. He ran after him in an attempt to soothe Naruto's broken heart. She looked down at her feet. Her pants and sandals were stained with dirt. She recognized her foot prints beginning at the bench and then winding across the back when she'd dropped her purse and also confessed her love for Sasuke. They then circled around to the front of the bench, when she went to pick up the flowers. The form of her body was imprinted in the dirt.
"I must've collapsed after crying last night. How embarrassing, falling asleep in the park. But I deserve this humiliation as punishment for what I did to Naruto..."
The tears clouded her vision as she bent forward and held her knees as she cried.
"Sakura what's wrong? Please tell me what's going on, you're scaring me."
"I want to go home Ino...please take me home." Ino nodded and held Sakura by the arm leading her home slowly, Sakura cried the entire way. Ino waved off any spectators and ignored the people that mocked her. Their relationship may have weakened but Sakura was in pain and she needed a friend.
Naruto woke up that morning physically sick. And every time he threw up Sasuke was there by his side with a towel or a glass of water. He had to confess to Sasuke that he was angry at him and extremely jealous. But it wasn't his fault that he existed. Sasuke felt better when Naruto admitted that he was angry, and he had the right to be.
"Thank you for being here for me." Naruto tried to smile but soon found himself doubling over the toilet again. He thanked God that Sasuke kept his house spotless or else he'd be twice as sick. Sasuke rubbed Naruto's back and spoke soft words into his ear. Assuring him that he would be fine and everything would turn out alright. Naruto collapsed on the floor and Sasuke rushed to get him a wet towel and cleaned his face.
"I'm so sorry. I know I'm being a burden. I don't know why this is taking such a toll on me but it is..."
"Don't worry. I'm perfectly fine taking care of you. If I can just be by your side I'm happy." Naruto tried his best to smile but merely shut his eyes.
"Come on, you have to get up so we can rinse your mouth ok?" Naruto bobbed his head and stood shakily carefully brushing his teeth, afraid that he might be sick again. After that Sasuke carried him to the bed.
"How bout I get you some soup or something? You should really eat."
"You're right. I would like-"
"No ramen." Sasuke crossed his arms and shook his head.
"Why not?!" he tried to protest but failed and sank deeper into the pillow.
"Because you don't need that crap on your stomach...for now anyway. I'll go make you some Miso." Naruto watched as Sasuke left the room and relaxed. Sasuke was so good to him. He had to repay him some how.
Naruto got progressively better throughout the day and was able to run around the house. Sasuke still insisted that he stay in bed for another day and Naruto complied. He did feel better when he rested. And the next night they went out to eat. They came back late and Naruto felt he needed a shower.
"I'm gonna take a shower ok Sasuke?" Sasuke blushed at the thought of Naruto using his shower and told him to go ahead.
"I'm glad he's feeling better but I'm not exactly sure if he's alright yet..." He ran his fingers through his hair and began to change into his pajamas. Sasuke pulled out one of his drawers and found his favorite black sweat pants. He removed his shorts and slipped the pants on pulling them tighter around his waist with the string. They were kind of flimsy pants but they were comfortable and practical. He ran back down stairs to get himself and cup of water and hot chocolate for Naruto. He was beginning to take note of everything that Naruto liked and replied to Naruto's every request, he felt like hopeless puppy. He'd do anything to please the one he loved. When he reopened his door he saw Naruto in his towel.
"Ah! Naruto! I'm sorry I should've knocked!" He realized how idiotic that sounded, that he should knock on his own door. Naruto simply watched as Sasuke placed the two cups on his dresser. He turned his back from Naruto as he began to babble senselessly.
"I brought you some hot chocolate, I thought you'd like it. But if you don't want it that's ok I don't care- Nani?! Naruto?!" Sasuke was startled when he felt Naruto's body press against him. He knew Naruto was naked and whipped around to see a very, hot, wet, and naked Naruto.
"I-you...Naruto-you should...uh." Sasuke couldn't seem to get the right words out. Naruto wrapped his arms around Sasuke pushing him onto the bed.
"Naruto what are you- MMM!" The blonde held Sasuke's head and kissed him hard. Sasuke grabbed Naruto's waist and stroked his soft skin. But then Sasuke pushed himself back into reality and grabbed Naruto's shoulders. He was now sitting on Sasuke's lap, he had to keep eye contact with Naruto to make sure his eyes didn't wander.
"Naruto, we shouldn't be doing this...you should get dressed."
"Why shouldn't we be doing this? I know you want this." Naruto hoped Sasuke wanted it, he had to repay him for his kindness someway and he couldn't think of anything else but to offer his body. Besides it's not like vriginity was anything special so why not just give it up?
"But..." Sasuke clenched his teeth and shut his eyes.
"Does he even understand what he's doing to me? I'm trying SO hard to restrain myself...something just doesn't seem right!"
"Naruto I don't think-"
"Don't think, just do it." Naruto shoved Sasuke back onto the bed. He could see Sasuke was uncomfortable so he tried his best to relax him. Naruto moved over him and the taller boy cried out in pleasure.
"Stop it!" Sasuke pleaded but Naruto paid no attention and began tugging at Sasuke's pants. He was able to pull them down a couple inches. Naruto was surprised when he realized that Sasuke wasn't wearing any underwear. Naruto stared between Sasuke's legs at the black frabric that was protruding upward. He was so hard.
"I guess I hit the mark."
Naruto fiddled with the string but Sasuke snatched Naruto's hands away.
"Yamero! Why are you doing this?" His face was flushed and sweat formed on his brow. Naruto became confused.
"Why isn't he just giving in? This is what he wants isn't it?"
"I, I just want to repay you for your, well I want to make it up to you. Repay you for your kindness." Sasuke frowned and growled. He was furious with Naruto. He pushed him off his lap and forced him to stand.
"SO YOU THINK THIS IS HOW YOU REPAY ME?! DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW HARD IT IS FOR ME TO HOLD BACK?! YOU DON'T EVEN WANT TO DO THIS AND YET YOU CONTINUE TO TORTURE ME?!" Naruto crumbled to the ground at Sasuke's feet. But Sasuke clutched one of Naruto's wrists in his hand to keep the boy from running away.
"I don't understand! I thought this was what you wanted!" Sasuke threw his hands up in the air and exploded tossing Naruto's hand away as well.
"IF YOU THINK YOU'RE NOTHING MORE TO ME THEN AN EASY FUCK YOU OBVIOUSLY DON'T KNOW ME VERY WELL!!! AND WHY WOULD YOU THINK THAT YOU'D HAVE TO REPAY ME?!?! I WAS TAKING CARE OF YOU BECAUSE IT WAS SOMETHING I WANTED TO DO!!! YOU DON'T HAVE TO REPAY ME! YOU DON'T OWE ME ANYTHING!!! DAMNIT I CAN'T STAND THIS!" Naruto cowered beneath him. He was too afraid to move. Sasuke sighed angrily and stomped to the bathroom and slammed the door behind him pressing himself against it. Naruto remained glued to the ground until he heard the shower running. He quickly grabbed some shorts from the drawer slipped them on and leaped into bed. Burying himself in the covers.
"Sasuke hates me!" He covered his head and began sobbing. "Damn it, damn it, damn it. I'm a total fucktard." He choked and continued sobbing.
"I've really messed up this time! And all I can do is cry like a damn baby! But Sasuke really hates me now! What do I do!? What do I do?!?"
Sasuke pushed his arms against the wall and stood in the cold shower. He definitely needed it. He slowly slipped to the floor and sat still for a couple minutes making sure his manhood stayed down with the rest of him.
"Why the hell is he doing this to me? He has no idea what effect he has on me." Sasuke shivered from the icy water and quickly turned it off. He toweled off and slipped his pants back on. He stood staring at the bathroom door for a couple minutes. This was a battle between him and the door knob.
-To open, or not to open?
"Oh this is ridiculous, I can't hide forever..." He twisted the knob and stepped out into his room. He could hear Naruto crying.
"Shit I made him cry...again" Sasuke mentally slapped himself in the face. The last thing he meant to do was make the Dobi cry...But he had been a bit harsh...
"Damn it."
Sasuke saw the ball of covers freeze and silence. Sasuke sighed and walked to the bed carefully lifting up the covers and scooted in. Naruto shifted to the opposite corner of the bed but Sasuke caught his waist and dragged the shuddering blonde to his side.
"Calm down, I'm not angry..."
"Y-yes you are! But it's ok I totally fucked up I'm so sorry! I thought that-"
"Well you thought wrong. I'm never going to force you to do something you don't want to do." Naruto turned over and faced Sasuke. He ran his finger in circles around the ebony haired boy's chest.
"You won't force me to do anything I don't want to do?" Naruto raised his head for Sasuke's approval.
"Correct. I'd never force you, I lo-Er! I just wouldn't do that to you."
"Holy shit! I almost confessed! I've got to watch myself..."
"But, what if it was something I did want to do?" Sasuke stopped and looked down at Naruto.
"What are you saying?"
HO HOOOO!!! WHAT IS IT THAT YOU ARE INSINUATING NARUTO?!?!?!? AAAAAAHAAAHAAAAA!!! I KNOW I KNOW!!! BUT YOU DON'T! MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Well that's it for this one. Remember now that i gave you two chapters i get a break. LOL i know i left it at like a kind of cliff hanger but...what can i say? I'M EEEEEEVIL! MUAHAHAHA!
bi bi for now
Spoon Ninja
