Sammi-chan: Here it is! The next chappy! ::throws hands into the air and jumps up in her chair:: I did it because Shu-chan121 wuz too brain-dead to think of anything for it. ::laughs::
Shuichi: Ya know, you're probably right. ::glares at Shu-chan121 who is sitting in front of the computer screen in the corner of the room trying to think of the next chappy:: She's stumped.
Shu-chan121: ::yells from the computer desk in the corner of the room:: I can hear you! I'm trying to think right now! ::smoke comes out of ears::
Yuki: ::mumbles to the other two:: We can tell. It looks like you're trying to cook something in there. Since it's so hollow, you might as well use it for something.
Shuichi: ::laughs and falls off chair:: CAN'T…BREATHE…
Shu-chan121: Then stop laughing! It wasn't that funny!
Sammi-chan: ::mumbles:: To you it isn't. Anyways, I hope you all like the chappy!
Yuki: ::glares at Sammi-chan:: How can they like it when I act like a baby!!!
Shuichi: ::stops laughing and looks at Yuki:: Hey, you looked soooooo CUTE like that! I never saw that side of you.
Yuki: :::grumbles:: It was those stupid pills you guys forced me to take for the part.
Sammi-chan and Shu-chan121: ::each take a baseball bat and whacked both Shuichi and Yuki over the head:: SHUT UP YOU IDIOTS!!! Anyways, read the chappy! Hope You like it.
Me and Sammi-chan dont own gravitation if we did will be rich. And were not (at least I'm not) ::cries::
Chapter 3: The Fight
I woke up the same way I fell asleep. I was in Hiro's arms, my head was resting on his chest, my knees were drawn up to my chest, and his head was lightly resting on mine. We looked really strange, and I'd hate to see if someone saw us like this.
We woke up to the sound of a door slamming open and someone walking into the room. I couldn't see who it was but I knew they were angry by the way they shut the door closed when they came in.
"Shuichi?" I heard a small, but manly voice whisper. At once, I knew who it was. "Yuki, it's not what it looks like!" I got out of the embrace and stood up in front of the tall man standing before that I came to love. But this wasn't the man I fell in love with. He is different from the Yuki I fell in love with.
The Yuki I came to love was hard, cold, and always calling me names like 'Damn brat, idiot, or other mean things.' But this Yuki was all happy-go-lucky one moment, and the next, crying his eyes out if he got a paper cut or something. The Yuki standing in front of me acted more like I used to act, and I act more like he did. I didn't like it. I liked being the one to cry over something stupid, or being all happy and hyper.
I liked getting teased; it made me feel like I was noticed. Now I was different, and it was all because of those pills he takes. Because he became happy-go-lucky, I felt the need to have someone in the relationship that was mean. Like Ying and Yang. Two opposites. That was why I act like this. It's because I felt empty and the need to become like this overwhelmed me.
Yuki stood in front of me looking sad. His cheeks were wet with tears as they still slid down, making more tear tracks. His strong muscular arms hung at his sides as if he had been defeated. "I can't believe it," he whispered to himself, "You are cheating on me. And I thought you loved me!" At the end of the sentence, he was yelling at me, his hands holding onto his heart.
He walked up to me and grabbed me by the shoulders. He pushed me into the wall with such force that the breath was knocked out of me. I struggled to get out of his grasp, for he was starting to hurt me. I could fell my arms bruising underneath his hands as he squeezed tightly onto me. But it was no use. I was pinned against the wall, and I couldn't get free.
"Shuichi, I thought you loved me? You do, don't you?" he whispered in my ear as he leaned in close. I could feel his hot breath hitting my ear. I shivered and replied, "Of course I do. Hiro was just…" But before I could finish my story, Yuki cut me off. I could tell by the look in his eyes that he was angry with me. He was really angry. "You LIAR!!! If you did, you wouldn't' go around sleeping with other men!!!" (Shu-chan121: I thing Yuki was planing that)As he said this, he let go of me and I slid to the ground and watched him run out of the house.
I looked over to Hiro. I couldn't believe that idiot slept through that whole fight, without stirring once. I couldn't believe that Yuki just did that. Usually, he would listen to me before making an accusation, but I guess I was wrong. I just sat in the same place I fell in, and stared at the door where I lost sight of Yuki only moments ago.
"Yuki…" I whispered into the empty wind, with no ears to hear it.With"
OoOoOoOoOo With Yuki oOoOoOoOoO
Yuki couldn't believe what he had just witnessed. What he just saw proved that Shuichi was cheating on him this whole time. He figured he was joking when he said that the other night to Shuichi. But he guesses he was right. By this time, he was still running, but made it to the house's front door in a matter of minutes.
He ran into the house slamming the door behind him, ran up to his and Shuichi's room, landed on the big king sized bed in the middle of them room, and started to cry. He had tears streaming down his face as he thought.
Then, after about five minutes, the answer hit him. He sat up. He now understood why Shuichi was sleeping with another man. "It's those damn pills. Before my doctors prescribed them to me, out relationship was happy, but after that, it all started to fall apart. If I never went on the pills, everything would be the way it was before, we would still be a happy couple."
As he said those words to himself, he gathered all of the bottles of pills off the end table next to the bed and went into the bathroom. He took every bottle and poured them down the sink. "These pills are damned." He whispered as the last bottle was emptied down the sink, destroying all evidence that he was ever on them.
Yuki stumbled back into the bedroom, dropping all of the empty pill bottles in the process, and fell unceremoniously into the center of the bed on his stomach. Before his head hit the pillow, he was asleep, tears still streaming down his face, unknowingly to him.
oOoOoOoOoOoOWith Shuichi and Hiro oOoOoOoOoOoOoO
I couldn't believe it. Yuki was mad at him. And for something he never did, or would do. I still sat where he left me on the floor; Hiro was just waking up into the deafening silence. He sat up and rubbed his eyes to look at me. As stupid and clueless he was, he asked. "What's wrong Shuichi?"
I just looked at him. "He saw us," I said sullenly, not even raising my head to look at him, "He saw the way we were in last night when I woke up and couldn't move. He thinks I slept with you or something. I can't take it. I love him too much to lose him, but I don't know if I can face him."
Hiro came over to me and pulled me up and brought me to the couch. As we sat there, I though only about the look on Yuki's face when he came into the house and saw us like that.
It showed utter disbelief and most of all, betrayal. Hiro just looked at me as I put my head back into my hands and cried silent tears. They rolled down my face as I thought more and more about it. Finally after what seemed like an eternity of sitting in the uncomfortable silence that had befallen us after my words, Hiro decided it was time to speak his words of wisdom that always helped in these kinds problems that just came up.
It seemed like he had all of his words planned out before he said them. "Shuichi, you have to calm down and be strong. You should go home and explain it to him. If you don't, then your relationship with him will never return." I lifted my head to look at him. "But what if it doesn't work Hiro? What if he still doesn't believe me?!" I asked a little loud.
"Shuichi, You will never know what will happen on that road if you never take it. Just think about that. The only road you know what will happen on is the one you decided to take." There was that wisdom I was talking about. Those words told me that I had to see him and explain. If he really loved me, he would listen to what I had to say. But I wasn't going to go just yet.
I needed to give him some time to himself and to calm down. If I didn't, he might lash out on me and get even angrier.
"Hiro, I'll do that, but right now, I need some time to myself, so I'm gonna get something to drink and then go home. I'll see ya later. And, thanks for the help."
At those words, I got up off the couch and ran out the door. I went to a convenient store and bought a soda and ran back out into the winter air. The cold bit at my face as I ran to my favorite place in the world. The park where Yuki and me met for the first time.
I loved that spot, and I remember what happened there like it was yesterday, instead of about 6 years. I sat down on the bench and drank my soda, remembering all the good times I had here with Yuki. I started to remember how it was being in Bad Luck and going big. And then it all ended. I was happy back then. With the band and Yuki, but no all I had was Yuki and my song writing.
And now, now I was losing Yuki. I looked up into the sky. The sun was beginning to fall. The day was going by faster than I had anticipated. I figured I should go back home, but I didn't want to, not just yet. I didn't want to face the man that thought I betrayed his love.
I couldn't do it. Suddenly, Hiro's words hit me like a ton of bricks. They echoed in my head. ' "Shuichi, You will never know what will happen on that road if you never take it. Just think about that. The only road you know what will happen on is the one you decided to take." '
That did it. I would go home and face him. Yuki, the man I love. I got up from the bench and threw away the now empty bottle of soda.
I ran all the way home. I kept thinking that I would make it up to him. I would, until he was happy again. The rest of the way, I had nothing else running through my mind.
As I got to the door, I went inside and shut it quietly behind me. No noise came to my ears. No proof or someone in the house awaiting my return.
I went upstairs to look for Yuki. Still, no noise. I started to panic at what might have happened. Did he kill himself? No, he wouldn't do that. When I got into out bedroom, I was afraid when I found Yuki face down on the bed not moving, and all of the empty pill bottles scattered all on the floor.
I walked over to Yuki and was relieved to find that he was just sleeping peacefully. I sat next to him and just looked at him. He looked so content and so happy. He always did when he was asleep. He always looked like an angel.
I started to wonder why he ever chose me. When we met, I was loud obnoxious, and…annoying. Well, that's what he always said. He always told me that I was an idiot, a damn brat, and an annoying little child. It always made me so mad, but now that I actually thought about it, he was, in a way, right.
I was always so hyper and clingy. Anyways, if I were him, I would have gotten someone much more like myself. We were opposites, but I guess, that's what made us special.
I put my hand softly on his head and started to pet his hair in the direction it was going in. After a while of me doing this, he started to stir. I pulled my hand back quickly as he opened his beautiful eyes and looked at me. I could see the emotions in them, stirring around together. Hurt. Pain. Betrayal. And most of all, sadness.
But soon enough, to my surprise, he hid his emotions and his eyes were cold and emotionless, like they used to be when I was before. I wondered what happened to make this change in him.
"Why?" he asked. His voice was as cold as it used to be, holding no emotion. As if he read my thoughts, he said, "I stopped the pills. I figured out they were the reason you cheated on me. Even though I was happy when I was on them, I stopped them, so we could be happy together. Like things used to be before."
His last words were quiet. So quiet, I almost didn't hear them. I didn't know that the pills ever made him happy. And if they made him happy, then I figured he should go back on them. I wanted him to be happy, even if that meant my unhappiness tearing me up from the inside.
"Yuki, listen to me," I said as I picked his head up and putting it in my lap, starting to pet it slowly like before, "I never cheated on you. I was in distress last night, and Hiro comforted me last night. I fell asleep crying my eyes out. You believe me…don't you?"
My head was turned away so he couldn't see my eyes. But I couldn't see the smile that spread on his face. "I do Shuichi. I was just surprised, and jumped to the wrong conclusions. I'm sorry for accusing you of such things before I heard your story first."
I turned my head and looked down at him. He turned so that he was facing me, but his head was still in my lap. "Yuki, if those pills really made you happy, then get back on them. I want nothing more than for you to be happy, even if it means seeing you act really weird."
I chuckled at the memory of him jumping on me in his hyper stage. He got up unnoticed while I was in lala land, and pulled me into his lap. (A/N: Hey Ashley-Chan, doesn't this sound familiar? LOL)
He looked at me seductively and said in his strong quiet voice, "Prove it."
TBC…
A/N – from Sammi-Chan,
Hiya, did you like the chappy? It took me like forever to get it right. You never know what it'll be like in the next chappy. Lol. Don't mind me. Everyone at school tells me I have an 'overactive imagination and need to get off the computers and go into the sun for once.' I wonder who said that? (Shawnee-Chan, Ashley-Chan, Angelica-Chan, Josh-Chan, Mitchell-Chan) Whatever. Wait till the next chapter!
A/N- from Shu-chan121,
Well just so you all know I didn't write this chappie I had my friend Sammi-Chan do it for me. I told her the plot. And that about it XP. But I do hope you like it. She wrote more in this one chappie than I have in my 2 chappies .
