Hey, sorry about the wait but I had to visit my Mother in Tokyo.

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Chapter Three: Pain and Jealousy

Pain. That was the first thing that Buffy felt when she opened her eyes. The morning sunlight that was shining in through the window was too bright for her banging headache and she was sore in other places as well. Wait. Why the hell was she sore in other places? Her headache could be explained easily but… Oh my God.

She shifted slightly to make herself more comfortable and that's when she felt it. A pale, muscular arm was draped over her belly, too light to be Angel's. Taking a deep breath, she turned over to see who she was sharing the bed with. As soon a she saw him everything about last night came rushing back into her memory; the wine, the vodka, the Sex, and the worst thing was, she remembered that she clearly kissed him first, he hadn't taken advantage of her drunken state.

"Spike" she shook him roughly and his eyelids fluttered open. At first he looked as surprised as she had been but then, smirking slightly, the memories came rushing back to him as well.

"Mornin' pet" his blue eyes where dancing with amusement but stopped when her palm sharply connected with his face.

"Ow! What was that for?"

"You think this is funny? We've slept together and you're laughing?"

"Well I just think it's funny that you can't deny your attraction for me now" She slapped him again, hard.

"Please stop doing that" he stated simply,

"What are we going to do?" she almost screamed, More memories where flooding back into her brain, how she had screamed for more, how he had been the best lover she had ever had.

"Forget it" he said as if it was the most obvious thing in the world.

"What?"

"Just forget it ever happened, go back to normal. Now that we've got it out of our system it should be okay" Buffy was surprised at how he could be so calm about the whole situation. She was also a little upset at how the experience had obviously meant nothing to him,

"We can't just forget about it" he smirked again,

"And why not? I'll find it quite easy, after all, you weren't exactly the best shag I've ever had" Buffy felt tears sting her eyes,

"Fine. It should be easy for me too. You weren't that good either" she lied,

"Well that's settled then. We forget about the whole thing, now if you'll excuse me I need a shower, I still have Buffy scent on me" he smiled charmingly at her and strode out, not bothering with modesty.

As soon as she heard the shower start to run, she broke down in tears.

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"Hi sweetheart" Angel said as he swooped Buffy into his arms when he came in from work. Spike had gone straight into his room after his shower and Buffy had avoided him all day. Angel smiled, she seemed so happy to see him, more than usual. He wondered if Spike had done anything annoying to her.

"Hey" There was an awkward silence before Angel spoke up,

"Where's Spike?" Buffy's cheeks reddened and her heart beat faster at the mere mention of his name,

"Up in his room I think" Angel smiled lovingly at his fiancée before pulling a red velvet box from his pocket and handing it to Buffy, she gasped as she opened it,

"Oh my God Angel, they're beautiful" she looked down at the two diamond earrings that stared back at her before bringing him in for a passionate kiss.

Spike clenched his jaw as he stood at the top of the stairs and watched the 'happy' couple in front of him explore each other's tonsils. He hated his brother with a passion but had to laugh when he saw how clumsy the older man was a kissing his fiancée. His hands didn't explore her body but stayed down at her waist. Spike could tell that Buffy wanted more but Angel just wouldn't give it to her and he chuckled slightly as he made his entrance and coughed loudly, causing the couple to break apart and scowl at him.

"What do you want?" Buffy asked angrily, trying to control herself from slapping the blond across the face. Why was he always so smug and cocky all the time? God, she hated him…

"Don't let me interrupt you, just getting a drink…" he looked at Angel who raised an eyebrow, "…Of water" he finished, Angel bent down and kissed Buffy lightly on the lips,

"I think I'm going to go and have a lie down for a couple of hours, I was up all night sorting out a presentation for work" he smiled, before heading upstairs to his room, leaving Buffy and Spike alone in the kitchen.

"We need to talk" Spike broke the silence, causing Buffy to turn around and glare at him,

"About what?"

"We slept together Buffy" Hearing him say her name made Buffy practically melt, and that made her hate him even more,

"It meant nothing. We were drunk, it was awful" she lied and she could have sworn that he winced slightly at her hurtful words, he stepped closer to her. His face was inches away from hers and her heart began to beat faster, but she managed to pull herself together and continue to look into his eyes,

"Look at me now and tell me that I wasn't a better kisser and lover then Angel is, that whilst you where kissing him earlier, you compared his clumsy movements to the realms of pleasure that I gave you with just one touch" Buffy looked away from him and remained silent as he smirked and began playing with her golden hair,

"You are so beautiful Buffy" he whispered into her ear,

"Get away from me…" she breathed half heartedly as his hands dropped to her soaking wet panties and he began to kiss and suck at her collarbone, she almost screamed as his finger brushed against her clit,

"Alright then" he pulled his fingers out of her and began to walk away, leaving Buffy startled and wanting more, he barely moved a foot away from her before she grabbed his arm and pulled him in for a hungry kiss.

"Wow luv…" he said as they pulled away for air, "so what was that you where saying about it being awful?"

"Shut up" she pulled him in for another kiss before gasping when his hands entered her core again.

"Oh God! Spike!" she cried as his finger touched her clit again,

"Shhh luv, you don't wanna wake your husband do you?"

"We're…not…married…yet…" she panted in between kisses. He smiled and slipped her panties down her legs for the second time before lifting her up onto the island in the kitchen. The counter was cold on her bare ass but she didn't care, all she cared about was what Spike was doing with his tongue.

"Oh…my…God…" she gasped as the pleasure overwhelmed her and she prepared for orgasm, he silenced her screams with his lips on hers.

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Willow drove tearfully down the road to Buffy and Angel's house. She had just had the worst fight with Oz ever and wanted to share it all with her best friend over ice cream and wine. She parked the small car outside the house and checked her hair in the mirror before stepping outside and walking down the path. She smiled as she opened the door easily, Buffy never locked it.

Willow gasped when she entered the kitchen…