A/N: Each chapter will be a different continuation from Jess' point of view. Hey, I was bored.
Okay. So I've already written a story about the whole "Come away with me" concept. That one was different. This story does not really change the show, just shows somewhat of what happened to our good-friend Jess as he departed broken-hearted. Hey, I rhymed. Anyways, give it a try. The lyrics are from "I'm Lost Without You" off the Blink182 self-titled album.
This is song lyrics.
This is things-of-the-past.
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I swear that I can go on forever again
Please let me know that my one bad day will end
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"Why won't you leave me alone? You won't go away!"
Her words danced through his swirling thoughts.
"It's not what I want!"
He couldn't get her out of his head. Once you start, you just can't stop.
"You don't know me!"
"There's nothing to start!"
"No! No no no no."
Jess walked quickly from the building, his mind racing. 'No', she had said. 'No no no no no...' The word danced through his mind, and for a moment he felt as if he could no longer think. He had done it right, hadn't he? Hadn't he done what the books had said? But it didn't matter anymore, what the books said. All the books, they wouldn't help him now.
They couldn't, because in his head he could still hear her one frantic answer. Two letters, and yet he couldn't get over them.
"No," he whispered to himself, feeling the letters with his tongue. Shaping the sound with his lips. "No no no..."
Is this how it felt to have your heart broken?
Once inside the safety of his car, he felt calmer. Or maybe the word he wanted was 'numb'. Yes, yes that had to be it, because after what he had done, he didn't want to feel anymore.
"That's the key, isn't it?" He mumbled to himself, somewhat crazily, "if you can't feel, then the girl can't hurt you."
He turned the ignition and drove away, as the girl who had broken his heart sat crying in her dowm.
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