Takes place during/after the kiss at Sookie's wedding.
Oh, and I forgot. These characters ARE NOT MINE.
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I
will go down as your lover, your friend
Give me your lips and with
one kiss we begin
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He is watching her, not in a stalker kind of way, but in a 'wow, she's gorgeous' kind of way.
And as she is walking towards him, he seriously hopes that he doesn't mess it up again, because he doesn't deserve her. But still, he tries.
"What are you doing here?" Is the first thing she says to him, and he doesn't care. He just wants to hear her vioce.
He sometimes wonders why he bothers, why does he keep chasing her? Why is he is infatuated with her?
In New York, the chase was fun. Sometimes he chased, and sometimes he was chased. Either way he would end up screwing her. But that was okay then, because emotions weren't involved. Emotions didn't matter when you had a gun under your mattress, and a stash of whiskey in your dresser.
Now he is feeling things he has tried to ignor for nearly his whole life, and he doesn't want to forget about her anymore. Because she is far to beautiful and innocent to be forgotten.
And suddenly her lips are on his and he realizes how close she is, and that a whole conversation has gone by and he's missed it.
All thoughts leave him, as he is extremely aware of her hair brushing his face, and her arms are on his hips, and he's hoping, god he's hoping that it's not Dean on her mind as she's standing with him. He realizes his role in this, and he is kissing her back.
And it's over far too soon, as he barely grazes her lips with hit tongue, and his arms fall limp to his side as the space in front of him is empty. He's watching her retreating form, and half-wondering what just happened.
"Welcome home!" He hears her yell, and his body slowly get's back it's feeling.
Jess isn't sure what love is, but he sure hopes this is it.
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