I'm aware that there are some historical inaccuracies in Chapter 2. Some mighty whoppers of historical inaccuracies, come to mention it. I will fix these eventually. Probably.
Chapter 4: Beth
April, 1979
The
middle-aged man pushed the wheelchair as far as the old gravel drive, where the
specially hired, wheelchair-accessible taxi
awaited.
"You mustn't go, Master," Marcus
fretted for the third time.
Jack smiled up
sadly at the man's strained face. Marcus is so afraid of Dracan. I wish I
could ease your fears, my old friend. But Jack was afraid too--not of
Dracan, certainly, but of what he could do in a fit of
impulsiveness.
"It's not my place, sir,
but--"
Jack exhaled pensively. He'd hoped to be
gone by now, leaving this dreary old place and its quarreling old men for the
refreshing new world--for a short time, at least. He knew that he'd return, that
he was as much a dusty old relic as Dracan and Crowley. But he'd hoped to at
least forget the terrible events of the past year for a
time.
"Dracan concerns you." Piercing eyes
noted Marcus' hesitant nod. Jack sighed to himself. My brother, forgive me.
It was only a precaution. I never planned to do this. "The key to Master
Crowley's wardrobe," he began very quietly. "You know where it
is?"
"Of course, sir. I do his
laundry."
"Very good." Jack steered the man
with one hand on his shoulder, until Marcus squatted uncomfortably at eye level.
"In the drawer beneath is a wooden box. I made it. If Dracan does anything to
endanger yourself, Crowley, or this place while I am gone, unlock the cupboard,
take out the box, and, somehow, get Dracan's star. Put it in the box and
close it. Lock the cupboard again and get away as fast as you can. Do you
understand?"
His eyes widened impossibly,
showing white all around. "But, sir, if Master Dracan opens the
wardrobe--"
Jack enunciated very carefully.
"The box doesn't open once it closes, Marcus. So I'd advise you to make it count
should you need to use it."
"Oh. Oh."
Fear twisted the man's pale features. "Only if we are in danger?" He looked
desperate to avoid that terrible duty. They both knew what it would do to Dracan
to lose his precious Star. I wish there was someone beside you, my old
friend. But Crowley was too weak. Dracan would absolutely explode if Crowley
challenged his authority like this. An escaped servant might be beneath his
notice for a little while.
"Only then. You
won't need it." Jack wished that he believed his own platitudes. "You have been
the best of companions and friends, Marcus. I sincerely hope that you are here
when I return."
When the woman answered the knock at her door,
she was toweling excess shower water from her long, dark hair. But she paused,
half-hunched in that awkward posture, when her brown eyes met those of the man
in the doorway. His thin hands rested lightly on the arms of his wheelchair, the
only sign of his tension their rhythmic clenching and
unclenching.
"Good evening," Jack said
politely, cocking his head at her expression. "Am I not welcome
here?"
Beth stepped aside far enough for the
older man to squeeze his wheelchair in through the door. "Of course, you can
come in. But, Jack," she looked into his eyes, her own gaze a mixture of
exasperation and sympathy, "my answer is the
same."
Jack spread his hands calmly. "I'm here
to change your mind."
This man, Beth decided, is the single
most stubborn, smug, arrogant, bull-headed human being I have ever met in my
life.
"You haven't associated with the men
I live with," Jack observed calmly, pausing for a moment with the teapot
hovering in one hand. "Otherwise, you would not say
that."
"I didn't say that. Get out of my
head, Jack."
The wheelchair-bound man shrugged
complacently. "As you wish."
Enough was enough.
Beth stomped over to where Jack had set his chair, and sat down firmly on the
end of the couch closest to him. "Look, Jack--I know how much this means to you.
I know how much this has influenced your life. But I can't help you. You know
that."
Jack frowned. This odd man, with his
wild claims of power and Art and ancient Brotherhoods, was obviously not
accustomed to hearing no. "What you can
do--"
"--is not in the league of healing
paralysis!" Beth rose to pace, then remembered Jack, and somewhat guiltily sat
back down again. "I'm a psychic healer, Jack. I don't perform miracles. What I
do is encourage the power within the individual to heal himself or herself. I
can't convince decades-old nerve and bone damage to knit itself
up."
"You sell yourself short," Jack noted
clinically. "Technically, nothing is impossible with the Art. Except murder--and
healing. But you have the capacity for both the Art and healing, though
you only use the one. That lecture you gave in London last year--I could sense
your potential from the audience. It's an extremely rare gift--and the reason I
am here."
"This is another travel invitation,
isn't it?"
Jack regarded her levelly. "Give me
the same chance that you would any other of your patients, Beth. That is all I
ask. Chant, dance, use incense, use crystals, whatever it is that you do, just
use your power to tell me that--not your rational judgment." Jack tapped his
head. "I don't trust judgment, sometimes. People are too wrapped up in their own
prejudices. The Art is without them."
Beth
sighed. "Fine." She supposed that she owed Jack that much. Beth wasn't
quite sure that she believed all of Jack's wild claims, but his letters revealed
obvious and strong occult skill. She'd already learned much from him--though his
methods were certainly different from her
own.
Almost a year ago, she'd received the
first letter from Scotland regarding her lectures in London. Beth ended up with
more than a few letters from lonely souls claiming occult powers, all of them
either charlatans or seriously disturbed. Jack had been very different. He spoke
with the voice of an experience she could barely grasp, simple instructions
which had greatly focused her power and hinted at gifts beyond her modest
healing talent.
But this Art, this ridiculous
talk of summoning demons and levitation and other nonsense! I may be a flake,
but I'm a practical flake. His philosophy, his reclusive research,
hardly fit in with her own dynamic notion that everyone had the power, his Art,
as potential within them. The debate had made their letters…interesting, to say
the least.
Jack quirked an eyebrow but said
nothing as she exited the room. When she returned a moment later, box in hand,
his smug expression blossomed into a wide
grin.
"Tarot cards?" the man inquired, amused.
"Why not tea leaves--or animal
entrails?"
"Don't be crude, Jack. I don't
criticize your methods."
"You do,
as I recall." He leaned back in the chair. "With the Art, no props are required
for prescience--dreams, visions, what-have-you. I had parlor tricks like this
down when I was thirteen, without the
crutches."
"I'm very proud. Hush and let me
focus on this." Beth had performed successfully for skeptics before--it was one
of the reasons why she was one of the most sought-after psychics and healers in
California. Not many occultists could make a decent living off of speaking
engagements and book royalties. Putting that thought behind her, Beth allowed
herself to sink into that calm place below thought, where she touched that power
within her, connecting her to the earth and, by extension, to all things on it.
Jack was watching her very closely, eyes oddly intent on her face, as though she
was doing something particularly
interesting.
Slim hands shuffled the cards with
a familiar affection before passing the deck to the man opposite. "Pick
ten."
Shrugging, Jack shuffled the cards easily
and counted out ten, passing them back to her. With a practiced ease, Beth dealt
them out in the familiar pattern. Keen dark eyes passed quickly over the cards,
noting those that stood out.
"Well?" Jack
prompted with a glint of mischief in his eyes. "When do I get my rich husband?
Tall, dark, and--"
"Hush. Right now." Against
the background of his laughter, Beth squinted. "Who's the irritating young man
you're competing with for the favor of the elderly father-figure? Looks like a
brother to me."
Jack stopped laughing very
quickly. Beth flashed him a superior smile and pointed to the first few cards.
"Here," a graceful finger pointed to the center of the pattern. "The influences
on your life in the distant past--the Page of Pentacles, the devoted young
student-yourself, I assume--with the Emperor, the man of learning. In your more
recent past, the Knight of Swords. A demanding young man, also drawn to the
Emperor."
Jack gave a mild facial shrug,
expression carefully neutral. But Beth was good at reading people, and she knew
what probably lay beneath that calm surface. "The cards above represent your
aspirations. The Three of Pentacles represents…craftsmanship, skill, the
application of knowledge."
A slight smile,
almost one of pride, crossed Jack's features before he frowned. "There are a
great many pentacles here."
"Um, yes."
Sometimes, Beth had no idea what the man could possibly be thinking. "The
pentagram represents--"
"I know what it means.
Continue." Jack made a curt gesture with his hand. At her expression, his look
softened. "Please. By all means."
Beth
shrugged; at least the man's skepticism--if not his arrogance--was on the wane.
"Below is the Two of Swords. Whatever you attempted, probably with the Knight,
it was his project, and it did not go well at all. Craftmanship and pride
led to destruction and suffering." Jack's calm actually broke in a flinch with
that. "Am I wrong?"
"I don't need to be
analyzed," he muttered, "or to hear about my past. Shall we move
on?"
"As you wish." Sighing, Beth composed her
thoughts, looking over the final few cards. The ones she'd skipped told her a
great deal about Jack himself--but the man was remarkably closed-off to
self-awareness for a psychic. That wouldn't exactly help him if he were looking
to be healed. "The near future, this card," she tapped the Two of Swords,
"indicates a struggle. You're struggling not only with another--for power, for
control--but within yourself, challenging the way of life you've chosen and
deciding between spiritual matters and the temporal ones holding you
back."
"Well, that sounded suitably
vague."
"Jack, are you not listening to
me?" Beth stabbed a finger down on the final card. "The farther future. The Ten
of Swords. Suffering, plain and simple. You don't do anything by halves, do you?
You're in great danger."
The magician sighed,
glancing away from her. "That I already
knew."
"Well, may I ask why you're here? Why
here, instead of Scotland, standing up for the Emperor against the
Knight?"
His eyes met hers reluctantly. "I
wanted--needed to be here."
Beth thought
that she knew, but had to ask. "Why? What's
here?"
Jack blinked. "You, Beth. What
else?"
"Sir?" Marcus' voice was infinitely gentle.
"Master Crowley? Are you awake?"
"Momentarily,"
the old man muttered groggily, shifting aching bones into a position that
allowed him to lever himself out of bed. The servant hurried to his side,
slipping a frail arm around his shoulders.
I
moved the world, once, Crowley thought irritably at Marcus, I don't need
a servant's help to get out of bed. But he did. And he accepted it gladly.
"What is it, Marcus?"
"There's someone to see
you, sir."
Crowley arched an eyebrow at that.
The trio of Masters had few visitors, and Crowley the least of all. It's best
if the world forgets us, he'd told the younger men, repeatedly--though he
doubted they'd fully agreed with him.
Much to
Crowley's dismay, Marcus had to help him down the stairs as well. A thin elderly
man awaited them in the foyer, lined face pensive. But that expression broke
into a welcoming smile at the sight of his former
Brother.
"Crowley!" Michaels
enthused.
Grinning, Crowley grasped Michaels'
hand. "You are a sight for sore eyes, my friend." It had been years since he'd
seen any of the former Brothers. Privately, he was amazed that any of
them--including himself--were still alive in this new world. Although, as linked
to them as he'd been a century ago, he would have sensed if Michaels had died.
"Marcus, tea for two, please."
For all his
frailty, Michaels was blunt and straightforward as they sat. "I'm worried about
this Master, this boy, Crowley.
Dracan."
Crowley closed his eyes, exhaling a
long slow sigh. "Yes."
Piercing green eyes
studied his face from within a deep web of wrinkles. "I haven't lost the Art,
you know. None of us have, except for the dead ones, of course--Paraseuis,
Johan, al-Razi, Gunther, Massoumi." The names, spoken together, were a blow,
even though Crowley knew that those men had passed. So many of us. "I
have felt the Art…change when Dracan touches it with that accursed
thing."
"It's just a grimoire, Michaels, albeit
a very powerful one. Nothing more."
Michaels'
papery lips twisted as though he was preparing to spit. "You know better,
Crowley. The Art should not change. We change to accommodate its
ambiance." The man placed his hands reflectively on his knees--were they young,
healthy men, Crowley knew, he would be pacing. Michaels had always been filled
with energy--serene energy certain of his priestly calling, but energy
nonetheless. "Nothing good can come of twisting, changing such powerful forces.
Do any of us, after so many centuries, even begin to truly understand the
Art?"
Crowley nodded reluctantly. "I agree with
you, Brother." Michaels started, both at the unwarranted title and the sad,
gentle tone. "Dracan has tried to do ill with his little invention. But he
is a Master…and, by now, he is stronger than I. He refuses my
counsel."
"You're saying that you will do
nothing? That you will allow events to play themselves out? The Art does not
like to be changed, Crowley."
"I know, I
know." A thin, weary hand passed before his eyes. "I'm saying that I can
do nothing." Other than wait, and watch, and pray. And hope that Jack will
succeed where I have failed.
Michaels
nodded slowly. "All right. I won't blame you for this, Crowley. Blame is…futile,
at this stage. I will pray. I know that you do not share my faith…but you should
pray, too." Grimacing, he reached into his voluminous black coat. "I have
something for you."
Crowley studied the object
that Michaels passed into his hands. A simple, old wooden crucifix, not much
larger than the length of his hand. The barest touch sent tingles through his
fingertips…the cross had been very heavily spelled with protective
magic.
"Protection," Michaels said at Crowley's
inquiring look, "comes from a great many
sources."
Crowley nodded politely, pocketing
the crucifix. "Perhaps my own spiritual inclinations lie in different
directions…but the gift is welcome. I have a feeling that I will need all the
protection I can have before the month is out."
May, 1979
"You are completely wrong for me,"
Beth informed the prone figure, absently stroking his
hair.
Jack grinned up at her, stretching his
arms above his head. "You don't like one-hundred-and-fifty-year-old
men?"
"That's one of my concerns, yes. How can
I believe half of what you tell me? Demons, ancient conspiracies,
immortal old men--"
"We're not immortal," Jack
put in quickly, "we're simply very good at being
old."
"Whatever." Beth shook her head. "What
is it about you?"
"My handsome face,"
Jack mused philosophically, "my rugged physique, my devastating wit and
charm--"
"--your
modesty--"
"Of course." The pair looked soberly
at each other for only a moment more before breaking down into
laughter.
Sighing, her hand still in his
surprisingly soft brown hair, Beth leaned over, bringing her face to his. They
kissed only a moment, before she drew away, exhaling
again.
I have to say it, don't I? But
the words were difficult for suddenly stiff lips to shape. Instead, she led up
to it gently. "Can we talk about why you're still
here?"
Jack sighed, closing his eyes. "You want
me to leave?" The look on his face was oddly vulnerable, as if the idiot
half-believed she was kicking him out.
"Of
course not." Beth shook her head emphatically, dark hair swaying with the
movement. "If it were up to me, you'd never leave. But it's been a month, Jack.
We've tried healing, and it's failed, and you can't sit around teaching me the
Art for the next sixty years. You need to go back to Scotland--I'd be very happy
if you came back here permanently afterwards, but you can't just run from
Dracan. I see your dreams, sometimes. You need
closure."
Jack studied the ceiling, then
sighed. "No. I've made my choice, Beth. I care for Crowley like a father…but I
just don't fit into the manor anymore. Dracan is...beyond my reach, and Crowley
is fading. Neither of them needs me. I've been in stasis for so long. I want to
be alive for a little while." His face softened at the expression of
concern on hers. "I talk to Crowley most nights, with the Art. I'll know if
something goes wrong. I have a few daemons--friends--still at the manor who can
protect him."
Beth opened her mouth to object,
then simply sighed and returned her head to its comfortable resting place on his
shoulder. She should have tried harder, the woman reflected ruefully, but she
really did not want Jack to leave. Almost absently, in what had become a nightly
ritual for them, both hands stole up to cup his face between them. A brief
thought, a prayer breathed towards the earth in the old method, a brush of the
Art in the new one Jack had brought--and energy flowed through her fingertips,
swirling through Jack's body, which glowed in luminescent patterns of health and
Art to her eyes.
The man was so strong, in so
many ways, and yet he considered himself so weak. Even those paralyzed areas
fairly blazed with the Art and the strength of his spirit. Beth fed a few
desultory breaths of healing energy into his frame. Her success was measured
only in the easing of tired muscles, the smoothing of tension lines at his mouth
and brow. Beneath her hand, a small bruise on his hip faded to dull yellow--Jack
wasn't careful enough with the parts of his body that couldn't
feel.
Jack was quiet for a few moments before
he exhaled slowly, breath ruffling her hair. "I know you can't do anything more
for me," he breathed. "But sometimes…most times…I think it's enough."
Dracan's private study within the Magisterium,
always small, seemed especially cramped with all the ritual trappings he'd
added. Candles blazed from every wall, and a full brazier smoked with incense at
each point of the large pentagram in the center of the floor. The man himself
hardly noticed, however, just as he didn't feel discomfort from his
half-crouching posture. Both hands clutched the warmed, sweaty brass Star in a
white-knuckled grip as the Master bent to read the lines of the ancient
parchment. It was a largely unnecessary precaution--Dracan had memorized the
ritual years ago, and had already triple-checked the preparations. But he was
intent on his vow--this time, nothing would go wrong. He would not disgrace his
title of Master.
A near-endless stream of Latin
poured from his lips, almost pulled from his mouth by the energies pouring
into--and out of--the Star. Dracan, though still concentrating, took a moment to
smile at his opus, his greatest achievement and most wonderful tool. He'd change
the world, the Art itself, with it, and Jack and Crowley be damned if they
didn't approve.
Pulsing in time with the Star,
the Art shifted then, and Dracan edgily began the chant that would bring
the ritual to its culmination. This was the mark of Masterhood, knowing
the ebbs and flows of the Art more than he knew himself, finding the perfect
timing and ambiance to achieve feats young Davis would not even have expected of
miracle-workers. A moment later, Dracan stopped thinking. That part of him
separate from the Art, the part that was Dracan alone, dissolved under
the fierce rush of energies. It was more intimate, more exhilarating, than a
lover's caress. Crowley and Jack had cautioned him never to sublimate his own
will to the Art so fully--men had been lost that way, even Masters--but the Star
kept him whole and sane.
The spell's climax
arrived so quickly it almost caught the Master by surprise. Yet the words
tumbled from his lips by rote, sealing the spell. "Arcesso,
abraxas!"
Once again, the shimmer in the
air above the pentagram coalesced, forming a thin silvery line in the air that
widened quickly. Ignored, sweat poured down Dracan's face and his overused body
trembled with fatigue. But his mind was intent only upon the shadow beginning to
fill the cramped, warded space--a thick, impenetrable black shadow with blazing
green eyes.
I have waited for you. The
voice was not audible, but sounded clearly inside Dracan's head. Name me. Set
me free.
Faint warning tingled at the nape
of Dracan's neck, hints of a vision received long ago. Irritably, the Master
pushed aside nervousness and gazed eagerly at the submissive, powerful entity
awaiting service. The thing's power, material and magical, smote him with an
almost physical force. Jack and Crowley surely had never known such power…or
they never would have turned away from
it.
"Tiamat," Dracan whispered hoarsely. He'd
thought hard about that--a spirit's name had substantial effects upon their
abilities in this world. The image of a primordial chaos-deity somehow fit this
being, this roiling cloud of black smoke with its piercing eyes of flame. He
used one sock-clad foot to wipe away one of the pentagram's chalk lines. "That
is your name. Enter this dimension, and be welcome. We have much to do." One
sweaty hand slipped into the pocket of his robe, to clutch the iron
pentagram--Jack's discarded trinket--briefly. "Much indeed."
The dreams were always the
same.
Jack shifted in his sleep, vainly trying
to escape the nightmare. He only thrashed about helplessly within his tangle of
blankets while Beth slumbered oblivious beside
him.
You can't walk, the old man spoke
gently, eyes kind in his thin face. To Jack's remembered twelve-year-old eyes,
Crowley had been a god more than a father, breathing into him hope and life and
purpose. But how would you like to fly? And so he flew, swooping
effortlessly in the body of a hawk, the manor spread out brick-red and green
below him.
Just as suddenly, the sky went dark.
Crowley's face, as he remembered it over his on that London street, twisted with
contempt. Fool. Did you truly think for a moment that I would accept you as
my apprentice, a Master, my equal? Pathetic little cripple! Dracan's voice
in Crowley's mouth. Crowley, instead of stopping to save the young, untrained
Jack, simply continued in stride, back to the Brotherhood. Jack was left only
with a shilling in his hand and the taste of ashes in his
mouth.
Master
Crowley!
He can't help you. You're a fool,
cripple. A weakling. You always have been. Dracan's voice again. Normally,
the nightmare ended when Crowley, having judged the boy as inadequate, walked
away. I have no use for you any
longer.
Shadows surrounded him, cold hands
reaching out. With a strangled cry, Jack tried to back away--but he was still
twelve years old, still without the Art or even a wheelchair. Master…help
me…don't leave me like this!
I don't intend
to. The face flickered between Dracan's and Crowley's. Fear rapidly suffused
through him. It's not a dream, oh God, it's
not…
Beside the dark-robed
dream-Crowley/real-Dracan figure, a towering mass of shadow materialized. Two
pinpoints of blazing green fire seemed to pierce through him. Jack hadn't gotten
a good look at the powerful entity Dracan had tried to summon last year…but once
glance was enough to have burned the thing into his brain. The thing that stood
before him right now.
With a strangled yell,
Jack sought the calm of the Art. Dracan was better with dreams, he knew, but he
had some small skill as well. Dreams didn't even require the focusing words of
spells…reality within the dream world had its own complex laws, but it was far
more fluid and changeable than waking reality. With that in mind, Jack
concentrated on sending himself as far away from Dracan's sick game as possible.
Answers could come later, in a time when he was himself
again.
The demon-shadow thing stepped in front
of him, blocking his retreat. The Art practically wept from the thing's pores;
it radiated power. Jack turned to cast a betrayed look at Dracan. One could not
be physically harmed in dreams, but to terrorize one's brother like this
definitively crossed every line Crowley had set for his
students.
That moment of looking away, that
brief moment of weakness, was all that Dracan required. The shadow stepped
forward, and dark cold hands cut Jack's flimsy magical shield to ribbons,
reaching through his skin to envelop him. He screamed.
