Sorry for the delay but here is chapter four! Thanks to all my reviewers I really do love you all!

Chapter four: No More Games

The brief silence that followed was deafening. After a moment or two James seemed to realise that this conversation, thankfully, didn't include him. He rose from the ground with the speed and agility he usually saved for the Quiddittch pitch and after saying a mumbled goodbye all but sprinted back up to the castle.

Lucky him. He gets to leave.

Remus tried to get his breathing under control as Sirius sank down beside him. He leaned back against the tree and stretched his long legs elegantly in front of him. Remus was dimly aware that now was not the time to be staring hungrily at Sirius' lean body but he just couldn't help himself. The little annoying voice decided to be helpful for once by screeching at him till he snapped out of it.

He glanced at Sirius out of the corner of his eye and was surprised to find that he was also doing the same thing. Sneaking looks at Remus just like he was sneaking looks at Sirius. What was going on? Remus decided to just savor the moment because Sirius was probably never going to look at him again after this.

I'm surprised he's not running away screaming to be honest. The little voice sneered and though he hated to admit it Remus agreed. He was extremely surprised that Sirius was sitting so close. Remus had also stretched his legs out and their thighs were almost touching.

"So..." Sirius said at last.

"So?"

"So you... I... Really," Sirius sighed, "What's going on?" This time it was Remus' turn to stutter and mumble.

"I can't... It's... I think I..." Remus trailed of lamely.

"Is what you told James true?" Sirius' voice was suddenly unnecessarily high. Remus shifted uncomfortably and tried to skirt the issue.

"Which part? About Krysta saying you-about what Krysta said or about wanting to him to take the little voice away or about me not being gay? Because that's all true, I think." Remus began to chew nervously on his bottom lip. Suddenly Sirius pulled himself up on to his knees and turned to face Remus.

"Don't play games Remus you know what I mean!" Sirius sounded angry but Remus noted a hint of desperation laced in with the words, he turned away to avoid the piercing blue stare.

"No games? Ok then," Remus turned back to Sirius and met his gaze, "It is true. Everything I said... I... I love you Padfoot."

"I'm gonna kill Krysta." Sirius said with a smile.

"So yeah... You don't love me," Remus leaped to his feet, "Of course you don't. It's ok."

"No no. That's not-" Remus cut Sirius off.

"It's fine. I just remembered I have some homework to finish. Better get back." he said in a painfully forced, cheery voice. Sirius, who had also got to his feet by this point, made to grab Remus' wrist but he pulled away.

"Remus please-"

"See you later." Remus took a few careful steps to make sure he wasn't going to faint from disappointment then broke into a run leaving Sirius behind.

He ran straight up to Gryffindor tower and up to his dorm where he threw himself on the bed and started pounding the pillow with his fist.

Who were you kidding anyway. You know Sirius doesn't love you.

Who was he kidding?

Sorry the chapter was so short but please tell me what you think!!! I love you all!