Thanks for the review you inspired me to write more ( I do not own finch even though they're an awesome band

Chapter Two ----------- More to It Than That (Suse)

I'm in the shower. It's early. Jesse still isn't back yet from wherever he goes all the time. I am listing to Finch in my stereo and feeling relaxed as hell. While I'm belting out the words to one of the songs I hear Jesse's voice outside the opaque shower curtain. "Susannah?" I let out a little yelp. "Jesse!!!"
" Oops sorry, I didn't mean to startle you or anything." He can be so cute and proper all the time. I continued to recover from my heart attack. I poked my head out. Jesse was a little surprised. He blushed then turned around.
" What's up." I said.
" Oh its just I was making sure it was you." He said quickly, his back still turned
" I'm usually the only one in my shower Jesse." Psh amateur. I could tell he was shy about the whole me being naked thing
" I have to talk to you, but um I'll wait until your done."
" I am done." I said "Can you hand me a towel." He handed my towel, still without looking. Then I paused still looking out of the shower. He sensed I was watching him. He turned around then jumped
" Oh, I'll just wait for you outside." He hurried out the door. I had to laugh at myself he was actually nervous around me; usually it's the other way around. I was hoping he wasn't going to start telling me that last night was a mistake cause if he did I would have to kill him. again. I dressed then went into my room. Jesse was on the bed petting his cat.
" You know Jesse that thing only comes around when you're here." The cat continued to purr with pleasure.
" Yeah." He said seeming dazed there was an awkward silence I laid down on the bed next to him trying not to do anything spastic like bump my head on the wall. The cat jumped off him and went onto the window. " We have to talk about last night" he said. I exhaled. Great. He turned to face me he had a pained look on his face.
" Jesse this is exactly what I was talking about." I let my head fall in sadness I held back my tears how could he hurt me like this. Again. He held my chin up. He looked strait into my eyes. He was really close to my face, and he held a very blank expression. He was searching in my eyes. It felt as if he was peering into my soul. But it made the pain worse. I couldn't hold back the tears any longer. I let the tear fall. I tied to put my head down again to hide it. But then Jesse wiped the tear away. He kissed me long and deep. I was a little surprised at first. Then I realized that I jumped to conclusions; Jesse wasn't going to say it was a mistake. I returned the kiss. I showed him the gratitude I felt, I showed every inch of his mouth;) He let out a tiny moan. His hands started to grope a little south. Then he lied down. I was on top, he continued to grope, but hey I wasn't complaining. His hands slid slowly up under my shirt. His hands where pretty warm for a ghost's hands, incredibly soft too. Oh my god here I am with the man of my fucking dreams I thought to myself it cant get much better that this. Then Jesse started to unhook my bra. Holy shit! I never thought he was the forward type. It was the wrong time for this kind of action though. Wait, what the hell was I thinking. When is it the wrong time for an incredibly hot guy to start unhooking your bra? Never. So I let him continue then I realized that it would be pretty hard to take my bra off without taking of my shirt. I think Jesse realized that too cause he stopped after he got to the last hook. He pulled away from our kiss. It was weird. Then I realized he wanted me to take my shirt off then I wasted no time.
Before I let the bra fall I took Jesse's shirt off. This wasn't as awkward as I though it would be. I was just about to take my bra off when I heard banging at the door. Jesse immediately disappeared. FUCK! "Suse? Are you up yet?" It was my step dad.
" Yeah." I huffed I refastened my bra and put my shirt on.
" Breakfast is waiting if you want any." I got up and opened the door .............. sorry about the cliff but my back kills I cant type anymore. Review please cause If you don't I wont keep going.