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***Chapter 5 ___ farthest thing from my mind***
"Its Paul." She said.
"Yeah he's an asshole we know." I said remembering all to well the night before. I shuddered. It was really close yesterday. I knew I should have never of went to him for help. Last night, I went to Paul so that he could train me. It turned out that he had something else in mind; he wanted to throw some sexual advances. So naturally I kneed him all so severely in the balls. This didn't go over well with him and that's when he whacked me into the wall. I broke the wall with my head, hence the gushing wound from last night. Then my I fell from the wall and landed just right on my arm. I got up and ran, without even looking at him. I know he's no good. He's too much of a threat. Just then I again realized how much I could really use his help.
"Its more than that." She sat down on the bed and held her head in her hands. Then she looked me dead in the face with tears in her eyes and says, "He really fucks us over. Literally"
"You mean you, I mean I, I mean we actually." I couldn't bear even the thought of it.
"Yup."
"Know way, I mean how? Why?" I was so seriously disturbed by this thought. I mean Paul. He's a psycho that almost killed Jesse, well not necessarily killed but. you know what I mean.
"Well over the course of a couple months he cooled down a little. And well I tried again. I tried to get some sort of training. I was just using him for information at first." She broke off. Jesse was sitting on the bed next to her staring off into space. He looked really hurt. I really didn't get it.
"I don't get it."
"Well after a few training sessions and a couple of nights out he became not so bad. Then a few more training sessions later Jesse found out that I was going to him for training, and well its complicated. I can only tell you what you need to know. Jesse kind of wigged out really bad. He was gone for a couple of weeks without a trace. One night when I went to Paul's to train I was really upset because I started to think that he was really gone. I was kind of mad at him for just leaving. Paul was comforting me and believe it or not I actually made the first move. Paul didn't object so."
She seemed like she just had the world lifted off her shoulders. I felt like shit because that load decided to come chill on my back. It was so much to take. I actually had sex with Paul. I suddenly was really curious about what Jesse thought about this. He was still staring at the same spot. His was face expressionless. It must hurt. I mean even though I didn't do it yet, just the fact that the idea was there must hurt him. I wanted to apologize or something, but how can you apologize for something you haven't actually done yet. It all seemed unreal. I would have never thought in a million years, I mean that is the last person I ever thought. It was just to mind blowing.
"How far in the future are you exactly?" Jesse said. I wish I knew what he was thinking.
"About six months." His face fell. He looked so hurt. I just couldn't take it.
"Why are you telling us this?" I stood up. I could hear my voice breaking. I just stared at the floor, afraid that if I looked up I would see Jesse's face and then I would no longer be able to hold back the tears.
"Because the second he got our trust he stabbed up in the back." She looked really serious. I wondered if it actually took me this long to say something.
"Can you just cut the crap and tell me what happened exactly!" god this was killing me. Standing there and bearing Jesse was killing me. I needed this to be over.
"Well he used us to get to Jesse." Shit. I bet she hasn't even gotten to the worst of it yet. "We trusted him. So the day Jesse got back. Paul exorcised him."
"Yeah but he's done it before and we all came out okay."
"Yeah buts that's the thing with Paul he never makes the same mistake twice." My heart fell into the pit of my stomach. "This time he did something different, he sort of traded Jesse with something else." She paused and took another deep breath. She shuddered and the spoke again, " Jesse was gone forever, and in his place was the most terrible spirit." She stopped again. After she said that Jesse was gone forever her voice broke. Jesse reached out and hugged her. She was crying in his arms. She looked him in the eyes. "Jesse, I am so sorry. I tried everything I could to save you. I didn't even get a chance to see you one last time before it happened." She hugged him close.
"Paul and this spirit began to destroy everything that was close to us. I couldn't stop them, I was a lot stronger yes but not nearly powerful enough." Her head fell. " Right before I came here I held Father Dominic in my arms. Dead. Mom had died a few weeks before that." She wiped a tear from her eyes. I had stopped trying to hide my tears. They where streaming down my face. I can't believe all of this actually happened.
"How do I stop this from happening." I was determined now that I was given the chance, to turn everything around.
"That's why I came here." She looked in my eyes with an inner strength. "I'm going to train you with what Paul taught me. Together we can beat him, and if he doesn't get the chance to bring back that spirit than we'll be that much stronger. She looked lovingly at Jesse. He stood up and said,
"Well what the hell are we waiting for."
*** Good plot developing sucks. I promise the next chapter will have lots of fluff
***Chapter 5 ___ farthest thing from my mind***
"Its Paul." She said.
"Yeah he's an asshole we know." I said remembering all to well the night before. I shuddered. It was really close yesterday. I knew I should have never of went to him for help. Last night, I went to Paul so that he could train me. It turned out that he had something else in mind; he wanted to throw some sexual advances. So naturally I kneed him all so severely in the balls. This didn't go over well with him and that's when he whacked me into the wall. I broke the wall with my head, hence the gushing wound from last night. Then my I fell from the wall and landed just right on my arm. I got up and ran, without even looking at him. I know he's no good. He's too much of a threat. Just then I again realized how much I could really use his help.
"Its more than that." She sat down on the bed and held her head in her hands. Then she looked me dead in the face with tears in her eyes and says, "He really fucks us over. Literally"
"You mean you, I mean I, I mean we actually." I couldn't bear even the thought of it.
"Yup."
"Know way, I mean how? Why?" I was so seriously disturbed by this thought. I mean Paul. He's a psycho that almost killed Jesse, well not necessarily killed but. you know what I mean.
"Well over the course of a couple months he cooled down a little. And well I tried again. I tried to get some sort of training. I was just using him for information at first." She broke off. Jesse was sitting on the bed next to her staring off into space. He looked really hurt. I really didn't get it.
"I don't get it."
"Well after a few training sessions and a couple of nights out he became not so bad. Then a few more training sessions later Jesse found out that I was going to him for training, and well its complicated. I can only tell you what you need to know. Jesse kind of wigged out really bad. He was gone for a couple of weeks without a trace. One night when I went to Paul's to train I was really upset because I started to think that he was really gone. I was kind of mad at him for just leaving. Paul was comforting me and believe it or not I actually made the first move. Paul didn't object so."
She seemed like she just had the world lifted off her shoulders. I felt like shit because that load decided to come chill on my back. It was so much to take. I actually had sex with Paul. I suddenly was really curious about what Jesse thought about this. He was still staring at the same spot. His was face expressionless. It must hurt. I mean even though I didn't do it yet, just the fact that the idea was there must hurt him. I wanted to apologize or something, but how can you apologize for something you haven't actually done yet. It all seemed unreal. I would have never thought in a million years, I mean that is the last person I ever thought. It was just to mind blowing.
"How far in the future are you exactly?" Jesse said. I wish I knew what he was thinking.
"About six months." His face fell. He looked so hurt. I just couldn't take it.
"Why are you telling us this?" I stood up. I could hear my voice breaking. I just stared at the floor, afraid that if I looked up I would see Jesse's face and then I would no longer be able to hold back the tears.
"Because the second he got our trust he stabbed up in the back." She looked really serious. I wondered if it actually took me this long to say something.
"Can you just cut the crap and tell me what happened exactly!" god this was killing me. Standing there and bearing Jesse was killing me. I needed this to be over.
"Well he used us to get to Jesse." Shit. I bet she hasn't even gotten to the worst of it yet. "We trusted him. So the day Jesse got back. Paul exorcised him."
"Yeah but he's done it before and we all came out okay."
"Yeah buts that's the thing with Paul he never makes the same mistake twice." My heart fell into the pit of my stomach. "This time he did something different, he sort of traded Jesse with something else." She paused and took another deep breath. She shuddered and the spoke again, " Jesse was gone forever, and in his place was the most terrible spirit." She stopped again. After she said that Jesse was gone forever her voice broke. Jesse reached out and hugged her. She was crying in his arms. She looked him in the eyes. "Jesse, I am so sorry. I tried everything I could to save you. I didn't even get a chance to see you one last time before it happened." She hugged him close.
"Paul and this spirit began to destroy everything that was close to us. I couldn't stop them, I was a lot stronger yes but not nearly powerful enough." Her head fell. " Right before I came here I held Father Dominic in my arms. Dead. Mom had died a few weeks before that." She wiped a tear from her eyes. I had stopped trying to hide my tears. They where streaming down my face. I can't believe all of this actually happened.
"How do I stop this from happening." I was determined now that I was given the chance, to turn everything around.
"That's why I came here." She looked in my eyes with an inner strength. "I'm going to train you with what Paul taught me. Together we can beat him, and if he doesn't get the chance to bring back that spirit than we'll be that much stronger. She looked lovingly at Jesse. He stood up and said,
"Well what the hell are we waiting for."
*** Good plot developing sucks. I promise the next chapter will have lots of fluff