Thank you too everyone who reviewed you guys are the best. There were
people who didn't want are good Sesshoumaru as a god because he wouldn't
have time for his mate, but then again let's think about this: Sesshoumaru,
Inuyasha, Sesshoumaru, Inuyasha (shudders to think Inuyasha as the god of
Fate. I can see what will happen already and one word comes to mind
'DOOMED'!). Now on with the story.
Chapter 4: It Hurts Too Much, Someone Help Me
It had now been two weeks since Kagome had seen Inuyasha and Kikyou. When she had awoken in her room, she left. She didn't want to be in the same castle as Inuyasha. She made sure she didn't wake any body and she also made sure to grab her yellow bag that had all the supplies that she would need. They had all been looking for her but couldn't see to track her down and finally gave up figuring that she went back to her own Era.
She had been living in a small makeshift tent near a stream of water so she could easily get water for food and to wash her body and clothes in. Now it was night and she sat alone in front of a fire. She then started to sing one of her front songs that her mom would always sing to her when she was a little girl and now she thought it was the appropriate time:
*I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears.
And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave
Because your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone.
These wounds won't seem to heal,
This pain is just too real,
There's just too much that time cannot erase. *
In the bushes was a Sesshoumaru watching with curious golden orbs. He had been out patrolling when he heard someone singing in an angelic tone laced with sadness. He had crept up to see that it was their long lost Kagome.
*When you'd cried I'd wipe away all of your tears,
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears,
And I've held you're hand through all these years,
But you still have all of me. *
Now he saw that she had tears coming down hear angelic face. He wanted to be the one holding her and telling her it would be alright and that his stupid half-brother wasn't worth all those tears. He stood his ground he wanted her to finish the song, just so he could hear her angelic voice. 'Where the fuck are all these feelings coming from!?'
'Time can only tell what you're feeling, baby brother. Time will tell.' He ignored what his sister said at the moment because she was singing again.
*You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
But now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me. *
*Flashback*
She stood before them though unseen. She could hear Kikyou ask the question she knew would come up, but didn't want to hear the answer. "Who do you choose Inuyasha, that stupid girl Kagome or me the one you loved first and swore to protect first?"
"I choose you Kikyou. You've always been my first choice. I just keep her around because of the Jewel shards that we still need to collect and complete so I can give to you, my love." That's when she ran and she ran like her life depended on it.
*These wounds won't seem to heal,
The pain is just too real,
There's so much that time cannot erase. *
*End of Flashback*
Now the tears were coming down in streams. It hurt so much, she just wanted someone to hold here, but instead she kept on going with her song. She vowed not to break down completely till her song was over.
*When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
And though you're still with me
I've been alone all along*
That's when Sesshoumaru decided to come out of his hiding spot. Kagome didn't even turn around all she did was sit there and then she said, "If you're here to kill me please do it quickly so I can stop this pain."
"I don't intend to kill you Kagome." She now turned to face the cold taiyoukai of the West.
"What do you want Sesshoumaru? I don't intend to return if that's the reason you're here." He didn't say a word, all he did was walk over to her and put his arms around her waist. At first she was shocked, but shook it off because she felt so safe in his embrace. She buried her face in his chest and started to cry. He could feel her whole body shake within his embrace and he felt anger rise up in him. He wanted to rip his half- brother apart, but he also knew that if he did that Heiara would kill him. 'Why do I feel so protective over her?! UGH! Heiara why are you doing this?!' She didn't answer but he could tell that she was smirking at him. He picked up the now sleeping Kagome like he had two weeks ago. This time he made sure that she wouldn't run away.
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DP: AAAWWW! How sad. I was in a sad mood when I wrote this. Oh well, within the next few chapters should be a lemon and his decision.
Sess: *glares at me* That's not funny. Why do I end up with a human wench?
DP: *starts to slowly back away* I guess you'll have to wait and find out now won't you! *after I said that I got an evil glare and runs for her life.*
Inu: *starts to laugh at his brother then shuts up from the evil glare from his brother*
DP: stay tuned I'll update when I got at least ten reviews. So don't forget to REVIEW!
Chapter 4: It Hurts Too Much, Someone Help Me
It had now been two weeks since Kagome had seen Inuyasha and Kikyou. When she had awoken in her room, she left. She didn't want to be in the same castle as Inuyasha. She made sure she didn't wake any body and she also made sure to grab her yellow bag that had all the supplies that she would need. They had all been looking for her but couldn't see to track her down and finally gave up figuring that she went back to her own Era.
She had been living in a small makeshift tent near a stream of water so she could easily get water for food and to wash her body and clothes in. Now it was night and she sat alone in front of a fire. She then started to sing one of her front songs that her mom would always sing to her when she was a little girl and now she thought it was the appropriate time:
*I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears.
And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave
Because your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone.
These wounds won't seem to heal,
This pain is just too real,
There's just too much that time cannot erase. *
In the bushes was a Sesshoumaru watching with curious golden orbs. He had been out patrolling when he heard someone singing in an angelic tone laced with sadness. He had crept up to see that it was their long lost Kagome.
*When you'd cried I'd wipe away all of your tears,
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears,
And I've held you're hand through all these years,
But you still have all of me. *
Now he saw that she had tears coming down hear angelic face. He wanted to be the one holding her and telling her it would be alright and that his stupid half-brother wasn't worth all those tears. He stood his ground he wanted her to finish the song, just so he could hear her angelic voice. 'Where the fuck are all these feelings coming from!?'
'Time can only tell what you're feeling, baby brother. Time will tell.' He ignored what his sister said at the moment because she was singing again.
*You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
But now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me. *
*Flashback*
She stood before them though unseen. She could hear Kikyou ask the question she knew would come up, but didn't want to hear the answer. "Who do you choose Inuyasha, that stupid girl Kagome or me the one you loved first and swore to protect first?"
"I choose you Kikyou. You've always been my first choice. I just keep her around because of the Jewel shards that we still need to collect and complete so I can give to you, my love." That's when she ran and she ran like her life depended on it.
*These wounds won't seem to heal,
The pain is just too real,
There's so much that time cannot erase. *
*End of Flashback*
Now the tears were coming down in streams. It hurt so much, she just wanted someone to hold here, but instead she kept on going with her song. She vowed not to break down completely till her song was over.
*When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
And though you're still with me
I've been alone all along*
That's when Sesshoumaru decided to come out of his hiding spot. Kagome didn't even turn around all she did was sit there and then she said, "If you're here to kill me please do it quickly so I can stop this pain."
"I don't intend to kill you Kagome." She now turned to face the cold taiyoukai of the West.
"What do you want Sesshoumaru? I don't intend to return if that's the reason you're here." He didn't say a word, all he did was walk over to her and put his arms around her waist. At first she was shocked, but shook it off because she felt so safe in his embrace. She buried her face in his chest and started to cry. He could feel her whole body shake within his embrace and he felt anger rise up in him. He wanted to rip his half- brother apart, but he also knew that if he did that Heiara would kill him. 'Why do I feel so protective over her?! UGH! Heiara why are you doing this?!' She didn't answer but he could tell that she was smirking at him. He picked up the now sleeping Kagome like he had two weeks ago. This time he made sure that she wouldn't run away.
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DP: AAAWWW! How sad. I was in a sad mood when I wrote this. Oh well, within the next few chapters should be a lemon and his decision.
Sess: *glares at me* That's not funny. Why do I end up with a human wench?
DP: *starts to slowly back away* I guess you'll have to wait and find out now won't you! *after I said that I got an evil glare and runs for her life.*
Inu: *starts to laugh at his brother then shuts up from the evil glare from his brother*
DP: stay tuned I'll update when I got at least ten reviews. So don't forget to REVIEW!